ellie

✰ nina dobrev in 2009 is my mother ✰

[pearly-moth]

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[petaltexturedskies]

You are crucified by your own limitations. Your blind choices cannot be changed; they are now irrevocable. You have had chances; you have not taken them. You are wallowing in original sin; your limitations. You cannot even decide to take a walk in the country: you are not sure whether it is an escape or a refreshing cure from cooping yourself in your room all day. You have lost all delight in life. Ahead is a large array of blind alleys. You are half-deliberately, half-desperately, cutting off your grip on creative life. You are becoming a neuter machine. You cannot love, even if you knew how to begin to love. Every thought is a devil, a hell - if you could do a lot of things over again, ah, how differently you would do them! You want to go home, back to the womb. You watch the world bang door after door in your face, numbly, bitterly. You have forgotten the secret you knew, once, ah, once, of being joyous, of laughing, of opening doors.

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[pearly-moth]

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[pearly-moth]

necklaces i can't stop thinking about *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ

[bloodofakashainme]

I just wanna say that—

[pearly-moth]

necklaces i can't stop thinking about *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ

[pearly-moth]

stress of the day: my cat was eating a cockroach and i'm convinced he could be sick now. AND since i'm a hypochondriac now i think i'm sick too and i should take a blood test. ughhhh

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

[pearly-moth]

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[livesuffer]

[unknownn-girl]

[sweetlikeophelia]

[aybuketheblogger]

this is how i flirt

[pearly-moth]

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜

[pearly-moth]

my guilty pleasure is buying clothes that don't fit me just so i can use them as a motivation to lose weight *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ

[pearly-moth]

all my life, i’ve been attached to my past. and as time goes by, i get attached to the moment i was living while i was thinking about the past. is there a moment in my life i’ll actually allow myself to just live?

[thewindowofthesummerhouse]

lucio parrillo