Beautiful Rebel

Cheers to everything that caught my attention

[quotefeeling]

“I owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with what I didn’t deserve.”

— Unknown

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Artists are people who know what madness is & comfortable poking it & sometimes even make love to it, leave it and return again. All just to make themselves feel alive again from gaining that new knowledge madness could offer, all for a hint of inspiration, all for hundreds of sketches and those few masterpieces.

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Heal.

It’s okay to feel like shit, to feel like it’s better if it all ends now like hopefully an asteroid lands on earth with no warning. Be careful not to ‘indulge’ in those thoughts for too long. it’s easy to be lost in negative thoughts and feelings, maybe because it has always been you and your negative feelings. Growing up no one really taught you how to handle those intense negative emotions, it’s always you to have to learn everything by yourself, or maybe because you’ve faced lots of disappointments. IT WAS HARD, but you are here now. You’re maturing everyday and that’s the good thing about time, it pushes you. It moves you. It tells you to not be stagnant. Heal, my dearest. Heal everyday. I know, you have lots of physical ailments maybe because of past neglect and emotional burden that had manifested into physical pain. I know you have that ‘something’ that you’re not sure of but you know it’s keeping you from achieving goals. you always sabotage yourself without you knowing it. The debts you owe, the loved ones you cut out, the work you procrastinate, the guilt, they all give you anxiety and you burn your eyes at night because you can’t sleep so you thought scrolling through your phone will help you, but you’re only making it worse by googling “why am i like this”; Searching for answers yourself because you don’t trust therapists, you have trust issues or maybe you’re egotistical, not sure. But you know you would rather do your own research than being vulnerable to others. Oh dear. At least you’re trying to heal, hopefully. That’s okay.

Acknowledge that there are lots and lots of problems that are pulling you down to stay in the deep murky water; gasping for air, SURVIVING. In the same time, focus on being full & content or LIVING. Always remember that life is full of paradoxes. Life is both suck and amazing.

Everything is going to be fine at the end. Why? How? I think because we’re not here forever and everything is not going to last forever, so does pain or negativity. Therefore, might as well focus on the good stuffs & actually live. The journey of healing is a painful one a first, but once the wound starts showing progress, you’re going to love it even when it still has a little bit of pain during the healing period. ❤️

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I bet Stephen Hawking is being reborn again somewhere

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Hope to see u again some day

[3vz]

i'm a shitty person but i'd give the world to the right person

[wonders-of-the-cosmos]

The Moon in Color - June 24, 2013

by Joseph Brimacombe

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[knowtherealcost]

Nicotine in cigarettes reaches your brain in just 10 seconds. Exposure to nicotine as a teen may lead to long lasting effects, like increased impulsivity and mood disorders.

[pastelnredishkitty-blog]

Nicotine is good

[officialaudreykitching-deactiva]

We are one soul in two bodies divided with opposite energies. You mirror all my internal wounding back to me and direct me to what society universal templates I need to clear out of the earth grids. I have done as much work as I can on my own for our oversoul. Now I mirror back to you what you need to work on and heal on your own. When you clear away all the distortion and holographic illusions we can never be without the other. Eternally together, as the same source of energy. You and me are the only things in the entire universe that vibrate at the exact same frequency as each other. Under it all, there is only love. That’s all there can ever be. When it hurts I remind myself of this truth.

[twinflames-universe-deactivated]

“You’ll find that the more you run from things, the more they chase after you.”

— Sandeep Sidhu (via quotemadness)

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“Her soul knew, but she didn’t. Her life had changed completely since that moment, her destiny was intertwined to another person, which results to be the twin soul of her soul. She didn’t expect this in her life, but her soul did. Her soul was happy to have found that soul so identical to hers after a long time. It felt like coming back home again, the place where she has been from that moment on.”

— twinflames-doesexist

[gitanaoneyda]

~But don’t you remember, we met before once upon a dream~

[psychofactz]

“As long as our orientation is toward perfection or success, we will never learn about unconditional friendship with ourselves, nor will we find compassion.”

—  Pema Chodron

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[acehotel]

Nouvelle Vague, Jean-Luc Godard, 1990.