PEACEMAKER ;

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sunpierce·:

( ♚ ) ❛ How can you be so blind? ❜

Just those few words alone were able to snap Ichigo out of his anger. A cold chill snaked it’s way down his spine hearing Asuka cry in a concerned way. What had he done, or better yet why had he done this? Talk of his powers was a sensitive topic, yes but going all out was not the answer. This needed to be fixed, somehow.

It is here the redhead finds himself trapped. Does he try and go for a hug or say he did not mean to make the brunette cry? Whatever the choice Ichigo is bound to get what is coming to him. Sometimes he wishes he was not so hot-headed…

❝ Hey, hold on… I didn’t mean to make you cry like this. ❞ ❝ I don’t know what came over me. ❞

“Oh, so now you’re sorry?” The brunette muttered as she came to a halt, refusing to look him in the eye or turn to him — she hated crying, and she hated it even more when other people, those she cared for in particular, were around. Instinctively, Asuka hugged herself, staring absent-mindedly into space when she came to realize that she didn’t know what else to say to him after such a heated argument. Somewhere in the back of her mind, the self-proclaimed peacemaker knew that, she, too, was responsible for what just happened between them, and this thought kept bothering her more and more with each passing second.

“Maybe... maybe I don’t know what you’re going through. I’m just an ordinary human being with no special powers... and I’m not going to claim that I did nothing wrong just a few minutes ago. I, too, lost my temper, but...” Come on, Asuka, pull yourself together! “... but I can’t believe that you’re happy. I see it in your eyes, Ichigo, I just see it, call it a woman’s intuition, but I’m sure you’re hiding it... even from yourself.”

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sunpierce·:

( ♚ ) ❝ Me?? ❞ ❝ What the hell has gotten into you?! ❞

Usually, Ichigo managed to keep his composure around friends. Once his buttons were pushed though, there’s no telling how mad he would become or what is going to be said out of anger. As much as he does not want to be bothered about this dilemma, Ichigo’s bitterness towards Asuka would not last long.

❝ My look changed because you bring this up when I’ve already made a decision! ❞ ❝ What if I am truly happy this way?! ❞ ❝ Why can’t you see that and support me in some way?! ❞ ❝ Well fine, walk home pissed off see if I care! ❞ Upon watching the other walk off, Ichigo treaded towards his home in silence.

Fine.

Fine. Fine. Fine! Whatever!

A whole variety of different thoughts raced through the girl’s mind as she stomped away, her head hanging low as she was practically unable to stop tears from running down her face. How could he do this to her, how could he not see what this so-called peaceful life was doing to him, why did he try to make it seem like it was all okay when it clearly wasn’t?! No, she’d never let him see her like this, she would not look back, not right now, not after what just happened between them. This... all this hurt too much to mention.

You’re lying.

She was sure of it. She knew it. This wasn’t what happiness looked like. And he yelled at her... yes, it was rather hypocritical of Asuka to be offended when she started yelling first, all due to her fiery temper, she could admit that, but it wasn’t the volume that bothered her, it was his choice of words. This was the first time he actually hurt her this much, misunderstandings and small arguments did not even count. And this was the first time she cried in public, no matter how hard she tried to hide it.

“How can you be so blind?”

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sunpierce·:

( ♚ ) Upon feeling Asuka’s fingers grasp onto Ichigo’s shoulder, he does turn his attention towards her, eyes giving off an irritated look. After a couple years of dealing with an inner demon, putting himself in the face of danger for the sake of others, the time to rest and relax was finally with him.

❝ Look I just need some time to myself for a little while. ❞ ❝ A lot of stuff in my life needs sorting out and I’ll decide if having my powers back is a necessity—and that’s one big if. ❞ ❝ So please if you could, try not to press this issue on me too much? ❞ ❝ Reflecting on the past isn’t something I’d want to do, same with having you worry about me. ❞

“What the HELL is WRONG with you?!”

Oh how damn furious Asuka was right now. Normally, she would not allow herself to yell at the man she loved, but this... this was beyond her understanding. She wouldn’t give a damn about his powers if they weren’t such an important part of who he was. And now he spoke of it like it was no big deal, like it was a nuisance?

“And what’s with this glance?! Have you looked in the mirror lately, Ichigo? Right now you’re just a shadow of your former self and you KNOW it better than me or anybody else! I see it in your eyes, I hear it in your voice, and yet you keep saying that it’s okay, that everything is fine, when it’s obviously not. Well, you know what? Fine! I’m done. If you do not need my help, then I’ll see you later, so you have time to think about the situation you are getting yourself into!”

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The smell of a soy-flavored broth, it is almost too familiar for Ichigo to let go so easily. When all the ingredients for a rather massive bowl of ramen ( especially the slices of pork and egg ), one's mouth started to water and imagine the taste in mere seconds. What better way to enjoy than with the person he cared for most. ❝ Alright, it all looks really good! ❞ ❝ Anything else before we start eating? ❞

The smell was practically impossible to resist and the young woman was starting to grow impatient, so she simply couldn’t withhold a sigh upon hearing his question. Gosh, she just wanted to eat already! Although the question was rather thought-provoking as she couldn’t help but think of all the things she could add to the menu right now. Asuka gulped as she forced herself to avert her gaze from ramen that was oh so hypnotizing. For an athlete, she loved delicious food way too much.

“... weeeeell, it’s not like it’s necessary because my stomach is growling louder than a bear, buuut... maybe, just maaaybe... how about some rice? Or will it be too much?”

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tenshcus·:

( ♚ ) ❝ Nah, I don’t expect you to believe any of this if I were being honest. ❞ ❝ Just… naturally go with the flow of things you know? ❞ He has already walked past her by the time he said this. By the tone of Asuka’s voice, it almost seemed as if at any moment she would burst into tears ( the last thing he ever wanted out of her or anyone for that matter ).

❝ And besides, since most my life has been revolved around seeing spirits and slaying malevolent ones, I’d figure to get a break right about now. ❞ ❝ Good talk, though. ❞

“But I don’t know.”

Nonsense. Nonsense. Utter nonsense! There was no way Asuka would believe that Ichigo, the man who tempted fate and refused to give up without fighting back, not wanted to just go with the flow. Did he even realize how ridiculously laughable this sounded? Sure, losing his powers must have hit him real hard, but she always believed that, no matter what, he’d get up and just... do something.

The young woman let out a frustrated groan as she placed both hands on his shoulders, hoping to force eye contact. One way or another, she was not going to let him do nothing but pity himself while pretending that this kind of life was exactly what he wanted. Perhaps, she was walking on thin ice there but if she ignored it right now, she’d never forgive herself.

“I am not saying you don’t need a break. You deserve it, sure. BUT is this how you want to spend the rest of your life? Ichigo, I don’t even... I... I don’t even recognize you! It’s NOT you! You always stand up for others, but can you at least once stand up for yourself? Fight for what you’ve lost? No?”

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tenshcus·:

@peacefated / random starter!

( ♚ ) There is a hint of annoyance with the breath let out by parting lips. Shinigami powers—a part of the past Ichigo wishes he could forget, yet it somehow always managed to creep up on him. Why was him living a normal life so difficult for others to grasp?

❝ Look, I get what you’re trying to do and appreciate the concern, but I finally have a taste at normalcy which is what’s best for me. ❞

“Tch.”

Bullshit.

That word, despite being a rather strong one even by her standars, echoed in her mind almost against her will as she was trying to process his response. And no matter how many times she tried to approach the issue, it made no sense at all, much to her annoyance.

“Ichigo, you really don’t expect me to believe that it’s true, do you?” Asuka muttered, unable to control her emotions as she spoke. She wanted to yell, wanted to grab his shoulders, shake him, bring him back to his senses by force, if not with the help of kind, sappy words. “Me, of all people?! You’re saying that it’s best for you, but is it what you want? You’re lying. And not to me. To yourself.”

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tenshcus:

( ♚ ) ❝ Hm? ❞ Ichigo now stops himself from saying more, not knowing how Asuka would react. Eyes dart down as the swordsman sees the other take his hand. He listens to every word before getting the chance to speak. ❝ Maybe I do, worrying could just be a bad habit I guess. ❞ A nervous chuckle at that. ❝ But I really am glad to know how you feel. ❞

“Hey, what’s with the long face?” Asuka asked as she let out a soft chuckle. No, she did not mean to laugh at him — she only wanted to cheer him up, for she was fully aware of his tendency to worry about others, never going easy on himself if he believed he made a mistake, whether others agreed with him or not. “I thought you knew that, didn’t you?”

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" I know can snap sometimes but... ". A short pause before Ichigo's reaches over to lace with Asuka's lightly. " Know that whatever I say I don't truthfully mean and I want to make you feel happy and safe ".

“You know...” She knew it. Or, to be exact, she had always known it. Thus, upong hearing those words, the brunette took his hands and gave him a somewhat scolding look as she spoke, trying to withhold her laughter (he was so adorable), “... you worry about it too much, dork. You really think I don’t know? I’ve told you before, I’ll be with you no matter what and there is no way you can change my mind, got it? I love you. I always will.”

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gctsugas:

( ♚ ) ❝ Well, I am dating a lazy butt so it only makes sense. ❞ The redhead shoots back with a laugh. A teasing game is something two could play and Ichigo would not let Asuka have her victory so easily. ❝ Oh? In that case… ❞ Pause to bring the young woman closer to him. ❝ …we’re spending the night here. ❞ / @peacefated from here!

“What’s that? Are you calling ME a lazy butt?!” The brunette responded with a confident grin. Honestly, if she didn’t know Ichigo, she would most likely assume that he was trying to start a fight. Instead, Asuka gave his shoulder a nudge, playing along and doing her best not to succumb to her habit of putting all her strength into her moves. “Oh, and what exactly is that supposed to mean, hmm?”

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" Never imagined it would get this cold. " Speaks the male while hugging himself for warmth while underneath the futon laid out in the guest room in Asuka's home. " Really don't wanna get up in bare feet to get a blanket. "

“What’s that? Are you becoming a lazy butt or it’s just my imagination?” The brunette exclaimed with a loud chuckle, obviously teasing him — this small pleasure was practically impossible to resist. But, to be honest, she, too, did not feel like moving; in fact, she wouldn’t mind spending the rest of the day here. “Y’know, I think it’s time to set up a kotatsu. But in order to do so, we have to get outta here, and... I don’t wanna either, actually.”

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gctsugas:

( ♚ ) A few weeks passed since the two had seen each other. Both being rather busy—Ichigo with school and work, Asuka training along with schoolwork. The male was lucky enough to save money for a train ticket to Osaka. A smile stretches ear to ear while spotting the peacemaker. ❝ Thought I’d surprise you and here I am! ❞ / @peacefated

The young woman’s jaw dropped slightly once she turned her head towards the direction of the sound of a familiar voice, afraid that it was just her imagination messing with her — as much as they wanted to stay by each other’s side, life tended to get rather hectic from time to time, leaving young people no choice. Therefore, she did not expect to see her boyfriend for a considerably long time, given how busy they both were, and yet there HE was, smiling at her as if they were never forced to spend several weeks apart from each other in the first place. 

Despite feeling weak at the knees, the young woman wouldn’t be able to run faster even if wings were attached to her ankles for speed. She practically fell into Ichigo’s arms, laughing as she pulled him into a big, tight hug.

“You... you dork, I nearly had a heart attack, it was so sudden and unexpected! Gosh... you’re here. You’re actually here! How are you? How’s your family? And friends?”

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