Joyful Days of Paster

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[pasterjd]

1-layer pallette challenge

[constellaroid]

hi, im leaving a bit of word vomit here regarding some thoughts I have (about the whole pressure situation)

TW// SA, abuse

10 Jul:

Im sharing this here because even though my twitter is my main social platform, I cant even begin to explain how bad the environment of pressure has become for the past few days. I mean, its expected cause its twitter. But, I've never seen it get as worse as it is right now.

Even if youre not actively commenting on the situation, theres always someone bringing it up in the comments unprompted, finding any reason to insult others for no good reason, and leaving AI generated images of Ren under any pressure related post.

It has gotten. So bad.

Im not saying people cant talk about the situation, but the pressure fandom has become so hostile in all directions that its just negativity all around, even opening up to speak about it gets you lambasted by a mob of hate.

And the situation itself? Its super complicated.

I wont ever know what happened in that hotel room between Ren and Zeal, and theres a possibility that we'll never find out the truth as things are not moving legally anymore. But one thing I will make clear: I will never support Zeal.

I still want believe that Ren is a victim of SA based on the experienced she shared, and im trying to look at every other possibility and argument people are presenting online. I wont know the truth, but if she was harmed in any way, physically or mentally, during RDC2025, I sympathise with her on that front. I really hope she can, at the very least, be safe with her family right now.

And even in the worst case if Ren did lie, what about every other issue pressure had? Zeal was still a bad boss who mistreated his coworkers. I had many gripes with the dev team that were only addressed when the situation happened, such as many artists who worked on the project being unpaid, to bigger figures in the project silently controlling how the fandom behaved. There were way too many flaws with this team for me to just ignore and it has made me only frustrated, now that the full extent of their damage was brought up online.

But now that the issue is "resolved" (resolved? my ass), its really hard to just keep moving on and continue enjoying pressure like i did. Maybe I'll only do that with sebastian as his character a personal comfort for me and ive already considered myself "detatched" from the main pressure fandom since 2025, but for the whole fandom in general? its not even worth going back to. its filled with people who are still hostile and will take any chance to hate others and spread negativity no matter what. and im thinking, if i went back, would facing all of this be worth it? would doing anything for a fandom thats this shitty be worth it?

I promised one last pressure merch shop update since last month, and I wanna keep living up to that promise, unless I do an interest check later and find out people arent interested anymore. and going forward idek what ill do. maybe i need more time but,, im mostly just disappointed.

Please take care everyone.

Also, to any zeal supporters who comes across this post, please leave my page. You are not welcome here.

[pasterjd]

[Nanami Week 2026 - Day 7: Free Day]

“is it okay for me to dream? that we would stay like this forever?”

posting my yumeship to a big event… 👉👈

[rileyyapson]

Do ya'll ever look at haibara and just fucking cry

[pasterjd]

[Nanami Week 2026 - Day 6: Medical (AU)]

“a lot of people mysteriously fell ill at the sight of the new doctor, so now he has to ask his colleagues to help(?) …”

[pasterjd]

[Nanami Week 2026 - Day 5: Villain (AU)]

“you’ve been busy, huh?”

(i’m not exactly big on this ship, tho i see the appeal, and one of my earliest JJK supporters on Twitter is an enjoyer of said ship, so in a way this is my token of appreciation 🫶)

(also i completely forgot that today is 5.7, which can be considered NanaGo/GoNana day as well so here you go super funny coincidence for this piece)

[pasterjd]

[Nanami Week 2026 - Day 3: Nanami’s Birthday]

“dream on, dream big, dear our beloved.”

(sorry if this piece seems smaller scale, i usually keep birthday art more simple and sweet)

[pasterjd]

[Nanami Week 2026 - Day 1: First Love]

“my heart beats faster for every littlest thing you do.”

[pasterjd]

HaiNana, but i made them Mobians

[pasterjd]

all aboard the train of grain lovers 🌽🍙🥖

base © @/OFzp1Ehh7TBbgJT

[pasterjd]

2nd-year HaiNana and some 1st-year they let follow around that is (somehow) a part of their relationship now too apparently.

(this is my poly yumeship with Nanami and Haibara ok? don’t kill me.. i’ll also tag this as #hainanayoshi in the future)

[pasterjd]

kitty kitty kitty

[pasterjd]

please do not support or play Pressure on Roblox right now

for context:

tldr: the owner of Pressure had SA’d one of the people who used to work on the game, and many was also complicit in covering it up.

[charliebuging]

hey so im posting this here because i know alot of people here don't use twitter but literally right fucking now a huge document cane out about zeal (the creator of pressure) having done some abhorrent shit to the ex-composer Ren/Nolongernull

I need you all to fucking read it, heed the warnings because its fucking graphic and read it. its fucking important

https://x.com/i/status/2041948615254437960

do NOT under ANY CIRCUMSTANCE make this about pressure and the characters. a real fucking person was hurt and that matters way more than a roblox game. Do not make jokes about this too or say some bullshit like "heh zeal had it coming" because thats just being a fucking DICK and if you still do do those things then fuck you and everything you stand for

[pasterjd]

went to the Mario Galaxy movie with them 🥰

[pasterjd]

2am doodle

[toki504]