[pedro-de-suno]

Uh, I am glad that people like to hear what I have to say/what I agree with, but there's a thing for everyone who follows me that isn't a bot

You did notice this is mainly a fandom blog, lol? To be more precise, a personal blog where I reblog a lot of reader-insert fanfiction of various age appropriate categories, fanart, and only after that, when I have mental recourses something political/societal wise? Same goes with general fun stuff

So, if you do want to know more about my opinions or more different stuff I'm into, you can ask, if you care enough.

[dogwise]

PRACTICE URGE SURFING

[dogwise]

[teumessianandlaelaps]

Huh, didn't know there was a term for it. This explains why I haven't been drinking as much lately.

[kelapabiru]

first step✒️🌟

Happy witch hat day!

(print)

[thereisselfpreservation]

I'm seeing warnings about scammers trying to commission artists but the "reference sheet" for their character they want commissioned isn't an image but a .vbs file ("visual basic script"), and will run a script when you open it, probably to yoink your account(s), but I haven't seen this from anyone who's actually clicked it yet. Just be careful and never open a file like that, 'cause people suck.

[thereisselfpreservation]

For reference (heh)

At a glance, file name checks out. But!! Do not open a .vbs file!!!

[mitsua]

ROOMMATES

synopsis: how is it to have them as your room companions? (0.7k)

₊⊹🗝 roommate! yuuji is the type to leave his things all over the place without really noticing. he comes back from training and drops his backpack by the entrance, he finishes showering and rests a towel on the chair and forgets it there. when you call him on it though, he quickly apologizes and gets everything in its place.

₊⊹🗝 roommate! yuuji is also the kind to go run some 'super important' errands when you are not feeling well. when he returns, he's got plastic bags full of snacks and medicines to help you recover soon.

₊⊹🗝 roommate! yuuji would stay up late wether cramming up study sessions or playing videogames with friends online. when it's the latter, you often get woken up by his high-pitched screams (they often play scary games—it's either that or a collaborative one and his team is losing). if you do get out of your bed to shut him up, he gives a timid smile and lowers his volume from then on. if it ever happens again, you quickly send him a text;

me: hey, hope you win lots but you ever heard about whisper shouting? :,) yuuji: lmao sorry!! i'll tone it down now

expect your favorite drink and a tiny note saying 'i won :)' by your door the next day.

₊⊹🗝 roommate! megumi does his best to keep everything in place and might even become the one calling you out when you don't follow the plan. just like that time you accidentally forgot to put back the TV's remote to its place—if looks could kill, you're sure you were beheaded at least twice.

₊⊹🗝 roommate! megumi might have not been the best cook at first but he's a quick learner. if you offer your help—well, even better! it might come as weird from a person as misterious and quiet like him, but he gets pretty good with experience and likes it very much. 'it's calming' he'd explain.

₊⊹🗝 lastly, roommate! megumi is a man of few words, though his actions speak for him. he likes eating meals with you. you noticed after you got late while working on a team project and went for fast food with your friends. when you arrived to your dorm, he was scrolling down on his phone, sat down at the dinner table and two sets of untouched plates already served on it.

you ended up with stomach pain for eating two times that night but had no regrets whatsoever.

₊⊹🗝 roommate! gojo gives a bubbly and smiley first impression to you. he seems as a very passionate student and spreads his good energy with the people he trusts the most. soon you become one of those. he invites you to his friends' reunions, reunions of a friend of a friend and so on.

₊⊹🗝 with roommate! gojo you forget about time and make the best out of every outing. specially when its the two of you, people already are rumoring how good chemistry you have going. night spent watching action movies, or even sappy romantic ones are all welcome too.

₊⊹🗝 roommate! gojo is so unserious. like, for real, you cannot have a significative talk—or in case you were trying to call him out for him not doing his chores, expect him to joke his way out of it. the thing that ticks you off the most is that you can't help it.

"uh-when did we agree i could not place my feet on the table?" "i'm not sure, maybe because it's called having human decency?!"

₊⊹🗝 roommate! yuuta avoids problems at any cost, he's very responsible and always—somehow—has time to lend a hand when you're struggling with something of your own. same as that time you couldn't understand your homework and he agreed to help you easily. though you might have had trouble remembering what you were taught with that pretty face of his.

₊⊹🗝 with roommate! yuuta you don't have to worry about feeling judged in any sense. he'll do his best to cheer you up or give you some space when he sees a frown on your face. he also gets you to rest when you've been overworking yourself.

₊⊹🗝 roommate! yuuta is the type to have reminders on his phone of important events of his and yours too.

"buy a present for --- when you're on your way back," he'd say casually, you'd look at him confused. "didn't you tell me their birthday party was next saturday?" he adds.

definitely a life saviour when it comes to remembering project handovers.

working on my JJK m.list. however, here's another JJK fluff writing if you'd like to read more! you can ask to be tagged at any of the fandoms i write for ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

[nomotakitosha]

Rudo the Cerberus

[wormontwostrings]

🌠

[tamsywindsup]

Message from Kei Urana-sensei in light of recent events....

[rudofan626]

So much Zanka arttuhh 👀

[nomotakitosha]

Magma with besties

[dieselborne]

Woa was that a talking heads reference

(Happy birthday to my baby boy, here's a redraw of an older piece to celebrate!!! <3)

[thegreatyin]

"how can m/f ships be good-" first of all through the power of bisexuality anything is possible so write that down. second of all if we start othering ships based on gender and nothing else we're no better than the opposition. third of all you need to watch more addams family

[hayajiku]

ZANKA NIJIKU WHO WOULD NEVER ADMIT HOW MUCH HE LOVES TO BE HELD ♥︎

zanka had never quite liked to cuddle. of course, the closest he had ever gotten to it was being squished against the rest of team akuta in the back of a car, head bumping the window every time enjin made a sharp turn—but it was easy to make the hypothesis that his aversion to the closeness in one scenario would carry across to any other.

zanka had also never liked to admit when he was wrong.

these two facts ran through his head as he lay with you in bed, lapping around every bit of space in his mind until they engraved a network of their own into the ridges of his mind. on one end, his forethought dislike for closeness; in the other, his dislike for being incorrect. add the fact that you were so close to him at that moment, and the middle just swelled with the words DENY DENY DENY.

the only reason you were both in this bed anyway was because you had found bugs in your room and he was the only one you knew would still be awake to consent to bunking together for the night. zanka felt like a complete moron for folding as easily as he had, but you tended to choke him up in a way that would not let the word ‘no’ rise up his throat. thus, there he was: pink-eared and tense as you made your move of gradually declining the space between you.

first, it was subtle; the back of his shoulder brushing yours, ankles knocking together lightly as you shifted around on his mattress. this was bad enough—zanka could already feel thrumming in his chest, the greedy thing within clawing at his ribs and snarling at him to draw you closer. still, he said nothing. confronting your subtle touches (as well as how much he was realizing he liked them) was a task to tackle when he had slept in the past twenty hours. then, as you began to doze, you leaned into him entirely. though you were still back to back, the warmth of you felt like it was setting him alight—his spine the fuse and his heart the bomb awaiting detonation. you were the match that would set off his demise (though, he thought, it would not be such a horrible way to go out so long as he was warm—and better yet, next to you).

the real combustion had yet to come, however. it was when you muttered something like your room is so cold, zanka and shifted to face him, body molding to his back before he had a mere second to process your words in the first place that zanka knew he was truly done in. your cheek squished up against his shoulder and your breath fanned over his neck; everything went fuzzy for a moment and oh god, perhaps he had truly gone into cardiac arrest.

that was, in fact, not the case. by great misfortune, zanka would have to continue living pretending he would not leave that bed the next morning a changed man; not a man at all, really, for he was reduced to nothing but a moth to the crackling, steady flame that was you. though he could feel his wings burning up, he could not bring himself to move away, to stop clinging to every lick of warmth you offered him so freely (him, him!). any fall he took, great as it may be, proved insignificant in the face of your affection. what were some lousy wings when he could feel your exhalation fluttering against his flesh instead? what was soaring in the clouds compared to the elation he felt when you said his name with such tenderness? nothing. there was not a thing zanka would not trade to hold you here in bed, warm and safe, forever.

…but zanka “did not like to cuddle.”

it was an awkwardly long moment of contemplation before he murmured, “what’re ya doing?”

no answer. he glanced over his shoulder to find you already asleep, chest expanding deep and even against his back. good; this was preferable. your lack of consciousness deterred you from seeing how red his face was.

“what am I, yer’ damn heater?” he whispered to himself, but he was already shifting to turn and pull you into his chest. his pulse hammered near your ear like a snare drum, a fortissimo beat that he feared may wake you if he pressed too close.

“fuckin’… annoying.” he pressed his face into your hair. “I got half a mind to make you sleep on the floor.” he took a deep breath. “idiot.” his chest felt warm.

still, zanka nijiku would hold steady to the notion that he did not like to cuddle. at most, to understand why someone so averse to snuggling was tangled in his sheets all commodious with his teammate, one would just have to read the fine print: he did not concern himself with “cuddling” . . . unless it was with you.

@sh0ot1ngst4r @azinniyaa @fiannee @bubybubsters @lizbix @mayyhaps @adoresia @xianji @cinnamxnangel

I hate this. I am so rusty I haven’t written much at all in so so so so long I could cry from how stiff this piece was

[001x456]

fanfic writers and fan artists are carrying fandoms. they are the backbone of fandoms.

thank you fanfic writers and fan artists

[perdvivly]

What are some good beginner wants for someone just starting to get into desire?

[solarbiomechanist]

This was said as a joke almost certainly and I accept that reading of it,

But I have Things To Say!!

So; beginner wants for someone just getting into desires.

The trick is to start small. Even smaller. The smallest. It has to be something you can do, that no-one is asking you to do, even implicitly. It cannot be success, cannot be love or fame, and cannot rely on luck.

Try wanting to see a sunset. Try wanting to feel the wind on your face. Try wanting to listen to a bird chirping, or to taste something you haven't tasted before, or to walk down a different path than usual. Then, when you feel ready, do it. Savor the feeling of having wanted something and gotten it.

A small choice, that impacts nothing except that you chose to do it.

Desire is a skill;

It can be learned, it can be practiced.

[cinnamoonblue]

!Gachiakuta spoilers ahead!

Can we talk about how lonely Tamsy actually is? I’m currently writing a WIP with him and I was going over the chapters where we have an insight on his life and… it is so lonely if you actually pay attention to it.

If you look at with details at his room you will realise that it is not just “clean” and “put together”; it is empty and very lonely. He literally has a table with only one chair for it which made me wonder if he just sits there by himself during breakfast/lunch/dinner and eats by himself while everyone else is surrounded by at least their team, because he, himself, doesn’t like being around people and here comes my theory:

Inner/Alter-ego Tamsy is a product of his loneliness. If you think about it Tamsy has no one to talk to, like really talk to, and by his own words: “People has misunderstood me my whole life.” - what if he has just given up on being understood? What if he has just given up on explaining himself as no one ever tried to put the effort off getting to know him, and despite all the schemes he is doing behind everyone’s backs, he has genuinely given up on basic human connections? (I also have this theory that he was taken advantage of one way or another for how he used to be before the person he turns to be now, but this I’ll comment on another time.)

Another thing we know about him is that, as he has said it himself: “The person I’m right now harbours no anger and resentment. I have something stronger than those emotions.”

Which means Tamsy has grown up with a lot of it boiling inside of him (just like Rudo), but to not feel any of these feelings anymore must be to something breaking/twisting inside of him that he reached that state. “Love” (which is said to be stronger feeling than hatred and resentment), as we all know, is the emotion that he justifies his actions with so I don’t want to imagine what has happened to him to twist his mind so badly that his perception of it is so fucked up.

Given the similarities between how Rudo has been feeling his whole life and what Tamsy “used to” feel before, no matter what (or who) the connection is between them, in Tamsy’s mind he is really helping Rudo out, because he knows, in fact from a first hand experience, what Rudo feels like, which makes me believe Tamsy knows about Rudo existence long before he killed Regto, but that is not what the post is about now.

The post is about how I think that most of his personality and behaviour is based on his loneliness that he might be choosing to bury or not acknowledge. Because me, as a person who spends her whole life in her head and having conversations with myself most of the time as I didn’t have anyone who understood me growing up, I think I recognise and see big part of his character in myself, therefore, I believe that Tamsy is very, very lonely…

Of course, I might be wrong, but Tamsy has also said: “I have something stronger than those emotions. Something more right than anything else. Something that will trail after me for eternity.”

This leads me to believe that Tamsy is more than aware that once Rudo finds out what he has done, he will be most likely killed by him, and Tamsy is not very subtle about it if you have paid attention. He has dropped many hints to Rudo about it, but this makes me believe again that Tamsy is subconsciously also doing it because of loneliness, and because of his conversation he has had with Rudo when they were in Canvas Town about death, I believe Tamsy doesn’t want to die in vain.

From personal and not personal experience myself, I’ve noticed that the loneliest people tend to strive for the biggest goals, no matter who impossible or crazy they might be, because after they die they want to leave a trace behind themselves, so they don’t die in vain, as in if during your lifetime you weren’t remarkable enough to be remembered or surrounded by people, at least after you die someone remembers and carry your name for a long time. And you tell me if this isn’t a very sad and lonely life?

Of course as I said, no one must agree even the slightest with me as it is currently 6AM, and instead of going to sleep my mind is overloaded with Tamsy and the concept of his loneliness filled up my mind so I had to share and see if someone else has caught on it or at least sees what I see in his character.

Anyway,

Take care 🫶

[to-oge]

｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆ˎˊ˗ two people, one bed troupe

tokyo students, gender neutral, its set in like a cheap hotel for plot sake lol, 1.2k words

Gojo knew you were fully capable of exorcising a grade 2 curse by yourself, but when he insists you take a partner and the curse was supposedly a town over and apparently Ijichi is busy and can’t pick you up – you also knew somehow the fact that you have to share a bed with your crush was his doing…

Itadori

He treats it as a gift from the gods. He all but practically begs for Sukuna to not ruin this night for him.

Itadori just naturally assumes you two are going to share the bed, but if he sees one wrong look from you he’s asking if he should sleep on the floor. Has a celebration in his head when you say you’re perfectly fine sharing a bed with him.

He gets ready for bed surprisingly early-ish, around 8 or 9pm, just to get comfy and watch a movie lol (he asks if you want to join him)i

Would fall asleep facing you, probably talking about anything that comes to mind or the curse you’re exorcising and how the cheap hotel isn’t that bad but surely Gojo could’ve got a better one for the two of you, etc etc.i

Itadori is 100% a human radiator, and a cuddler in his sleep. Without his pillow to cuddle in his own bed, you’re his next teddy bear. Holds you so tight it’s a struggle to breathe, has a leg hooked over you, and slightly snoring in your ear.

If you do manage to get some sleep throughout the night, and wake up the next morning, he has the audacity to talk about what a good sleep he had last night.

Megumi

A tiny bit embarrassed when he walked in the room and saw one bed, but is very quick to compose himself and tells you he’ll sleep on the floor.

When you insist, he blushes a tiny bit. Megumi tries to tell you he’s fine sleeping on the floor, but when you drag him on the bed to lie beside you, he just stares at the ceiling praying his cheeks aren’t too red.

He’d sleep with his back  to you, way too awkward to face you. Even if you two are just talking before it’s time to sleep, his back would still be facing away from you. He thinks turning to face you would be way too intimate for just being friends – and he’s not even sure if you even return his feelings yet.

He doesn’t want you to think he’s some creep.

Megumi doesn’t sleep for a while, it’s difficult when he can feel your slow, sleepy breath on his neck. When he’s 100% you’re asleep, he’ll allow him self to roll over and admire you for a tiny bit before he dozes off.

Also prob a drooler lol

Nobara

She’s irritated. She almost demands you to sleep on the floor, but that would give off the wrong impression she wants to give you.

You, her crush, who she finally gets to sleep in a bed with… also has to see her entire night time skin care routine, see her messy bed head when she wakes up, and she didn’t even bring her good pjs! Oh god, what if she drools?

On the outside however, she seems annoyed and complains loudly. She’ll complain about the texture of the bed sheets, how it’s too hot, the bathroom is too small (which isn’t surprising considering it’s a £24 one night hotel – paid for by Gojo).

When it’s time to sleep, she’ll stick a pillow in between you both to save her appearance. She says she doesn’t want you cuddling or drooling on her all night – but you wake up to her attached to you like a koala and drooling on your shoulder anyway…

If you try to get up or move while she’s still sleeping, her brows will furrow, and she’ll cuddle herself into you more. You legit can’t move. Her grip on you is insane.

Inumaki

No shame. Doesn’t care there’s one bed. He sees it as an absolute win.

If you even suggest sleeping on the floor, he says a stern, “Bonito flakes” and his arms crossed to form an ‘X’ over his chest. He’ll even pat the spot beside him to emphasise his point.

When you’re in your pjs, all cozy under the blanket but not ready to go to sleep yet, Inumaki is the type to annoy you by putting his cold feet on you, so obviously you retaliate by throwing a pillow at him, starting out a full on pillow war.

He almost ends up sleeping with his scarf over his mouth, until you ask if he’s ever going to take it off. Out of the entire night spent together, the only time Inumaki gets embarrassed when he can feel your eyes on his Snake and Fangs seal on his mouth.

Probably lies side by side with you, shoulder to shoulder showing you memes until like 3am. Ends up feeling like a dumb sleep over than sleeping in a cheap, run down hotel that definitely doesn’t have cockroaches in the bathroom.

Yuuta

Yuuta has grown a lot since he was a first year. He learned how to make friends, how to be social and not be a wallflower anymore – however nothing prepared him to share a bed with the person he likes.

Another one to offer to sleep on the floor and goes red in the face when you decline and tell him it’s fine to sleep on the same bed.

He doesn’t dare touch or pull on the blanket even if he’s freezing. The only way he’d drape the blanket over him is if you did it for him and told him that he’s fine to make himself comfortable.

Yuuta is also another one to stare at you while you sleep – just admiring your features from your closed eyes to your nose to your lips to the way your chest rises up and down and oh god his eyes are wondering too low and he goes back to death staring into the ceiling with a red face.

Not a blanket hog, not a cuddler, not a drooler or snorer but he is the type to grab onto something while you sleep which – to his embarrassment – is your hand when he wakes up.

Probably the type to get you a cup of coffee or tea in the morning lol

Maki

Very chill – but keeps telling herself if she can’t stay calm by sharing a bed with one person, then she probably shouldn’t even be a sorcerer. Doesn’t even bother asking if one of you should sleep on the floor.

Asks a, “What are you staring at?” when she takes her glasses and has her hair down. Feels kind of smug that she catches you staring at her, doe-eyed and embarrassed.

Kills whatever bugs that’ve been hiding in the bathroom all while making fun of you for being able to exorcise curses x100 uglier and the size of a tiny cockroach.

Attempts to give you as much blanket as possible, but she is a blanket hogger when she’s asleep. And once she gets comfy in her sleep, she does not move until she wakes up. Also, a light sleeper. If you attempt to poke her to make sure she was still alive, she’d grab your hand before she even opens her eyes.

Wakes up before you do, and tucks you back in while she goes around her morning routine. If you’re awake while she places the blanket over you, will be vvvery embarrassed you caught her her acting soft.