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emil (idv) askblog! please read the pinned post before interacting.

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muse info & rules

MUSE INFO

NAME: Emil (Balsa) AGE: Unknown (21+) PRONOUNS: Primarily he/him, doesn’t mind they/them or she/her occasionally SEXUALITY: Questioning HEIGHT: 5′8″ OCCUPATION: None FAMILY: Luca Balsa, “Prisoner” (brother figure)

RULES

this blog is firmly against adamil (ada/emil). the ship, alongside ada herself, make me as the mun immensely uncomfortable! shippers can still interact, but the stance on this blog is firm and final. EDIT: hey so due to me getting harassed across platforms by fans disliking this rule, dni if you like adamil. yall ruined it for yourselves what can i say

furthermore, asks about ada/emil’s past relationship with her will be answered selectively, and i will not interact with ada blogs.

not open for in-depth shipping! i’m open to doodling cute little interactions between muses for an ask, but i struggle to continue long threads due to fatigue and i have my own ships i prefer to handle and write myself :)

this blog is primarily an askblog rather than rp, so short one-ask interactions are encouraged but i’d rather not do threads. generally, i’m very bad at keeping track of threads and replying to them, and as of writing this my final exams are in 10 days, so i’ll likely be verrrry slow responding. sorry!

magic anons are allowed! go wild ^-^

no nsfw - light jokes are allowed, but i won’t be posting anything heavier than that and any asks will be deleted.

[patientsays]

if you do another askblog do you mind. saying the @ emil is also one of my blorbos so!! I like seeing your account!!!!

-- ill try!! on one hand id kinda like to disconnect from this blog 100% besides like. acquaintances like in the muns corner server hearing abt it bc ill probably promo it there. on the OTHER hand yall who enjoyed the blog deserve to know where im movin to <33

so yeah!! hoping i remember ill definitely @ it here or rb the promo <33

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I want to ramble to you about PMD emil so much * rotates AU in my brain * but what you think of emil,luca,norton + someone else on the same team if yes who is the someone else, or just the three? (luxio? unsure about dedenne,luxio or just pikachu for luca,lucario and excadrill team :3)

-- THE LITTLE CREATURES... i havent played a pmd game in ages (my last one was like. explorers of sky when i was a kid........) but i adore this omg

ANY OF THOSE POKEMON W LUCA R SO GOOD... i also considered emolga for 2 seconds bc they r such little specimens . i adore all of these like DEDENNE.... ITS SUCH A LITTLE GUY and luxio n pikachu fit so well too.... lucachu moment . but also imagining a luxio w luca's black eye is so silly

also consider: helena whismur/noivern for the extra slot....

[patientsays]

-- ALSOALSO idc that im spamming.     im probably gonna restart this blog entirely, like make a new one and MAYBE delete/archive anything on here. mainly bc

1. im a lot better w handling adamil now!! i will 100% admit that i was verrrrry gross in how i saw and handled ada as a character and i had a very heavy personal dislike for her (smth smth similarities its personal) but as a result pretty heavily mischaracterised her and emil in my own writing. i cringe so hard thinking abt some old posts please god

2. im a lot better w handling adamil part TWO .     it used to make me very panicky and anxious but now its just a lil squick. also the idea of them being girlfailure guyfailure besties is just so silly to me. emil “here is my psychologist whom i see on wednesdays and also i bring a brick to our appointments to break our neighbors window and commit petty theft” undisclosed surname

3. hes my blorbo and i want to do him a little better justice

4. im silly

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-- ANYWAY im still a silly little n0rtem1l man (censoring so it doesnt go into any tags even tho im the only one who posts abt it in the first place LMAO) and galateas bday letter adds one very silly similarity between the two of them . its so silly

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get over yourself

babe i havent logged into this acc since like, july

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-- #WINNING

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-- OK im done after this but what im saying tldr.  they match so well OK

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– man in red and luminary are getting married . their wedding is in two weeks and the only ppl invited are ppl with goth skins

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-- man in red and luminary are getting married . their wedding is in two weeks and the only ppl invited are ppl with goth skins

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Question for the mod, I'm trying to make an idv pokemon AU thingy and idk what emil would be...I thought Lucario bc of the chest and pulse spikes reminding me of the hooks and the overall vibe but I'm unsure..

-- pokemon has been a spin of mine for YEARS so im so hyped to think abt this

lucario is SO good tbh i can absolutely see that resemblance!!

ive also associated him pretty heavily with type null with those ideas of captivity, being held back nd eventually growing with someone it trusts but thats also RLY influenced by my own personal writing of emil so honestly go with what ur feeling <3 lucario is a very good shout i can absolutely see it ^-^

[patientsays]

-- we celebrating emils new s tier <3333 my boy deserves some drip (also this will be my first ever s tier so god bless. i was saving for monstrous bird but emil comes first)

also im getting a patient c badge when monday badge handouts roll out so ive earned my emil blog authority /j

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(indefinite) hiatus note

-- as much as i love this blog, i might not be coming back to it ^-^ i reopened the inbox hoping the targeted harassment i was experiencing would chill a little only for it to return full force a few days later.

additionally, i’ve had the same types of messages on my personal tumblr, my grace askblog (grace im so sorry for neglecting u my sweet angel) and even my INSTAGRAM (??!??!?) over the past bit which has kind of resulted in me losing the passion i had towards emil. i still like him, i just. am a lot less willing to share how i feel about him in a public space <3 which is a shame bc i am nothing if not a bitch that loves to talk her ass off

but being deliberately triggered, followed across platforms and made to feel unsafe and unwelcome in this community for an opinion is rather exhausting :) i am already a tired bitch im this close to turning into a lump of sludge please

i’d love to come back to this blog especially now that i don’t have school to worry about, but please understand that i just might not - at least not for a good while.

thank u for reading :)

[patientsays]

-- ask box is back open ^-^ but keep in mind my final exam is on monday (and its three hours long HELP) so i’ll probably need a bit to wind down from that before i pick up activity. but!!! ive almost escaped exam seasons clutches

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luca did you know emil has a crush on norton

oh no! looks like this ask has been intercepted.

maybe next time.

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-- if i opened an idv oc askblog while i waited out opening the inbox again would u be mad /j

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-- closing the inbox for a bit because some of you cant be normal