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hi its me emily patheticfrog i decided to make a new account but still keep my username bc. obviously. anyway hi welcome enjoy ur stay and don't mind the mess

samshepard

It;s so annoying how they made things that feel good that are also really bad for you. Anyone agree

gorryb

She's home. She's happy.

#what if I killed myself #deltarune #art

patheticfrog

genuinely don't think I'm going to move on from the tadc finale any time soon. almost 10 years ago now somebody i cared very much for died from suicide and this sounds so fucking cringe and teenager online to say but my relationship with him was weirdly similar to the relationship between pomni and jax. my friend wasn't a fucking dickhead, but the way he coped was similar in terms of like. refusing to talk about it with other people and accepting help, insisting that everything is fine, refusing to acknowledge ever opening up about something real. the last time i saw him alive was a wordless exchange in a hallway, he looked sad thinking about it now but ofc at the time i just figured it was bc nobody likes 8am college class u know? so naturally i didnt say anything, we just waved at each other, i couldnt have stopped to talk anyway bc i had somewhere to be. and then suddenly the next day he was dead and I'm never gonna see him again and "there were no signs this is so sudden" except i knew he was suffering i knew he'd attempted less than 5 months earlier and i knew that he constantly forced a persona and i should have pushed harder i shouldn't have agreed to "never talk about this again" i can't believe i forgot how isolating this can all be and that space isn't always what you need.

he could have just talked to me, man.

i found the ending where they all get to learn that despite the abstraction, a version of jax exists somewhere out there, alive and getting better, like..... cathartic in a way???. so many times ive thought about shit like "i hope that parallel universes or the multiverse or whatever cringe mcu shit is real, just because the idea that he's still out there SOMEWHERE and is ok, even if this me can't experience that, is deeply comforting".

i do believe i am receiving permanent brain damage from all this <3

patheticfrog

like. people on twitter and probbaly here and everywhere are so upset about how "out of character" it was for pomni to not push more and like i get that reaction but also have you ever ACTUALLY had someone in your life who acts like that. who opens up about being in so much pain, but upon you showing concern or a desire to help or to be a safe space or ANYTHING insists on not mentioning it, everythings fine, just forget it.

its so easy to think "well why didn't you just go after them. you knew they werent ok" looking from the outside but actually being in that situation is so much more complicated than that and idk i feel like lots of stories don't acknowledge that or show the possible horrible outcome of that kind of relationship dynamic. so many people are missing the point of that line i think.

#ive been sipping rum iced tea all night yall <3

genuinely don't think I'm going to move on from the tadc finale any time soon. almost 10 years ago now somebody i cared very much for died from suicide and this sounds so fucking cringe and teenager online to say but my relationship with him was weirdly similar to the relationship between pomni and jax. my friend wasn't a fucking dickhead, but the way he coped was similar in terms of like. refusing to talk about it with other people and accepting help, insisting that everything is fine, refusing to acknowledge ever opening up about something real. the last time i saw him alive was a wordless exchange in a hallway, he looked sad thinking about it now but ofc at the time i just figured it was bc nobody likes 8am college class u know? so naturally i didnt say anything, we just waved at each other, i couldnt have stopped to talk anyway bc i had somewhere to be. and then suddenly the next day he was dead and I'm never gonna see him again and "there were no signs this is so sudden" except i knew he was suffering i knew he'd attempted less than 5 months earlier and i knew that he constantly forced a persona and i should have pushed harder i shouldn't have agreed to "never talk about this again" i can't believe i forgot how isolating this can all be and that space isn't always what you need.

he could have just talked to me, man.

i found the ending where they all get to learn that despite the abstraction, a version of jax exists somewhere out there, alive and getting better, like..... cathartic in a way???. so many times ive thought about shit like "i hope that parallel universes or the multiverse or whatever cringe mcu shit is real, just because the idea that he's still out there SOMEWHERE and is ok, even if this me can't experience that, is deeply comforting".

i do believe i am receiving permanent brain damage from all this <3

#hi i havent forgotten this site exists im just attached to twitter like its a parasite inside of me #but i needed somewhere to get this out also im a lil tipsy #ANYWAY i thought it was like. a weirdly beautiful ending. but i also eat tragedy UPPPPPPP #like some part of me really did die in that theater i think but like in a really good way #tadc #tadc spoilers #anyway. this is my single post for the year i guess.#i really would come back to tungle if i wasnt so lazy that the thought of building up a feed frm scratch is tiring me #tw suicide #i guess???? tags like that still work right?#anyway anyway this is deeply personal i guess but if u read this far haaaaiiiiiiiiii :3

blackpyrefly

early to bed and early to rise leaves a man so fucked up that he dies

mobiusstripearthtruther-deactiv

>forgotten where I've left my keys

>no worries, I'm an intellectual

>simply stop, smug look to camera, and announce that I'm entering my mind palace to remember where I put them

>close my eyes and pinch my temple

>instantly find my consciousness transported to the entrance of my mind palace

>mfw I've forgotten my mind keys

bathroomcube

youll read warrior cats as a kid and for the rest of your life youll be thinking shit like "the first cat to invent looking both ways before crossing the thunderpath ought to be a fresh killionaire" and its just how things are now