Just cause i have no place else to post this
So my manager is an ass when he gets drunk. He feels he is better than I am and feels the need to voice it to me, but also wants to say it in a way that doesn't offend me??? Like he said that I'm a follower for doing psychedelics which doesn't make any sense and that he can't do that shit cause he needs to stay in control, which is why he'd rather drink than do psychedelics. And I'm not judging for the preference of drugs, I'm judging cause he literally said, "Im a leader and i need to be in control, and you're...well not a follower but sure not a leader, and that's cool but I'm just saying I'm a leader." He then went on to say I'm extremely lazy, passive aggressive, don't care about anything, don't listen. And i said i disagree about that, i was listening just didnt feel the need to respond, and care about the things i care about. Told him I'm passionate about what i care about but most things arent worth that effort. He then went onto say that everything is worth worrying about which i didnt bother to disagree with, would have taken too much energy. He also feels the need to mention his race nonstop (he's puerto rican) which I totally respect his race and all others, but when you constantly throw your race in my face attempting to force white guilt upon me, it just makes me respect you as an individual less, because you obviously can't see me as an equal if you feel the need to try and guilt me and attempt to force your hand. Like why the fuck can't we just normally talk without forcing race into everything? I didn't roll a higher number in dungeons and dragons cause Im white??? Don't make me feel bad cause i rolled 18 and you rolled 12 and you're puerto rican and i do drugs and I'm not a natural leader and you're so much better than me cause you drink and obviously are insecure and feel the need to bring others down to your level.
