every summer I'm like: this is, it this year is my summerrrrr, I'm gonna spend all my time at the pool and in the river and in the woods, I'm finally gonna make the most of it!!! and then I'll have five days off in a row at the end of June and be so incredibly fatigued I go outside maybe twice the entire time. grocery shopping. maybe a little yard work. and then I have to play the stupid game of is this depression, or is it my thyroid, or is it anemia, or is it a drug side effect, or am I just tired regular style because sometimes people are tired? and I don't fucking get to DO anything except lay around...









