you're as lethal as the sea herself!

flix | chinese american | 19 | lesbian | she/he | always up to making new friends! ⭐️| carrd! | art: @zevilsland

[pawphin]

lil update & thoughts below

i've been thinking about it a lot, and i think i am just. very tired. i've always been an anxious person, and social media has always been a Hard thing for me even when i would have fun. my friends are the main reason i love being here so much, alongside my passions and art and whatnot. but i've realized that this is just not sustainable for me. tumblr is not a safe space for me anymore and it's sad, but i cant force myself to be somewhere that makes me unhappy and anxious.

what i do know is that i have always been trying to be the best version of myself. i'm proud of myself for the progress i've made and i am happy with the friends i surround myself with. i love them very dearly and i also appreciate everyone on here that made me feel supported and seen. i don't think i am leaving forever, but it's going to be a while. i'm starting school again soon (and moving in with friends :] ), working part time, and i'm still trying to juggle stuff like adhd medication, my mental and physical health, getting accomodations. there is a lot i need to focus on and i wanted to give thanks for everything that's happened during my time on here. i've met so many incredible people and i can't thank everyone enough for being so kind. thank you and i love you. i'll keep trying my best

[pawphin]

[sea-mists]

literally though if you feel like your life is slipping through your fingers and every day goes too fast… try doing hard things, not just taking the easy route, like reading and making art and exercising and cooking a meal from scratch and journaling, doing these things without distraction, without being absorbed on a screen… the time will stretch and you’ll be reminded that life is long and beautiful if you make it so.

[queriesntheories]

Reblogging this with these tags because oh my goodness

To the person I reblogged this from THANK YOU i am now going to stick this on my pinboard where I’m gonna see it every single day

“Life is long and beautiful if you make it so”

[officersnickers]

Am I the only one who is kinda (and with kinda I mean very) bothered when people claim "the Promised Neverland-fandom is dead" like ??? Yeah we're not massive anymore. Yeah S2 of the anime fucked up a lot of potencial. But there are still a lot of fans around here on Tumblr, new artwork everyday, people who come back after some years, discussions and stuff. It really doesn't help to talk down things you like and not interact with others if you want to see it flourish.

[fullscoreshenanigans]

It's hard because I do understand the cathartic release of venting and how we all collectively agree there was so much potential just casually thrown away by TPN Committee because they didn’t feel it was profitable to pursue.

And isn’t that fucking awful, something you were genuinely invested in being disregarded because it wouldn’t aid in some faceless executive’s stock portfolio, and how that trickled down into the fandom. "If they can't be bothered to care, why should I?" or "it's dead because of the choices you (the executive board) actively made" after such an insulting, slapdash production with changes to the story that undermined all the feats that were accomplished in the first critically adored season, and what manga readers knew played out so much differently in the original medium (Shirai admittedly rushing the back half aside).

Yet at the same time seeing those posts being put in the main, non-abbreviated tag is like

"Okay? the hell can I do with that lol"

Feels partially tied to how social media algorithms are trying to constantly max out a person’s attention and stimulation to keep them on an app/website, so when they aren’t being fed a similar level of content like they are in fandoms where new official content is regularly being released it automatically qualifies as nonexistent.

[calmmyfears]

when rest and "lazy days" stop being optional, you eventually stop enjoying it. i don't even know how to relax anymore. there's barely any relaxation in rest for me, it's all forced by a sick body.

[threeeyedharemp3]

do you like being they/themmed

yes! these are (some of) my pronouns

i like it / don't mind it, but i don't use they/them

i dislike it and don't use them

only if it's someone i don't know (speaking generally, unsure of pronouns etc)

like it sometimes / nuance button

Voting ended onJun 4, 2024

personally i kinda of enjoy it even though i dont use they/them because it kinda implies someone has looked at me and assumed i'm not cis lol. and at least in my social circle it's more polite to go with they/them if you aren't sure

please reblog for sample size :] its research

[occasionalhxhdoodles]

day 58

[flame-shadow]

hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???

i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)

[fucking-relax]

oh, Sisyphus! i got you

[arrowmoose]

I’ve been curious about this…

When did you realize you were trans/not cis?

10 or younger

11-12

13-14

15-16

17-18

18-20

21-24

25+

See results

Voting ended onMay 28, 2024

I’m trying to get a large sample, so reblog please! :)

[andreweatspussy111]

[sanguinewolves]

ily dropouts ily ppl getting their ged ily ppl who arent even getting a ged ily homeschooled ppl ily ppl who have to take breaks or leave the school system or who got held back i love everyone with a nonlinear or short school journey with my whole heart. btw.

[serial-unaliver-deactivated2024]

New sentence I think

[kulluto-remade-deactivated20201]

“in my next life i want to be me and meet you again” is one of the most heartfelt things i’ve ever heard in my entire life and it sounds like it’s straight out of a love poem but no it’s from. a hunter x hunter episode preview

[daily-shizurui]

day 48!! that Rui expression is so funny to me i wanted to use it

[movedtotr4v3rs3-t0wn]

Pikachu stamps! x

[orteil42]

I have 76 pages of cookie clicker on my phone

keep going. you can start deleting family pictures if you need more space

[kristina100000]

My mans been acting up lately. Should I get pregnant with him and abort the baby as protest?

im at work