pawws

they/it • genderfluid • aroallo lesbian I make vocalsynth songs! anti-capitalist!!! occasional mature themes

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Intro/about me

Hi, I’m pawws/Jay! My pronouns are they/it and I’m genderfluid and an aroallo lesbian

I am a queer person of color (specifically I’m a black queer person)

I create music primarily using Synthesizer V and Logic Pro on my MacBook

I have autism and ADHD as well as a chronic illness that all affect my daily life, so my music making process may be slower than able bodied neurotypical people

I am not a child, I’m a grown adult, I just like cute and feminine aesthetics

I am an ex-Christian with religious trauma and interested in Atheistic Satanism

A lot of my music is based off of personal feelings and experiences and will contain some sacrilegious lyrics and mature themes, so if that’s not something you like, you don’t have to listen (I do make goofy stuff once in a while though lol)

My favorite vocalsynth characters are Yi Xi, Saros, Kasane Teto, Solaria, Hayden, and Gumi

I’m not gonna do a whole “minors dni” because dnis don’t work and kids will find a way to listen to music if they’re determined, but please be aware that not all my music is kid-friendly and just because there’s a cute anime girl on the cover doesn’t mean it’s for kids (I’m talking more about little kids who shouldn’t be on social media in the first place, not teens). Some of my lyrics contain heavy topics that might not be appropriate for everyone, because most of my songs are about personal experiences

I do hope that there is at least one young person who went through stuff or is going through stuff that can resonate with my lyrics though!

My main inspirations from the vocalsynth artist community are Vane Lily, @11vein , and @jamiepaige

I’m also on instagram, bluesky, and TikTok same username

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Drinking a large amount of water every day helps you avoid other people's drama because you're too busy peeing.

Stay hydrated.

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im a simple man i like when things are shaped like other things. stool shaped like a mushroom. pillows shaped like fruit. salt and pepper shaker shaped like two friends hugging. in my ideal world i will have a house stocked entirely with novelty objects shaped like other objects and it will be beautiful.

[pawwsfromheaven]

I promised I’d make this blog about music and I failed

[pawwsfromheaven]

I wish the billionaire bootlickers would realize that they are way closer to becoming unhoused than becoming a billionaire

most people are one layoff, one bad accident away from major insecurity

most people aren’t one pay raise away from becoming a billionaire

[pawwsfromheaven]

I will never understand how bootlickers will look at homeless encampments and then actively celebrate that we have our first trillionaire

have we lost our minds?

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People die on the job every summer. Remember that water and shade breaks are crucial when working in the heat, and calling emergency services for signs of serious heat illness (fatigue, nausea/vomiting, headaches, dizziness, clammy skin, confusion, agitation, slurred speech, high body temperature, rapid heart rate, etc.) is entirely appropriate. If you’re afraid to call 911 for reasons such as being undocumented, you’ll need to get very familiar with how to prevent, recognize, and treat heat illness. If you are symptomatic and not allowed a break, water, or medical treatment, walk out. No matter how broke you are, your job is not worth your life.

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Official please put yourself first sign

[pawwsfromheaven]

it’s really sad that capitalism has convinced us (and made it the standard) that we have to work ourselves until we die in order to deserve basic human rights like food and shelter. and this system has made it virtually impossible to obtain these basic human rights without working ourselves to death/near death/exhaustion/burnout. we work ourselves so hard (and a lot of us have jobs we don’t even like just to barely afford food) that by the time we retire, we don’t have the energy or ability to do the things we wanted to do while we were working ourselves to the grave.

please find some time to take breaks and put yourself first. stay safe and fuck capitalism.

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you, reading this. you're a creature now. reblog to creature your followers

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this creature is you

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[pawwsfromheaven]

this shit kills people!!!