Decrees of a queer

hello! I am going insane and bored so it's making a Tumblr time!!!

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Why do I fear I'm in the middle of an unrequited love story...oh god, why do they have to be so perfect. It's so fucking evilll

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As usual I am being a gay idiot over my bestie work buddy

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He's way too cute and handsome and flirty and so fun to chat too

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I swear I need to find a way to see him in person and have a chat/hang out...not at a to see if I can utter the idiot..

Shut up, I'm innocent, trust!

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Outside is best place!!! It has fresh air and cold and no people AND AND!!!!

Sometimes it has cats!!!!

Outside is best place. Like spending a peaceful swinging, smoking and having. Lil drink!!!

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No bag or coat (I will be buying a leather one later) but I have my essentials

Cig pouch and my lil umbrella

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NEW IDEA:

I need a writer to kidnap me and put me in their book or whatever.

Cause like, in my delusion I want to be half layer on a bench, smoking whilst I watch the sky. When someone decides its their time to bother me, I do a little flirting then ask something like "Want a smoke?" Smirk like a dickhead before just tugging them closer and giving them a puff of the one I was mid smokinggg

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I AM SO GAY AND SO NOT IN SOMEONES BED RNNNN

It is clearly homophobic :(

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Me all of the time :3 I swear I flirt with anyone around me, including most of my friends. It's far too much fun to flirt

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Sleep deprived, fighting trying to draw and maybe about to have a coffee cause I don't make good life choicessss!!!

Probably gonna make a hot outfit and go out to see how much shark bite piercings will be in like...4-5 hours apparently :3

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I'm aware I'm delusional, and aromatic and very much someone who prefers queer platonic/ casual stuff.

HOWEVER!!!

I am gonna deliberately start aesthetically going out more, in thr hopes of attracting some unsuspecting person to find me hot

I WANT MY BL ROMANCE SO FUCKING BADDDDD :(

I may be far too touched starved and sleep deprived rn but we ignore this, I want a stupid romance novelll with someone :3

Just a lil one, with the chats and the closeness and the stupid accidentally bumping into eachother until you just have to exchange numbers and talk all night before vibing alone together in the dark, sharing a cigarette

My fantasies are far too ambitions...um, if I like sacrifice a homophobe will it summon me a partner? Or a polycule? I can sacrifice more homophobes and transphobes too

Pleaseeeee, I am a desperate boiii