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The most peculiar and interesting day.

A sound healer who hymns shaman songs.

An eye opening first experience to be able to hear it live but not sure if there's really any effects or benefits

But so absurd and out of this world.

And I drew a crow oracle card.

work> sleep> clean house> naps> binge watch shows> exercise> repeat

This has become my life now, sighs

I see people I leave one by one through the years or they have left or drifted

Can't believe bread and butter is above everything else now.

I'm so tired

this feels like teenage angst.

Hormones

Idk

Crazed.

Feel like I'm gonna flip anytime.

this 11 hours work days is crazy.

So crazy

My eyes.

just so sick of too many toxic people surrounding me. I just want to stay away from them and have my own peace. Come to the age that I do have people I really just do not like and want to associate them with. It's just that irk. 🙄 What family ties crap.

You know what's worse? Because they are family, you are kinda forced to be around them, giving in to their 1% of nice actions.

Sometimes being alone may be the best option.

Ohh, and how do you go about cutting ties with someone you call your family ?

Even if it is shown that 1% of nice action, your 99% of bad actions dont make up for it and please do not be blinded by the 1% of nice action.

Can't put into words how much hate I have towards the person I call my father.

Actually, felt like I don't have one anymore and it's such an obligation that I have to still not forsake him. But I really don't care.

Maybe I am evil, I wish he don't exist.

Hur, I believe in karma. Just a matter of time.

SO DONE. But karma, please do not implicate me with his karma.

how do I get to a 140k to get a minimal basic passive income😭🫠

dont know how to go about managing people.

This is going to let me suffer in silence.