The Life Of Patrick

Follow me on my journey of self discovery and becoming everything I've been working so hard to be. From my transition, to just living life and fighting for my dreams.

[deus0knite]

Comic in progress! 

Don’t Blame Me is a trans male narrative about Matthew, a young guy just trying to make his way through life. It’s hard, and it takes time, but soon, with the help of poetic introspection and a lot of friends, he learns to see the silver linings on his stormy days, and it makes all the difference.

The author is looking for other trans men to participate! Don’t Blame Me uses a single character, Matthew, to be the face of many.This is a collaborative project! If you are interested in being a part of the script, contact Dorian at [email protected]. 

Thanks!

[thatdorianguy]

I wasn’t going to reveal this for a little while longer, but hey! This is happening!

Further explanation under the cut!

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Hey ladies and gents! It’s been a while since the last time I’ve posted something on here, BUT I’m 4 months on T as of Monday (16NOV15). From top to bottom, about a half hour after my first shot, 3 months, and 4 months on T. Not too many crazy changes since my last post to be honest. Just continued growth of muscle, and broadening of my shoulders. I have noticed extensive hair growth on my stomach, not so much on my face though, the hairs are longer, but it’s just long peach fuzz. Haha. Definitely have had face changes though as you can tell. Oh, and my hands have definitely gotten much thicker, which is awesome! Feel free to send in questions!

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So I’ve met a guy! His name is Patrick… Yes, I know, Patrick and Patrick. We’ve hung out everyday since the first day we met. It got to the point where I had to come out to him, it needs to be said at some point. When I told him, he literally looked at me and said, “You had me worried, I thought there was something wrong. It doesn’t bother me at all. You’re still the same wonderful person that I met regardless.” I pretty much died on the inside from happiness.

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Alright ladies and gentlemen! I am officially 2 months on T as of yesterday! Thought I'd throw in the usual comparison pictures. First picture is pre-T and the second 2 are 2 months! Update on what's been going on... I was getting random oitbreaks of acne at about 1 1/2 months but it kind of is already gona which is crazy. I'm not really much hairier at all except for on the arms, and my voice is obviously continuing to get deeper. I have noticed significant muscle growth on my back and shoulders and arms, which is wonderful. And my hips are slimming down! To the point where I had to go a pant size! O.O I'll continue to keep updating my transition. Thanks for reading!

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1 month and 5 days on T.... Already starting to get creepy mustache hairs.... Starting shaving. Today. Lol can't deal.

[wordsnquotes]

Everything you want is coming. Relax and let the universe pick up the timing and the way. You just need to trust that what you want is coming, and watch how fast it comes.

Abraham Hicks  (via wordsnquotes)

[culturenlifestyle]

Man Given Eight-Inch Bionic Penis After Losing Use Of Genitals In An Accident

A 43-year-old man who lost the use of his genitals at the age of six has been given a “bionic penis.”

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[patrickintheclouds-blog]

New technology maybe? Hopefully this can be researched and used for transmen as well someday!?

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Alright guys, so as of today I am 1 month on T! The first picture is me right after I got my first shot and the last 2 are of me 2 days ago. As for differences and changes there isn't much of course but I have noticed that the hair on my face has become more corse and my shoulders, neck and hands have gotten thicker. I went to put my bowtie on (pre-t I had it set to 14 1/2) now it's at a 15! Also my voice has gotten much deeper and the muscles on my arms and back have become slightly larger and more defined. Yay!!!

[haydengisearchive-deactivated20]

Shout out to all the Trans kids going back to school to face being misgendered, going to the wrong bathroom, and overall not feeling comfortable with who they are. We love you, you’ll make it through

[wordsnquotes]

…The body changed over time, becoming a gallery of scars, a canvas of experience, a testament to life and one’s capacity to endure it.

Janet Fitch, Paint It Black (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-anonymous]

The longer you hang in there, the greater the chance that something will happen in your favor. No matter how hard it seems, the longer you persist, the more likely your success.

Jack Canfield (via wnq-anonymous)

[wordsnquotes]

When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.

Murakami, Haruki. Sputnik Sweetheart (via wordsnquotes)

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Let’s play “yes” or “no.” You ask me questions on anonymous or not, and I can only answer YES or NO.

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Sometimes work can get a little interesting....

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Alright, so last Thursday I went to this slam poetry night. My first time ever going. Honestly, at first I didn’t know what to think.. But it was actually really awesome! I went with Adriana.. of course haha She’s been going for quite a while. Maybe at some point I’ll go in front of the mic and read something of my own. Or maybe something my sister has written. She’s way better at writing then I am.

Oh! By the way, I reached 2 weeks on T on the 10th! I didn’t feel it was worth writing about but I just thought I’d mention it. I receive my 3rd shot and reach my 1 month mark on the 24th!!!!!

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Climbed to the top of Rock Rimmon with my friend Adrianna last night. We had a blast! It got sketchy at times, mostly because of the fact that it was super dark out and we had to walk in the forest and climb rocks in the dark, but we survived!

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1 week on T!

Alright, so obviously no significant changes. Only thing I've really noticed is I've been eating through my entire house! Omg. Haha. Also, I've been a lot more assertive and have a lot higher of a sex drive then I did before.. Which is insane because I had a high sex drive prior to testosterone anyhow. I didn't expect much more then that to change as of right now. But it sure does feel great!