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gea, she/her, adult. i destress by making textpost memes.

this sideblog is for all the tears of themis memes i make (as well as other tot headcanons or occasional writings i might create) + other fandom textpost memes bc i am insatiable

currently playing: tears of themis, love and deepspace, tokyo debunkers

welcome!

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#about

sometimes he reminds me of astarion (the color palette, the skin textures) or is it just me

i do not mean anything by this except the fact that they are both popular white haired characters

#love and deepspace #sylus #my feelings about him flicker back and forth more than a firefly

vyn: "rosa, don't you think i'm lucky?"

me: why don't i flood the room with my tears rn

#tears of themis #vyn's story event this time 😭#wanting someone he can be his true self around #very felt #i love the vynrosa dynamic and how they always assure each other #that they have a safe space with each other no matter what

actualbird

hi zak!!! deliriously asking this at 5am, but don't you ever think about every time marius (and i guess that whole von hagen family in that sense) celebrates his own birthday is he reminded about his mother's death? like... the way you share birthday with your mother's death anniversary.... haha how does that go............

first of all, I HOPE U WENT TO SLEEP AFTER SENDING THIS MESSAGE!!!

second of all, AUUUUUUUUGGGGHH //wailing in agony

i have thought about it in passing and it hurts my heart....frankly i think marius, once hes old enough to understand what happened (and also old enough to be blamed for what happened) (which...wasnt very old at all, he was still a child) takes it hardest. of course, giann and austin grieve, but i like to think that because theyre older (and thus more mature and capable of compartmentalizing) that their grief for carenina is separate from their joy of having marius in their lives. it wasnt a "deal" or a "trade" in their minds and in their hearts.

for marius though, it is. he sees the beginning of his very existence inherently tied to the death of his mother. he sees his existence as a sick "trade" by the universe; lose someone you love and gain a child thats a burden and a reminder of who you lost. hes much harder on himself, and i think thats partly because he never got to meet his mother, so he didnt get to experience how excited she was for his birth, he didnt get to experience first hand how much he was loved by her even before he was born. giann and austin got to experience this, and, even with all the bumps in the road, they continue this love for marius. in a way, it's a form of remembrance too. but marius had it different. what he knew was once upon a time there was a perfect family, and then he came along, and grief loomed over them like a shadow theyll never be rid of. marius feels like he was a thief. marius feels like he stole life of his mother.

semi-related: i actually have an hc that marius' mother did not die during childbirth (and thus not on marius' birthday), because canon never confirmed that it was during. instead, canon just said that the strain of giving birth was too much for her deteriorating health, so it's not without the realm of possibility that carenina lived for a few months after childbirth before passing away.

why i have this hc is because:

1 ) i hc she was the one who gave the nickname "king". she'd whisper it to him delightedly, boop his little nose and tease him for being a pampered little baby, calling him "my little king" as she cared for him in her last days.

2 ) i just want carenina to have met marius, even if marius cant ever remember it. i just think it would be nice, and that it would be fitting. one of the last moments she had was cradling her beloved son in her arms, and she was at peace when she went

she was full of love and had no regrets. to her, this wasnt a "trade" either. this was her choice, and she was glad to have made that choice.

but of course, marius cant remember the experience, and he thinks otherwise. to him, being born was his first sin among many.

khickuwa

i'm just gonna throw the thread in made in my priv here JFKSJD i hope someone finds enjoyment in them

#psspss check out marius's card all through the night (covers this topic although not directly his bday)#marius says that his mother's condition worsened after childbirth so he used to blame himself #but in the card he says that now he doesn't blame himself #and instead focuses on how his mother gave her life for him and he doesn't want to betray the trust others put in him #basically he feels a lot of gratitude and responsibility at the same time imo #i think it's a very mature thing of him to say #he said he's done a lot of introspection and i believe it #anyway i just wanted to yap bc i read the card recently #and i will always talk abt marius #ignore this if you want

khickuwa

#tot art #i am losing my mind over this luke #put everything on hold bc my brain will be offline for the next 43 hours

how are we doing today, folks

#tears of themis #tot memes #tears of themis memes #marius von hagen #vyn richter #luke pearce #artem wing #textpost memes #vyn's is very specifically about chapter 11 mainstory

idk the actual context of these cards so i went with my imagination

#it turned out a little yandere #tears of themis #tot memes #tears of themis memes #marius von hagen #vyn richter #luke pearce #artem wing #luke is the only one who doesn't hold mc

our main men ft. jeremiah who deserves a full avatar

#love and deepspace #lnds memes #lnds

peachgea

PEACH PLAYS LNDS,????????? THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME OMG PLS TELL ME WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE WHAT ARE YOUR AFFINITY LEVELS HAVE YOU READ THE LORE I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS I WANT ALL YOUR THOUGHTS AND ALL YOUR MEMES

THIS MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD 🤣 the aggressive excitement - and i totally get it

yes i have been playing LDS from day 1 (and then sporadically)! i've read up to the end of main story chapter 8 and some of the underground stories, but not all of the lore (got some anecdotes to read through too). tbh the more backstory i read, the more sad i get 😭 especially about zayne

anyway the stats:

started out as a zayne girlie and then converted to xavier

my affinity levels are all 50+ (don't @ me) but my cards are still level 50 or below (the grind is real)

i have used the work/study/exercise modes a few times and it makes me crack up when xavier shows up to study with his sunglasses on, just to read a cookbook while i work??? alright you do you (this is only made funnier by xavier's card involving egg tarts)

btw how am i supposed to exercise when they are breathing down my neck constantly 😭😳

i get unnecessarily competitive about the kitty cards game. zayne bow down i Will Win

i will make more LDS memes from time to time (xavier workout 5star please come home!!)

WHO IS *YOUR* FAVORITE??? GIVE ME THE DEETS!!

madistarlight

Legit so excited about this

I've been playing since day 2 haha, my friend irl dragged me into it so I kinda was like "oh god let's see how bad this is" but now I'M A SIMP.

My favorite is Xavier since day 1 I am loyal I am committed. The other boys are trying their hardest they won't have me. So my Xavier affinity is like 76 or something, and the other two hover around 50+..... and my Xavier cards are all at 70 even the 3*s but Zayne and Rafayel cards are like...... level 1. I'm SORRY.

I've only used the work feature but almost can't handle it like looking at Xavier makes me want to bury my head I do not want to be perceived

Claw machine is my favorite, mostly cause Xavier is pretty good at it so I always end up getting what I want..., I'm so bad at kitty cards unreal.

I'm super into the lore but sadly haven't finished the world underneath ones yet... I've been procrastinating, I don't want to get content burnout.

This fandom has been so enriching and cute and welcoming, I'm actually doing writing and art and it's the first time in several several years. Can't wait to see those memes when you get to em!

peachgea

70+ cards??? that's Commitment!! at first i was the same (i got so many rafayel cards and then just left them oops) but the hunter's activity/fight (i forget the name) requires three separate teams so i had to distribute my resources 😔 - and now i don't even do that activity lol

the work feature is so funny bc they look over at you every 20 seconds or something. like xavier it's ok, i didn't disappear?? ironically i try to block them out when i focus but it works for me, just knowing that they're there with a timer!

i've wanted to learn more about the myth/other lore but i never pull the right cards!! so far i only have two zayne myth cards :( one day, one day i'll get to see more xavier backstory (shakes fist at the sky)

so glad to hear the game & fandom have been getting you inspired to create again!! the joy of creation is unparalleled <3

#gea chats

apparently today is reveal all my fandoms day so here is my contribution to the enstars tag

#no it's not otome but where else am i supposed to meme now #enstars #ensemble stars #enstars meme