Angsty Middle Schooler

I’m 13 and in 7th grade,these are the things I deal with day-to-day

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what

so uh I kinda forgot this blog existed until I was looking through apps I previously installed on my phone

I'm in 8th grade and I have 70 days until high school, I'm also 14 now and yeah

I might write on this sometimes but I can't see me writing as much as I used to

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Toxic

Ummm hey it’s been a while😬

So first off,before I talk about my ex best friend who I left me,I just want to apologize and why I haven’t posted in about 6 months,that’s a long time even for me,I was settling things in the summer,reuniting with friends in August,meeting new people in September,had an all out war in October and November,AND went to Nicaragua for all December,I didn’t really have much time to post for you guys,but I’m in middle school now so I have more responsibilities than in elementary school

Anyways in the midst of the,what we call in between my friends,”war” we were on a struggle as my friend almost got in a fight with this kid who was picking on his girlfriend,after the fight mostly all the kids who had math for 5th period were talking about how they were about to get down at lunch,there was only 3 of us who were against the kid who was picking on my friends gf (we’ll just call him hunter) you can imagine that mostly all the people were asking us about what’s next

Me and my friends being the patient ones didn’t reply and wait till it all blew over,then we learned abou hunters plot,the plan to fight my friend while he was walking home from school,me and my other friend who had 6th period together immediately texted my friend who was in the fight (we’ll name him snake,you’ll find out why later) we didn’t let any adults know because that’s how we roll,so we made a plan to take another route so he wouldn’t get jumped

After hunters plot failed,they layed low for a while and we thought everything was going well for us (our group name is the Spaget Touchers) until one day,snake suddenly stop talking to us,we of course ignored this because that’s just how snake was sometimes,until math 5th period where he came up to me and my friend who we’ll call F,so me and F sat there as he told us that he was hanging out with hunter and that he was leaving us for them,we immediately started questioning his choice,me and f stayed quiet the entire time during 5th period,after school his girlfriend learned of the on-going final decision,she went to work and tried to get snake back with us,we of course didn’t do anything because we accepted that he was fake,then he decided to lie and say that I caused his break up,I messaged snakes gf to see if it was true or not,but in the end it wasn’t,so he was alone without us (keep in mind this was in mid November 2017)

I left to Nicaragua on December 2nd,2017,12:00pm and just 14 days after I left,he decided to apologize for what he did,but I wasn’t stupid enough to forgive him so I didn’t,and immediately I seemed like the bad guy to the very little people that stood with him,but everyone who didn’t switch up knew that I did the right thing

And to this day,me and snake aren’t friends,the spaget touchers are still with me,and more and more people join either side each day

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Summer

Last time I posted a blog was right before my 6th grade graduation,and alot has happened in the summer that I couldn't write for you guys,so here I am to tell you about my summer

First things first,I do not like the crush from rage anymore,I've moved on ,but by the time school was about to start,we planned a meet-up,but only her best friend and 2 other friends came so we just followed them around for 2 hours while they didn't talk to us and we awkwardly followed,they ended up ditching and we didn't see them again up until school started

I also went camping,and it was my WORST camping experience ever,first of all the water in the lake was REALLLLY deep,so when I jumped from a board and I couldn't feel the ground,I swam up as fast as I could,not to mention there were SOOOO much mosquitos,my face was literally covered in mosquito bites,to the point where I was embarrassed to even go outside,so I just stayed inside for about a week and waiting for the mosquito bites to disappear,also that place had bears from what we know

For most of the time I just stayed home,but it was sad because I didn't have internet so I couldn't game with my friends online,the entire time I just sat there and played fighting games by myself,which wasn't very fun

Even when I did go out it was just to run arrands,so I only went out with my friends and couple of times,but even then it was short-lived and boring,for the most part summer was boring for me this year more than last year,last year I actually did things and went out so it didn't feel bland

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WOAH,WHERE'D YOU COME FROM!?!

Ok ok,it's been months since my last update,but alot of stuff has happened in between those 2 posts,so I'll go back to posting regularly

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So what happened?

Don't worry I'm not dead I just started focusing on YouTube more and that tired me out so much to the point where I couldn't even stay up this late to write more blogs I'm working on a project that's basically also a series,and I worked all morning today And I didn't exactly have enough time🤷🏻‍♂️ I'll post a follow up blog soon

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My Best Friend

I usually mention my best friend whenever I talk about story’s about my crush,my best friend is usually involved

Now,can I talk about this? I have like 6 best friends,but this one is usually the one that I tell everything to,so let’s introduce this person

You all know that I call him/her Suarez (did I mention that her and Leah broke up?),and the reason why….is for another story

Now,this person is a soccer fanatic,so is this persons cousin is also a soccer fanatic,so is this person’s cousin’s brother That’s a sporty family

This persons love life is…well,it’s like super complicated,this person likes a bunch of people,thankfully she’s never liked any of the people that I’ve liked,also she’s like,the only friend that knows of this blog,and what I write

The people that I HAVE told about my blog have forgotten about it easily,(I don’t really trust people with my blog),and I probably only have like 7 readers,plus the people that came from my YouTube channel

But this person’s life is complicated,super complicated,mega complicated,thankfully we both go to the same school,and are GOING to the same school,so that’s good and that’s all for tonight

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Notice Me

Alright,you all probably hate when I get on here on start talking about my crush,but this is some stuff that I,for some reason can't trust other people with Ever since I was forced to write a long paragraph that took me 6 min for my crush and then my friend would send it to her,we haven't talked AT ALL,and even if we did talk,it would end 2 messages later. She also keeps live-streaming on Facebook live,and keeps giving everyone honest opinions,so I hop on one of these live streams,and she starts off by giving me a rate,slowly she says "Rate......9" I'm satisfied with that,then she proceeds "Date.....Ummmm.....I don't know" WHAT I just went from a "maybe" to an "idk",real quick,obviously this isn't the only time that this girl has made me batsh-t mad,but this story was actually today,or June 13 for those of you who aren't awake this late or have a different time zone So today I sent a post on snapchat out to everyone,(including her of course) and I find out that this other dude sent the same thing out to everyone,and this is one of those post where you have to send it out to your story,and I was waiting for her to post MINE on her story,so I check,and she posts the OTHER dudes thing So hard out here for a loyal dude

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Update

Sorry I haven't been posting like I usually do,ever since I started YouTube,I've been working on that non-stop and because of that,I've slept a lot,I've been tired,waking up at 6-7 to record for the channel,and some of you may know,I usually post at night,around 10-11pm and I work all afternoon on these videos that I upload,and I'm left sleepy and sleep,if you can't find me here,then go to https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCQFVWpioZbiokd6lSi0FH2w

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OG

After rereading my blog,I remembered the reason why I wrote itto be different from other and tell my own individual storys,while I write each blog I thought I was being original,but like I said,after reading all of them again,I notice that the story telling idea has already been done,and while I was trying to be original,because I grew up in 1-4 grade not relating to anyone,I thought I would for sure be different,being the same while I'm not relating to anyone and I tried to be the same as other people,but everything I did was different,which brings me to today,because now I'm an unoriginal 12 year old while I'm trying to be original,but everything ranging from what I say,to even my youtube and blog content,has already been done,all my blogs were based of ideas that has been done millions of times,when I was little I always talked to my "friends" about the things that I enjoyed,while trying to get them to enjoy the things I do,and now looking back,I see that they were possibly lying just to make me feel better about the things I like,and now as a 12 year old,I'm still doing the same thing as other kids my age

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Earbuds

I always keep my earbuds on in the car w/ 2 or more people just for the sake of not talking to anyone Literally,my Apple Music playlist is full of songs that I listen to almost everyday,of course,I'm still an elementary student,so I can't exactly use them around the school But on road trips I have them on,all the time,that's basically why I bought an iPod (I have a laptop now,so I'll start drawing comics on this blog) I never listen to music while I'm writing,some examples are like right now It doesn't affect me in anyway,but I feel like more ideas come to my brain as I'm focusing on the writing,which is the reason why I only post blogs in the night and not somewhere in the middle of the day Plus let's not forget school,so there's another 6 hours taken out of my life,but in between those 6 hours,We're not allowed to listen to music I heard from a teacher of the middle school that I'm going to,that we can use our earbuds for Advisory and/or around the halls when switching from class to class and what not Music saves me from terrible situations that I'm stuck in,I can assure you,if we ever meet,then you Atleast see me once with earbuds,not taking them off And that's it for tonight

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Substitutes

There are some days where you're teacher either called in sick or had some sort of "Training" And because of that,you needed a temporary teacher or,as every one else calls them,a substitute Today I had a sub because my teacher was apparently sick,and she was a pretty chill lady,she let us play music in class,which was fun. There are also some extremely strict teachers or teachers that talk too much about they're past,I had a sub,which did both I'll give him a fake name,hmmmm,Mr.Affleck (it makes sense if you knew him) Anyways,this teacher served as a cop or something? I don't know,I wasn't paying attention,and when the topic of shooter games or anything remotely close came up,he always had a lecture for that I don't wanna tell his story's because then I'll feel like I'm the one in those scenarios,but it was ALWAYS a lecture One time we had to make a story and turn it into him,but when I was turning mine in (it was the story of when I got my PlayStation 4,you can read it if you scroll all the way to the bottom) I was about to get that easy pass,but then he says,"did you buy GTA?" I said no and that I bought Black Ops And he started talking about a story of him with his sons about him not getting them a PlayStation or Xbox because they're mostly shooting games But then,he was our sub last week,and we had to read an article about rap,and he started telling us even MORE story's about him and his wife talking about rap music to there sons See what I mean? If by any chance any teachers are reading this Just go on with the lesson,dude

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1 couple and 2 awkward friends

As you all know,(if you read my blog),me and my friend were supposed to meet up with my crush and her friend Well it turns out that my crushes friend's grandma came an entire HOUR late to pick them up and to the park My friend considers it ditching,but I say that it wasn't there fault,also this story includes the couple (Leah and Suarez) If I ever did meet up with both of them with my friend,then that's fine,but if I was ALONE with my crush,then that's were the problem is Leah and Suarez are already a couple,so there's almost nothing awkward between them,but me and the crush,I'll make up a fake name for her,hmmmm,nah I'll just keep calling her the "crush" Me and the crush have so much catching up to do,I haven't seen her in almost 3 years and a lot has happened in between those 3 years 2 rejections,lots of friends helping me,3 failed meet-ups,and on top of that,she didn't even know I was going on Saturday,she thought it was just gonna be my friend that goes w/ her and Leah So I'm in a really awkward position with her,where as the couple are basically MEANT for each other

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Convining

As I write this,my best friend will be trying to convince my crush to "go out" w/ me (let's be real,nothing before high school counts) For the time being,I'm gonna write some story's while I wait for a reply from my friend Today I was in class and since I just got glasses yesterday,everyone was getting used to the new me We were about to start a project but the teacher had to do something to set up,so the kids got to talk while she did this,my friend "Eyebrows" (if you've read "Ex-Best Friend" then your familiar) Eyebrows came over to my groups table to try my glasses At first I said no because another guy had try to run off with my glasses in the morning and since then,I didn't trust anyone with my stuff He said he'll tell my crush a story of when I saved his eyebrows or something and like the DUMB IDIOT I am,I agreed to it (just for a good laugh) And that's how I got convinced to let someone use my glasses,ok now here's another story About like 3 weeks ago,I went to my uncles house and brought Dragon Ball Xenoverse 2,just because I knew he was as big a fanboy as I was So I let him learn the basics,and,again Like the DUMB IDIOT I am,I told him he could keep the game for a week,he ended up only keeping the game for about 2 days,but in those 2 days,I felt so empty Xenoverse 2 covered up a HUGE hole in my Boredom,I mostly just spent 2 days watching DBZ abridged #CellGames (Not sponsored)

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Relationships

Considering I'm still in 6th grade,relationships don't count for kids my age So I won't be talking about MY relationships,but rather my FRIENDS (Don't worry,I got person to post this) Since Sunday,my friend has been dating this girl,we'll call her Leah,and my friends fake name will be Suarez So Suarez and Leah have been dating since Sunday,so they're basically starting out right? NOPE they dated about a month ago but Leah decided to break up with Suarez because they didn't see each other that much,but now that they're back together,they said that they were gonna meet up more And the first meet-up is at a mall by where I live,and guess who's coming w/ Leah? Yup,my crush So my friend basically came up with a plan,as to where I'm walking around the store casually,and they,quote on quote, "Randomly bump into me".Im all about this plan but hopefully,it'll work Anyways all Suarez has been talking about now is how she loves Leah and how she's all hers,personally I'm about 50/50 tired w/ all of it,but 50/50 isn't that much

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Thankfully

No one close to me knows that I have I blog The only people I've ever told have either (A):Read my one of my blogs and never read any of the other ones again Or (B):Don't have Tumblr so they can't look at it And that's the one sentence Blog for tonight

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Disrespect

Hey,remember the “Rage” Saga? This is basically that,so if you don’t like reading about my life situations,then I’ll post another blog in a bit

On Sunday,I was at a Mother’s Day party @ my church,of course I had my phone on me (I always do)

I left the party at around 7 or so,I went home and didn’t think to much about anything

Anyways,I go home and head straight to my bedroom to grab my phone charger because while I was at the party,I waisted a lot of battery

I showered while my phone was charging in the bathroom port,then when I finished showering,I check my phone and one of my friends had texted me on snapchat

I open up the app and saw that MY friend had sent me a video of my crush that she had posted and said “Damn she’s kinda hot”

Also keep in mind that this guy is also taken,while he said that I start typing and say “Ima tell _____”

Of course I have to keep these names private,as most of my friends don’t know about my blog (thankfully,also this will be the theme of the next blog)

He said “No oooo”,fast forward about an hour or so and my best friend already knows about what’s going on,so me and her are hyped up

My friend said that he was gonna tell her girlfriend himself (which is kind of a dumb move) but the next day @ class,he ended up making an excuse as to why he didn’t tell her

So me and my best friend take matters into our own hands and tell the girlfriend through group chat,we tell her and she says “thanks for telling me”

If you wanna hear what happened with the friend and the girlfriend,then keep read (1) if you wanna hear what happened with me,my best friend,and the crush,read (2)

(1) After that happened,the boy said he didn’t care what happened (which is another dumb move) but the girl said that nothing could split them apart for some reason

(2) today at school me and my best friend were talking about the situation,while I also texted the crush today just to catch up Later on in the convo she said “So I heard what _____ said” And I told her that the whole situation wasn’t her fault and she thanked me for that,and just like the Rage series,it didn’t change anything between me and her

This is my longest blog,thank you for the support over the past few months

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Gym

I started going to the gym last Thursday (May 11th),and so far it's been a fun experience going Even though I'm only in 6th grade,I still managed to find a gym that let kids my age go to,I really do enjoy going there I've burned 360 calories in 2 days,to me,that's just a warm up,"Like and appetizer,or something smaller than an appetizer" -Goku Black,2017 Considering that I'm still technically an elementary student,I have to go with a parent or guardian,or rather I can't be alone there I am a literal sprinkler when I go there,it's surprising how much you sweat in 45 mins,my uncle always talks about how the gym relived his stress and stuff And now that I really realized it,then it's actually true,if you've never been to the gym,and you have stress problems Go,now