( It was supposed to be a fluff and only that but somehow got to an angst and kinda all over the place )
warning: none that i can tell
original posted: 04-15-20
Stray Kids Felix x male reader ( x Jisung )
Felix turned and faced the taller male, " How could you do this? I-I thought you...I thought I knew you better than this" He said covering his mouth, M/n rolled his green contacted lens eyes, as he gave the freckled face boy a poker face
"Just because I told you I'm dating Jisung doesn't mean I'm a bad guy Lix, Be happy that you were first to know," M/n said fixing his hair in the mirror since Felix had hit him in the back of the head when he saw Jisung and him kissing in the hallway,
Rolling his eyes as he tried to mask the pain he felt in his heart, he had been crushing on M/n since the h/c male first debuted in 2018 and it grew even more since he was first to announce the collaboration with Stray Kids. The two were close, but he guessed that it wasn't that type of closeness that Felix hoped for.
"Wow and here I thought we were the best of friends M/n" Felix shook his head, "so how long have you've been dating?" the short male asked, M/n looked up for a second before looking at Felix, "about three weeks," he said smiling, " I really like him, Lix, I haven't felt this way in such a long," He said lightly in tone, his ex-girlfriend had been verbally abusive to him, after dating her for 5 years, he broke it off, he couldn't handle it anymore even though, even if he really did love her.
Felix bit his lip and swallowed the saliva in his mouth, "really? wow...that's...that's great M/n" He breathed out while trying to not cry in front of him. The heaviness in his heart continues to feel even heavier.
" W-Well I gotta go, Changbin needs me to do something for him, bye," Felix said while quickly leaving the older male in the hallway. M/n furrowed his eyebrows "O...Kay" he whispered out while going to find his 'boyfriend'
After finding Changbin, Felix tells him everything that happened and cries in the middle of it, Changbin sighs as he pats his best friends back, " You don't need him, everyone knew that you liked him a lot, Jisung is in the wrong so when are you going to fight him?" Changbin asks as he pushes Felix away from him, trying to lighten the mood Felix grabs a tissue and wipes his snot and tear covered face, he blew his nose and did that a few more times.
Changbin's face held disgust but hid it once the other looked at him with a sad expression, Changbin sighed as he never got the answer to his joke, and got his phone, " I'll ask Jisung if he could hang out and ask, what happened okay?"
Felix nodded and saw Changbin leave the room, the Aussie male sighed and decided to walk outside to go see if anyone else will listen to him. He texted Chan but he didn't get a fast enough reply, so then he texted Seungmin but he was with his boyfriend on a date, he then went to text M/n but then remembered he was the reason why he needs to talk to someone about it.
Felix sighed as he stopped in the hallway he walked to, he laid his head on the wall, as he started to look at all the photos the two had, " We weren't even dating but it feels as if my heart is broken into millions of pieces. M/n why couldn't you see that I love you, so very much" He whispered, "Well maybe this M/n guy knew but thought that he never had a chance so he kinda just gave up on asking you out"
Felix looked up and saw M/n looking at him with a sad smile on his face, "M-M/n I-" M/n shook his head, " I know Felix, I know you love me, but I'm with Jisung now, We both had chances but were too scared to admit it, I'm sorry Felix... but please move on, it'll be for the best" M/n said softly, looking into his friend's eyes, Felix shook his head slowly, " Who is that the best for? Not me that's for sure, how come that benefits everyone except for me?" the Aussie questioned.
M/n sighed, " Felix, please don't make this harder than it is, It hurts knowing that I'm the one hurting you" Felix scoffed " Then stop hurting me, break up with Jisung, and then pretend you guys never even dated" M/n's eyes sadden, he looked down then looked up " I can't do that Felix, I love Jisung now, If my feelings went away for you then so will yours" He tried to reason with him but Felix left hurting even more than before.
M/n hung his head as he went back to Jisung and Changbin, "What's the matter babe?" Jisung asked tilting his head a bit, causing M/n to smile, " Nothing, worth mentioning" Changbin got the message that it didn't end so well, so he pretends to look at his phone and said "Felix needs help, I'll be back" Changbin said, " I hope with this clears out though" Changbin gave a tight smile and left the couple alone.
Changbin entered the room and was met with a red-eyed, snot running from his nose Felix, the shortest sighed and quickly hugged him, " I know it hurts Lix, but you'll get over it I promise, let's go get ice cream and watch any movie you want, Okay?" the oldest said as he rubbed his band mates back, Felix nodded "Okay, I just wish I could turn back time" He mumbled into the black shirt, "Don't we all, but M/n is happy now, his happiness is better than him being depressed, isn't it?" Felix nodded again, " I just wish I was the cause of that happiness" the sun-kissed boy moved away from his best friend and cleaned his face, " But YOU ARE, You're S/n aka M/n L/n's BEST FRIEND! your one of the main reasons why he's happy!!!" Changbin yelled at him, causing the other to flinch, his thoughts and mood changed, "Y-Your right, I-I-I'm so stupid! After I apologized, take me to go ice cream okay?" Felix yelled out as he ran out of the dorm room. Changbin shook his head, " This kid is using me for my money"
TIME SKIP TO FELIX RUNNING AROUND TRYING TO FIND M/N
M/n laid his head on Jisung's thigh as his boyfriend ran his fingers through his hair, " It'll be okay, He'll come to his senses" Jisung smiled as he saw M/n slowly close his eyes.
Felix knocked on the door " You guys better have clothes on! cause I'm coming inside" He said through the door, Jisung laughed making M/n to wake up, "we're not doing anything, Felix, come inside" Jisung said, M/n stood up from Jisungs lap and looked at Felix who looked at him, " I'm sorry for the way I've acted, I hadn't been a very good friend to you, instead of being happy that your happy, I was upset and wanted to break you guys up" He confessed sighing.
Jisung looked at him in surprised, he was starting to feel bad, he did know that Felix had a crush on the older male but he never it was a mutual feeling towards each other, "Thanks Lix, I appreciate it, You'll always be my best friend, no matter what" M/n smiled and opened his arms, Felix smiled and walked into his arms. They pulled away as Felix said goodbye and left the couple.
M/n and Jisung watched him leave, M/n sighed as he looked over at Jisung, " If you still like him, then why be with me?" Jisung asked tilting his head, M/n sadly smiled at him, "Because we just weren't meant to be with each other, and I lost feelings when I started hanging with you, also Changbin likes Felix anyway, I'll feel too guilty" He let it all out, Jisung scoffed but smiled, " That's very mature of you M/n, but I feel guilty now" He pouted as he crossed his arms, M/n chuckled "Don't worry baby, He'll get over it as I did" He wrapped his arms around jisung's waist and kissed him softly, he pulled away and smiled "come on let's go, we have a date!" M/n said causing Jisungs pout to quickly go away and smiled brightly.
The new-ish couple walked hand in hand as they went over to M/n's car. Felix and Changbin watched as the car pulled away from the building, The Aussie smiled sadly at it, Changbin looked over at him as he licked his ice cream, "come on, let's go watch that movie" Changbin pulled him away and walked into their room.
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