☼

wake me up before you go go .

[paysonlevi]

j a x o n  !

And just like that, the mood dropped 100 levels. “Oh, you’re still getting those?” he asked, examining her hands for a moment to see if she had one with her at the moment.

she doesn’t know what to say. she kinda just looks at him for a moment. “uh....yeah, yep.” she nods her head. she hadn’t intended to share that with anyone but, she might as well, it seems like she’s not the only one.

[paysonlevi]

m a d i s o n  !

olivia  doesn’t  watch  the  news  -  not  like  most  people,  and  yeah,  the  whole  thing  rocked  the  city  …  but  she’s  not  one  to  pay  attention  to  all  those  things  like  she  should.  "i  see.“  she  doesn’t,  because  the  older  is  vague  as  shit,  but.  what  can  you  do?  she’s  not  going  to  pry  about  'family  shit’  that  she  isn’t  apart  of,  no  matter  how  much  her  curiosity  is  killing  her.  "i’d  get  a  restraining  order  -  or  order  of  protection,  if  you  don’t.  if  you  do  then  they’ve  probably  violating  it  by  sending  you  stuff.”

she takes the girl’s information into consideration. “mhm.” she nods. “okay, thanks.” thank god that subject was dead. on to the next. 

[paysonlevi]

mi amor, 

As per usual, the weather in LA was nice and hot. Reina typically preferred cold weather but summer came in at a close second. She had decided to take a break from her sketching, having lost muse in trying to create the perfect skirt for a dress she was working on, she was on her way out the front door when she nearly bumped into someone standing in right in front of her. “Shit! You scared the crap outta me!” she exclaimed in surprise with a hand to her chest. 

payson giggled, her inner thoughts cursing her for doing so. “sorry, i didn’t wanna knock...in case your rents’ were home.” she’s got a silly little smirk on her lips. “you ready?”

[paysonlevi]

islagrants‌:

with no idea how to go about this, isla simply offered the first thing that came to her mind: “ what about the post office? we could start by inquiring there. ” a suggestion that she deemed equal parts logical but equal parts stupid. 

she shrugs. sounds like a good enough idea. they could call instead of wasting time actually physically going up there. “let’s call em’ see what they know about it.”

[paysonlevi]

bbylonz·:

if there were anyone in the world nova ever felt a sense of pity for, it was her siblings. they were going through the same things she was so surely that would mean that she could convince herself to give them a break. yeah, as if ! “don’t start,” nova said to her sister with the same tone she used for strangers. “you know it’s fucking STUPID, just as much i do.” she had a hard time believing she was the only levi child with an issue with the staring. as far as nova knew, being a murderer wasn’t genetic. “i’ll chill when they chill. how does this shit not bother you?” it was admirable of payson to not make a very public scene like nova. but still, nova knew deep down it had to bother everyone else in her family. 

payson  sighed.  her  sister’s  bitching  was  like  nails  on  a  chalkboard.  she  couldn’t  only  tolerate  so  much  of  it.  “it  does  bother  me,  nova,  but  these  people  are  expecting  us  to  act  like...”she  pauses  and  makes  a  hand  gesture  motioning  towards  her  sister.  “they  expect  us  to  act  like  this.”  she  knows  her  words  will  most  likely  go  right  through  her  sister,  maybe  they’ll  resonate  with  her  when  she’s  calmed  down.  “if  you  don’t  give  them  the  satisfaction  of  making  a  scene,  it  defeats  their  purpose,  sucks  the  fun  out  of  it  for  em’...”  she  softening  up  a  bit.  “you’ve  gotta  play  the  game  better  than  them.”

[paysonlevi]

outsloud·:

olivia  is  the  mix  between  nosy  and  not  –  she  doesn’t  want  to  be,  knows  the  luxury  of  privacy  that  she  so  badly  craved  as  someone  in  foster  care  …  and  yet,  here  she  is,  prying  anyways.  damn.  "well  obviously  —  but  what’re  they  sending  you?“  otherwise,  she’d  question  the  others  curiosity.

sometimes  it  still  surprises  her  when  someone  doesn’t  automatically  connect  her  as  the  serial  killer’s  daughter.  she  expects  olivia  to  put  these  pieces  together.  “oh  uh,  family  shit.”  she’s  vague.  if  olivia  doesn’t  know,  she  surely  doesn’t  want  to  offer  up  the  information  on  a  silver  platter.  she’s  afraid  to  be  judged,  for  olivia  to  suddenly  be  late  for  a  meeting  and  run  off.  “drama  and  stuff.  just  a  certain  family  member  who  won’t  leave  me  alone,  and  i  just  need  a  way  to  block  them  from  sending  me  more  shit.”

[paysonlevi]

isla .

“ you know what— we should find out. ” it would’ve been helpful in countering the stream of useless mail coming through at her late sister and brother in law’s home.

“i  mean  i’m  down.”  she  pauses,  leans  forward  a  tad.  “but  how?”

[paysonlevi]

outsloud‌:

“if  you  get  a  restraining  order  ..  maybe.”  olivia  doesn’t  know,  and  she’s  kind  of  curious  about  why  payson  wants  to.  "why?“

payson  is  quiet.  she’s  thinking  about  how  hard  it  might  be  to  get  a  restraining  order  on  someone  who’s  already  in  jail.  surely  there’s  another  way  to  stop  letters  from  her  father  from  being  sent  to  her.  “someone’s  sending  me  shit  and  i  want  it  to  stop.”  duh.  wasn't  that  obvious?

[paysonlevi]

jax .

“Mailing things as in what, like those store promotions?” he inquired with half interest before continuing, “I don’t think anyone can escape those.”

she  rolls  her  eyes.  “no  jaxon,  not  like  store  promotions.”  payson  swats  him  with  her  hand.  “mailing  things  as  in  i  don’t  want  these  letters  from  dad  anymore.”

[paysonlevi]

nova .

november didn’t always mean to come off so cold. but she couldn’t help it, the world was full of idiots and nova knew she was better off then all of them. her overpriced sandwich from an instagram worthy cafe had kept most of her attention but that didn’t stop her from glaring at a few random passerbys. they all looked like people who would act holier than thou while doing cocaine off a marble coffee table. at least nova knew she was no good, it was in her genetics after all. she knew some of the random strangers on the street were staring back at her. she knew why too. she shared a lot of facial features with her father. she was bound to snap and she felt sorry for those around when her she exploded. “you know, you can just take a picture. it’s less fucking rude than staring at me. be upfront about your murder fetish.”

payson  couldn’t  hold  back  the  urge  to  roll  her  eyes  any  longer.  this  happened  every  time,  this  happened  all  the  time.  her  sister  was  making  a  scene  in  public  once  more,  story  of  her  life.  it  was  annoying  and  embarrassing  to  say  the  least.  “fuck.”  payson  shouts,  clearly  over  it.  “would  you  just  shut  up?”  there  goes  the  eye  roll.  “god  damn  nova,  you’ve  gotta  be  miss  priss  every  second  of  the  day,  sometimes  you  just  have  to  chill  the  fuck  out.”  she  hisses.  feeling  only  slightly  guilty  for  going  off  on  her  sister.

[paysonlevi]

“random question…” payson paused. “can you like block people from mailing shit to you or no, that’s only like a phone thing?”