SON OF MAN .

IT'S      WHO     I      AM.

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I’M MOVING !

please like this post if you would like the new url, if we’re mutuals and you’d like to interact with me there 

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I’M MOVING !

please like this post if you would like the new url, if we’re mutuals and you’d like to interact with me there 

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I’M MOVING !

please like this post if you would like the new url, if we’re mutuals and you’d like to interact with me there 

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PLEASE        READ                !                so        folks,        here’s        the        big        news.        these                   past        few        weeks                    have        been        insane,        from        looking        for        a        job,        to        overloading        my        classes,        and        potentially        being        in        a        musical                            or        two        . . .                     i        really        just        haven’t        been        able        to        dedicate        the        time        here        that        i        was        able        to        before.        i’ve        even        started        an        aerial        silks        class                !                which,        by        the        way                        𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚎𝚛                𝚏𝚞𝚗.                        anyways,        i        think        i’ll        be        putting        this        blog                &                all        my        others        on        an        official        hiatus,        at        least        for        a        little        while.        by        the        by,        wish        me        luck        with        casting                !                i        haven’t        done        a        musical        in        so        long                &                i        just        feel        𝐬𝐨         𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝        with        these        prospects,        like,        it’s        finally        my        year.        this        is        kind        of        unrelated,        but        2018        was        rough                &                carried        over        until        about        september        of        last        year.        it’s        just        really        exciting        to        see        things        looking        up.        

TLDR:         I’M PUTTING THIS BLOG     &     ALL OTHERS ON A HIATUS FOR A FEW.

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HEY        EVERYONE                !                so        i        know        that        i        owe        a        couple        of        starters                &                        whatnot,        but        if        you        could        be        gracious        with        me        right        now,        i’m        just        getting        ready        to        move        back        to        university        for        the        semester.               (        𝙞        𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚        𝙩𝙤        𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚        𝙖𝙡𝙡        𝙢𝙮        𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙛𝙛        𝙞𝙣        𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚        𝙞        𝙬𝙖𝙨        𝙖𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙖𝙙        𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩        𝙨𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧        )               so        if        you        could        just        be        patient        that’d        be        swell                !                also,        if        you        haven’t        yet,        i’d        love        it        if        you        could        give        my                                RULES                &                BIO                        a        read.        i        just        updated        everything,        so        that        would        be        wonderful,        even        if        you        just        skim.        if        you        read        this,        you’re        a        smart                &                kind        bean.        also,        if        you        could        give        it        a        like        to        let        me        know        that        you        saw        it                ?                              𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃        𝚆𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳        𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙾        𝙱𝙴        𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙳        𝙾𝙵        𝙶𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚃                !                             xx       ––––––––     dairy  

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not to be rude but alfred has a lot of emotional issues related to his family that he’d rather ignore for the sake of coping and it’s not great

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THOUGHTS        RECKLESS,        ENTHUSED        BY        NONE.        they        say        there’s        no        shame        in        your        work.                what’d        they        call        it        again,                *        𝗖𝗨𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗗𝗜𝗔𝗟        𝗗𝗨𝗧𝗜𝗘𝗦.                        words        more        elegant        than        their        meaning                &                silenced        by        deafening        sounds        of        mediocrity.                                        but        you,        a        moment        away        from        the        ebullient        universe.                                        morning        wanes,        whispers        of        autumnal        hopes                &                decay        alike,        murmurs        of        the        groggy        morning        as        day’s        work        begins.                

PAY        ATTENTION,        KID.                mind        drifted,        only        a        moment’s        hesitation        before        eyes        meet.                ❝                aw        shoot                ––––                ❞                thoughts        return,        fingertips        graze        fallen        mop.        oxymoronic        sigh        hastened        by        a        smile.                ❝                sorry        ‘bout        that.        didn’t        mean        to        make        you        late        or        anything.        just        clumsy.                ❞                /                @ivorysatin​

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it        was        one        of        those                    𝘳𝘢𝘳𝘦           𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴                    with        a        quality        of        eternal        reassurance        in        it,        that        you        may        come        across                     four        or        five        times        in        life.                 it        understood        you        just        as        far        as        you        wanted        to        be        understood,        believed        in        you        as        you        would        like        to        believe        in        yourself                &                assured        you        that        it        had                  𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐘           𝐓𝐇𝐄             𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍                     of        you        that,        at        your        best,        you        hoped        to        convey.

unaffiliated     personification     muse.      penned     by     dairy. 

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* gun emoji * like this starter call

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i'd die 4 @patreai Only

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a public response to me sending ‘succ my dicc’ 

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this is a callout for @gatalnta for not talking to me today and its Actually Rude

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it        was        one        of        those                    𝘳𝘢𝘳𝘦           𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴                    with        a        quality        of        eternal        reassurance        in        it,        that        you        may        come        across                     four        or        five        times        in        life.                 it        understood        you        just        as        far        as        you        wanted        to        be        understood,        believed        in        you        as        you        would        like        to        believe        in        yourself                &                assured        you        that        it        had                  𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐘           𝐓𝐇𝐄             𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍                     of        you        that,        at        your        best,        you        hoped        to        convey.

unaffiliated     personification     muse.      penned     by     dairy. 

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6, 9, 25 !

006.        WHAT        SENSE        DO        THEY        MOST        RELY        ON                ?                for        alfred,        it’s        probably        sight.        there’s        so        many          𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭           places        in        the        world                &                he’s        so        happy        to        be        able        to        be        here                &                see        them        all.        considering        his        immortality,        he’s        also        to                   physically        see                    all        of        the        changes                &                progress        that        society        has        made.   

     009.        DO        THEY        BELIEVE        IN        HAPPY        ENDINGS                ?                so        much        of        alfred’s        character        is        reliant        on        the        vague        idea        of                   𝚃𝙷𝙴         𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙲𝙰𝙽         𝙳𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙼             ––––             while        this        innately        means        that        he        believes        in        happy        endings        for        his        people,        it        also        means        that        he        will        always        be                optimistic                about        his        own        future,        his        own        relationships,                &                his        own        happiness,        even        when        it        looks        entirely        grim.        i        think        that        happy        endings        is        an        integral        part        of        alfred’s        psyche,                &                he        wouldn’t        be        the        same        person        if        he        didn’t       believe        they        could        always        come        true,                 no             matter                 the        circumstances.        

025.        WHAT        DO        THEY        CONSIDER        BEAUTIFUL        IN        OTHERS        PERSONALITY        WISE                ?                there        are        a        lot        of        values        that        alfred        finds        beautiful.        he        loves        people        that        can        make        him        laugh                &                other        optimistic        people.        he        also        loves        people        who        have        almost        a                 kindred        spirit                  with        him                ?                in        that        they’re        adventurous,        loving,        almost        child        -        like        with        wonder        about        the        world,        despite        all        its        done        to        them.                         𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚      𝙬𝙝𝙤      𝙩𝙧𝙮      𝙩𝙤      𝙗𝙚      𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮,                      try        to        see        the        good,        he        enjoys        their        company.        but        he        also        finds        people        who        are        very        staunch        in        their        values        beautiful        ––        people        who        can        be        so        rigidly        passionate        about        something        is        awe        -        inspiring                &                terrible        all        at        once.        he        likes        people        who        are        strong        leaders        with        smart        heads        on        their        shoulders.        people        who        are               𝙸𝙽𝙽𝙾𝚅𝙰𝚃𝙾𝚁𝚂.               he        really        tries        to        find        the        beautiful        in        everyone.        

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100 Random Character Development Questions

001. When is their birthday? 002. Do they do anything to celebrate their birthday? 003. Does your character like coffee better, or tea? 004. Do they prefer being alone or with others? 005. Are they in good health? 006. What sense do they most rely on? 007. Is your character an optimist or a pessimist? 008. What is their favorite fairy tale? 009. Do they believe in happy endings? 010. Do they believe in love at first sight? 011. How would your character court the person of their dreams? 012. What makes your character embarrassed? 013. Have they ever been bullied or teased? 014. Detail one secret shame your character feels. 015. Are they most likely to fight with their fists or their tongue? 016. What is their choice of weapon? 017. When does your character think that violence is justified or deserved? 018. Your character wakes up to find that war has been declared. What do they do? 019. If they could have a superpower, what would they choose? 020. What are their hobbies? 021. How do they display affection? 022. What is the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen? 023. What do they consider beautiful in others physically? 024. What do they consider ugly in others physically? 025. What do they consider beautiful in others personality-wise? 026. What do they consider ugly in others personality-wise? 027. What is their idea of perfect happiness? 028. What makes them laugh out loud? 029. What sort of sense of humor does your character have? 030. Do they believe in the afterlife? 031. Are they superstitious about anything? 032. Does your character believe in ghosts? 033. Do they keep their promises? 034. What’s their view of lying? 035. What is the most important rule your character lives by? 036. How honorable is your character? 037. If your character saw someone drop a large sum of money and knew that they could probably take it without anyone noticing, what would they do? 038. What bad habits do they have? 039. What do they think is the worst thing that can be done to a person? 040. What is their obsession? 041. Are they comfortable with technology? 042. What is their greatest achievement? 043. What will they stand up for? 044. What disgusts them? 045. Does your character have any chronic medical conditions? 046. How do they handle getting sick? 047. What was the last medical problem your character had? 048. Do they have any allergies? 049. How does your character feel about growing old? 050. How does your character feel about their own mortality? 051. If they knew they would die tomorrow, what would they do today? 052. What is your character’s worst flaw? 053. What is your character’s greatest strength? 054. Does your character want power or authority of any kind? 055. Is your character an introvert or an extrovert? 056. Has your character ever struck someone in anger? 057. Has your character ever killed anyone? 058. What is your character’s idea of a perfect day? 059. List several phrases your character is fond of uttering. Where did they pick them up? 060. What is your character’s attitude toward education and learning? 061. Does your character prefer adventure or safety and security? 062. What sort of legacy does your character wish to leave behind? 063. How well does your character handle difficult people? 064. In what ways does your character annoy others? 065. Is your character better at leading or following? Which do they prefer? 066. Does your character prefer city life or being out in nature? 067. Does your character believe in fate or destiny? 068. How strong is your character’s sense of responsibility? What kinds of things trigger it? 069. What about your character is heroic? 070. What about your character is cowardly? 071. How kind is your character? 072. In a Dungeons & Dragons game, which class would your character be? (wizard, fighter, bard, priest, ranger, etc.) 073. In a novel, what plot role would your character fill? (hero, anti-hero, sidekick, villain, etc.) 074. What is your character’s favorite game? 075. Is your character ticklish? 076. How do they express anger? 077. How often do they cry? Over what? 078. How emotionally stable is your character? 079. How easy is it for them to read the emotions of others? 080. How easy is it for others to read your character’s emotions? 081. Is your character religious? 082. What are your character’s sleeping preferences? 083. What is the first thing they say and/or do when they wake up? 084. Describe your character in one word. 085. Describe your character in three words. 086. How would your character describe themself in one word? 087. How would your character describe themself in three words? 088. Is your character quiet or loud? 089. How vocally expressive is your character? 090. How bodily expressive is your character? 091. What type of music does your character like? 092. What emotion does your character evoke in others? 093. What is your character’s goal in life? 094. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to know. 095. Name three things most would not expect your character to be able to do. 096. How do they move and carry themselves? What energy do they project? 097. How well do they adapt to change? 098. Does your character like animals? 099. Do they talk to inanimate objects? 100. Does your character dream? If so, what do they dream about?

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TALK ABOUT ALFRED AND AMELIA

THERE’S        A        CERTAIN        KIND        OF        FONDNESS        that        alfred        will        always        hold        for        people        who        are        high        spirited,        who        whisk        themselves        away        to        the        call        of        adventure                &                will        not        let                        anything                        stop        them        from        achieving        what        they        want        in        this        life.        in        a        way,        he        sees        his        own        personality        shaped        by        the        rebels,        the        adventurous,        the        courageous.                𝗦𝗛𝗘        𝗜𝗦        𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗬𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚                that        the        man        wants        for        himself.        reflections        in        the        same        mirror,        i        think        he        found        a        lot        of        himself        in        her.        there        were        soft        nights        when        he        learned        something        from        his        father                *        pull        back,        son.             left        his        feelings        alone                &                hid        them        with        a        laugh.        there’s        not        much        laughter        there        anymore,        not        when        he’ll        never        know.                        (                AH,        AH,        AH                )                        did        you        think        he        was        done        searching        for        her                ?                because        he        never        is.