I was very sad during winter, I have actually been sad for over 6 months not like sad all day, Ive had moments of happiness...but at my core I was just sad, I had lost my faith...In the world and myself.
Only plants made sense, only trees were structures that mattered. Buildings made me cry, waiting for the train in the mornings tears would run down my face...I just became a normal state of being, it was at my core, a core of sadness.
I took refuge in the botanic garden in Amsterdam, It made feel understood being surrounded by plants, weren’t asking for explanations from me, they weren’t asking anything. they would stand there and move gracefully. And I could move with them, at them, next to them, close to them, far from them.
yes, they helped me greatly.