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got myself into a series of back to back flu, hives and fever. felt like i went insane at one point just exhausted from nursing myself. 2 weeks have passed since i recovered and i realised that i have lose a bunch of weight to the point that i can see it on my face. i’m a skinny person to begin with but i feel like now i just look scrawny. hate seeing myself this way and i hope i can gain some weight back but between my smol appetite and high metabolism, a gworl can only wish. here’s a pic of my lovely black sesame spritz cookies that i made a few days back!

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my best friend just got hitched yall! i have been aggressively vibrating and bursting with happiness for her. to this lady here that have been by my side since we were 13 years old, i hope nothing but sunshine and happiness for your marriage. i cant wait for the day we have playdates. life without you truly wont be a life worth living. i love you friend.

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i love listening to music because i love to interpret them. last dinos have this song called Keys to Your Civic. I wonder if it has an underlining meaning similar to keys to the city. i mean lachlan did say it is a romantic love song. so for him to have the keys to said person's civic, it kinda means that said person trust him to be passing the keys right? something to ponder about? lachlan if you ever chance upon this post, do give me and the audience your thoughts heheh

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life update that no one asked but i love to yap. i am still with playlist curator guy heheh.

this was us on his birthday last year. we went to this vinyl listening store. rex's vinyl was intentionally picked because this was THE album of 2022 for me and it just felt right to listen to One In A Million with him by my side. truly my one in a million. i love you.

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curating playlist is my love language.

apparently it is his as well. have i met my match? maybe i did! i mean i hope so!

lets collectively bless my soul in hopes that playlist curator guy is my endgame cause mom, i might have fallen for him.

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melb you were lovely. a month there wasnt truly enough. pictured is the cat from the airbnb i was staying in. the host were away for skiing and i was left with this chonk boy at home. the most loveliest cat, i hope to see you again one day! melb have unexpectedly became a place that holds so much happy memories for me and i would like to visit that country every once a year if my pocket permits hahahah.

[pathobbang]

"memories leave us when they are needed the most and come to us when they are wanted the least"

i've got nothing to say today but this is just something to ponder about.

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i was watching youtube of this lady who cooks for her family on the regular and this was one of their meals together. kids were having seafood udon, mom was having spicy seafood noods, dad was having jjajangmyeon and they had a big plate of sweet and sour pork to share. with every bite, her kids kept giving thumbs up and her husband was saying how yummy it was.

i'm in my late twenties now. i have a partner i love oh so dearly and i would only hope that one day when we have a family tgt, this is what i envision it to be. (this paragraph have been added in since i met playlist curator guy <3)

[pathobbang]

slow down, take a deep breath, life doesnt have to be on bullet train speed everytime.

[pathobbang]

to quote from the movie Set It Up

"remember when you were a kid? if you had three salamanders, you played with each of them every day and they'd live for years. but when you had one salamander, you held it and you loved it, and you played with it and it just died immediately."

do not be confuse because it sounds like charlie is telling you to date three people at one time but he is not. what charlie is trying to say is, do not get obsessed with that one guy. find the right balance. nobody likes overbearing.

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and just like that, two years of all of our lives are gone with the pandemic. borders are reopening and mask are not compulsory outdoors. tbh with you, it felt like I have wasted two years of my life just floating through the days.

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new year. new people. new blossoms. this place might’ve hold a bittersweet memory but going there with the people you love and still do sheds a new light to it. going to such places with a significant other is always nice but little did i know, going with a close friend of your’s is nice too. 🌸