[pasturecore]

feeling grateful after another completion of lent, this year more strict and beneficial

my time away from social media has made me realise i want to step away from most of it anyway and focus on my creative hobbies. ive gotten very into essay writing in the past year and so i spend most of my social media time publishing on substack and that's about it. I thought about deleting this blog but I'll keep it as a gravestone for myself.

so much change, so much transfiguration

feeling grateful

[one1tap]

[birthday-cake-for-me]

[pasturecore]

I used to post a lot of personal ramblings here, and these 'year in review's 10 years ago. It feels like I can finally return here for a little privacy on a dead website.

I walked away from an almost decade long relationship full of lies and isolation when I could have just been set free a long time ago. It took years after moving away from friends, family, and job prospects to realize what my life had turned into. So I got out! and in the months proceeding I:

went back to school and did so well that my professor fast tracked my degree

made many creative, smart, and influential friends in this small town

read over 50 books

worked on my car alone

traveled with new people

worked hard in therapy and beyond

got into the best shape of my life and started turning my bad health news around

progressed in my career and made more $$$

planned several international and cross country trips for 2026

I can't wait for the clean slate of 2026 and all the exciting things I have planned for it. I'm surrounded by so much more love this holiday season than I think I can ever remember.

Merry Christmas girl and remember: NO MAN IS A FAILURE WHO HAS FRIENDS. Congrats on your wings :')

[monster2001]

[misericordiia]

[achillesinhighheels]

[sec0ndwind]

[deerinfear]

[unusual-suspects]

julia soboleva

[solventabuse]

[unusual-suspects]

mike quesinberry

[sacred-portal]

[fuzzbby]

Yerang Hwang.

[huariqueje]

High Curve - Stephen Fox , 2010.

American, b. 1957 -

Oil on panel ,  14 × 18 in.

[thingsfromthedirt]

[unusual-suspects]

james mills