love me like you do.

KALANI FEROand you may tell me to run, run now but I can't do that we're too far down the hole he's got a hold on my soul

[choutzuvu]

she scanned her surroundings skeptically, unsure as to how the weekend would go, when an excited kali ran up. “Woah. Chill for a sec. At least give me the chance to put my bags in my room.” 

[pcekali]

"Um yeah how about no?!" the smaller girl nodded her head happily leaning against the railing waiting for Cat to put her stuff away and join her.

[pcekali]

dropping her bags in the hotel room she was staying in she quickly ran back outside where they were standing. smiling brightly she ran up to them her excitement level going through the roof. "You wanna come and look around this place with me?!"

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[pcekali]

i. kali & sawyer;

[mickeydaviis]

chuckling to himself, a curious brow shot upward at her words. “ah, i’m nothing like fire. i’m more like water      it’s sort calm but violent at the same time.” he grinned. moving back against the wall beside her, he nudged her playfully because to him it was a form of comfort. being able to play around with someone was really the best way to put a smile onto someone’s lips. “it’s okay! i was really defensive about it when i should not have been. i apologize for my actions, kal..ani. sorry about that.”

[pcekali]

"two completely different people then." she turned her head to the side smirking a little towards him before staring ahead once again. smiling a little at the playful nudge "so violent."  kali knew sarcasm and half the time it was all people could get out of her. "why did it trigger you thought? i mean it was my problems....i know you used to have to be in another room while they went on sometimes but i was just the little sister." she asked curiously.

[smhkaleb]

Hey, I never said you were an idiot. I just wanted to be sure you knew because I refuse to be responsible for you getting sick.

[pcekali]

Oh please,you just want to help my study don't you?

[wordsnquotes]

I just want to do something that matters. Or be something that matters. I just want to matter.

John Green, An Abundance of Katherines (via wordsnquotes)

[pcekali]

i. kali & sawyer;

[mickeydaviis]

with a nod of his head, sawyer turned his attention over to the girl. “he did, yeah. he also told me all hell broke loose and the way you looked at me; it just sort of triggered me.” he sighed running his fingers through his hair “sorry for walking out.” he mumbled. the girl hadn’t mentioned anything about what had happened, but the way she began to ramble, it had him feeling some type of way. he just couldn’t take back any of the words that he had said       but at least she knew that he knew. 

[pcekali]

laughing at his choice of words a little she shook her head "if you thought i was trouble when i was younger....it sure as hell increased. it's like a fire. bringing down and destroying everything in it's path." the words she spoke couldn't of been more true about not only that day but her. taking a quick glance towards him she nodded her head. "it's fine." she muttered feeling her phone buzz in her pocket,quickly looking at it she rubbed her head tiredly as she placed the phone back in her pocket sliding down the wall to not sit on the step a distance from him. "sorry i kinda rambled and ranting. anything that reminds me of them...i lose it. 

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[pcekali]

Meg Myers - Desire

[pcekali]

i. kali & sawyer;

[mickeydaviis]

“stop.” his voice was low yet stern all at the same time. he was completely and utterly fed up already.  it wasn’t the fact that she was voicing her thoughts to him that annoyed him, but, it was the fact that she was practically acting as though he was one of her family members who shunned her. it was enough to get under his skin and cause his blood to boil. “i never once mentioned them to you, kalani. i also never called you a princess or shunned you.” he stated plainly. shoving past her, he made his way to the door but before walking outside he decided to say one last thing. “i thought it was cool that you stood up to your family because i could never do that       i’m bisexual too and you act as thought i’m not entirely sure how you feel.” he chuckled and shook his head. once he was out the door, he didn’t stray too far away but merely made his way down the street sitting on the curb watching random cars fly by. unlike like kali who had courage to face her family; sawyer had yet to have that satisfaction. his family was religious beyond all belief, the ones that believed if you liked the same gender or even both, you would be going to hell. there minds were set on that and there was no way to change it. though, maybe someday, he’ll be able to be forward with them and they’ll accept him. the future was unknown and it is a scary place to think about       but also something to look forward to.

[pcekali]

running a hand through her hair she groaned before slinging the bag over her shoulders after finding the keys by that he had left the house. she didn't get why exactly he had got affected by that. she wasn't indirecting them in the slightest bit. the things she was saying was what she felt like and what they had called her not him so not only did his statement leave her confused. the last part though threw her off guard a little. kali got memories from that day playing in her head at even just the mention,sure it might of not been a huge deal to other people but for someone coming from a very religious family were what they say goes and is right it wasn't the easiest. seeing her phone flash that let her know her ride would be here soon she shook it off and headed towards the door opening to see him sitting there and she sighed a little stepping round him standing against the wall. "kai never told you I got kicked out because of that did he?" she asked looking down towards the ground moving the dirt with her shoes.

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[pcekali]

Trash Talking Love - the ready set

[pcekali]

i. kali & sawyer;

[mickeydaviis]

“alright.” he spoke quietly turning his back from her. unable to help himself, the smallest of sighs escaped from his lips and a roll of his eyes followed, good thing she didn’t see that. she had always been so stubborn on things       but he could understand why. kai told him bits of the story and on her end there were plenty of harsh feelings towards her family and maybe even towards him for no reason at all. “god, ok, kalani.” he groaned pinching the bridge of his nose. her entire life, kalani had been known as ‘kal’ to him and sawyer was the type of person who could only stick to one nickname. either he would call her call or by her full name, it’s just how he was and he wasn’t sure why. “alright, well then i’ll be back later and i’ll make sure to go straight to my room?” he suggested. all he wanted to do was make the situation easier on her ( and a little easier for himself as well ). 

[pcekali]

narrowing her eyes at the way he said her full name the girl looked up taking a deep breath heavily pushing past him to grab a bottle of water from the fridge before accidentally bumping into him whilst she made her way to her bag that she had left in the living room the night before. "you've got the house to yourself for the next 3 hours at max. try not to set the place on fire yeah?" she spoke quickly tying the t-shirt work gave her as it was far to big for her and since there was no rule against turning it into a crop top. "oh and if you're still as curious as you used to be-I got a job,one that I enjoy." she picked up her bag once again before looking for her set of keys which were lying around somewhere in the room. she didn't notice she was speaking to herself until half way through "a job i enjoy,i job i wasn't forced into,a job they would hate me for having...well fuck them i can do what i want. i'm not some stupid little puppet or their little princess anymore." she didn't expect sawyer to hear but she didn't care if he did anymore.

[mahoganyffs-deactivated20150311]

I hate American Horror Story. And also, I love American Horror Story. I’ve practically done nothing else today but watch it. And I’m dying. And I’ve also never felt more alive.

[pcekali]

Can't say I've ever watched it....the trailer gave me the creeps.

[pcekali]

i. kali & sawyer;

[mickeydaviis]

“i didn’t ask to be placed here.” he stated in case she had assumed. this was all becoming a mess and all he wanted was out. there was no one way that he could avoid the issue now       she was here. “i’ll go out for a bit and come back when everyone is sleeping.” he mumbled moving around her. why did this have to happen? why now? he already has a competition to worry about. conflict was most certainty not sawyer’s strongest spot, he was someone who ran far away from it before it ever took place. it was not his scene nor did he want it to be. admittedly, he was kind of glad to see her because it had been so long but all at the same time       he dreaded it. “have a good day, kal.”

[pcekali]

he words came off unexpected at first but it caused her to go from being tense to more calm in a strange way. "sure." it was the only thing she could really say at that point. she could understand that things would be weird in the house now. of course she knew she couldn't put it all on him but a part of her knew she would anyway. "then you might be out a while...nani isn't back to late due to work and lip is away out god knows where and well kalela is out at the beach so we don't exactly have a sleeping plan..." for being someone who could speak for hours on end she was finding it hard to let the words out. hearing the name she gritted her teeth a little-the childhood name given to her by her brother that he had picked up on was back and she couldn't say she liked it "don't call me that...my name's already short in a way. just kali is fine." 

[pcekali]

i. kali & sawyer;

[mickeydaviis]

'fuck' he thought to himself as her name escaped her lips. she was the last person he had been expecting to see in the house. sure, the other day he had talked to one of her friends about her; but he never expected this to happen. not now, at least. clearing his throat, he turned his attention over to the ground, a weary smile tugging at the corners of his lips. “kali.” he whispered in a barely audible tone. he wasn't quite sure as to what to say, how to react and or even know what he should do. he was fucked.

[pcekali]

there was nothing. no sound anywhere as the names had slipped from their lips. it was to the point the silence was defining almost. not once did she drop her gaze though,it was more just from the shock of him being back in the first place to how much he had changed in a year. after looking around the room to see a few odd boxes she quickly looked back at him. "not you...anyone but you." it wasn't the nicest thing to say in the world but the last thing she wanted was people from her past,more importantly people who reminded her of home. unlikely sawyer was one of them.

[pcekali]

i. kali & sawyer;

[mickeydaviis]

it was just this morning that sawyer had finally been placed into a house with about four other students. of course, he hadn’t met any of his housemates yet, but he was more than certain it’d change soon. scavenging through the cupboards, a small groan escaped from his lips. there was honestly nothing good in here       just his luck. right as he grabbed hold of some oreos a voice from behind him caused chills to run up his spine and the oreos to fall from his hand. “fuck, sorry!” he turned around forcing a grin onto his lips “i’m your new housemate.” he sighed rubbing his arm. 

[pcekali]

standing there for a few moments waiting for a reply she had took her hair down from the bun it was in before and so she was moving it around to make it seem some what decent as the male turned around. laughing a little at how clumsy he seemed to be it soon came to a stop as she seen who it was. at that point all she could think of was "shit" as much as she didn't want to admit it nani had been right. taking a few steps forward just to double check she looked up the figure who she remember to be a lot smaller than now. "sawyer?" she breathed out almost a whisper as she couldn't quite believe it. the last she had seen or heard of him was that he was off traveling to some exotic place so it came as a shcok seeing him again in the house. her house.

[pcekali]

i. kali & sawyer;

walking out of her room which she had spent most of the day in catching up on class work she made her way into the kitchen but stopped in her tracks as she seen someone rather tall searching for something in the top cupboards. kali being kali looked whoever it was up and down to see who exactly it was and came to the conclusion it wasn't kal or lip. looking for a few more seconds as the body reached up higher so did their shirt which caused a small smirk appear on her face. deciding to find out who it was the girl coughed before speaking up "can i help you?"

[pcekali]

ii. kali & lip;

Lip: a wide spread smile had graced its way across his features as he sat there, his gaze shifting to the movie as he immediately rubbed the back of his neck. A nervous habit you could say, "thanks, I mean you're doing really well at receiving?" He asked, not realizing how it sounded until the words left his lips. "Uh, you know what I mean." He sighed before shifting his weight, being sure that the girl was basically still laying on him. "You can't even look me in the eyes and tell me it's not gay, I know Kali. /I know/" at this point, his words have a vibe that he was taunting her. "Sometimes I feel like this whole town just doesn't get it."

Kali: "because that makes sense" she muttered slightly even though she knew what he meant. while she couldn't understand many things she could tell how those who were close to her were feeling or what they were on about so she thought herself lucky. sitting up she looked in in the eye a small smirk appearing on her features "it's cute." she spoke slowly and sternly. leaning her head against his shoulder she played with her fingers as he spoke "doesn't get what exactly...? like i know that they don't get /everything/ trust me. you know my parents but...yeah." whenever the topic of her parents came up she usually appeared a lot more quiet than when she spoke of her brother.