Peanut Butter & Jelly.

anjelika's internal monologues & a bunch of other nice stuff

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i wanna know how you’re doing

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today, i dreamt of you again

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You know you’re still one of the best people I can talk to

I could just imagine our conversations about certain topics

Any topic, in fact

How we could just talk and talk and never get bored of each other

How much I respect your opinions

How much I am awed by your imagination

How you always know what to say at certain times

It was great talking to you before and I actually miss it sometimes

[pbnjelly]

I thought now it will be different. I was wrong

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get ur own fandom!!!!!!!!!

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dreamt of you again today

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good finally BYE i should have let go years ago but i thought we were an exception

we’re not and i thought very highly of our friendship but u didn’t 

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it be like that sometimes

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tbh i think u only miss me cause i was pretty when u saw me

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happy birthday!!

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today i miss you

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i feel like my heart is about to explode, my chest is tight, it feels difficult to swallow, my breathing is heavy and i feel nervous even when im just at home

i have been very unproductive for two months and i told myself im just taking a break while waiting for grad

now two days after my grad i still feel stuck and nervous and im afraid ive gone lazy and i feel useless and im not doing anything right

what is wrong with me 

[pbnjelly]

can’t believe people our age talk about love like we really understand it

the only kind of love we know are the ones we received...or felt...or gave

so maybe everyone has their own definition of love

love for me may be different to you; it may slightly be a little more unrestrained and changing for me...while it can be a life-and-death situation for another

so i guess when people say ‘i love you’ we all really mean different things...

i love you (you make me happy and i like spending time with you)

i love you (i only want you, no one else but you)

i love you (im scared of losing you)

i love you (you make me feel good about myself)

i love you (this is how im going to keep you)

i love you (just for today or right at this moment)

i love you (you are a reflection of me/ what i used to be)

i love you (im only saying it cause u said ily as well)

i love you (i cant explain why, i just do)

i love you (because you’re you)

i wonder what yours meant

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she told me to lose hope for things to get better or for it to get back to the way it used to and she may be right but i refuse to believe her and im stubborn

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CAN EVERYONE BE JUST FRIGGIN HONEST IM SO TIRED OF PUTTING UP WITH EVERYONE’S LIES

WHAT IS EVERYONE SO AFRAID OF

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my my my

we’re still all so young

we have so much to learn

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everybody likes my hyun bin oppa because of crash landing on you and im afraid they’ll start watching secret garden too n m rly selfish but also im too proud of his success huhu