an insight of my head

A dump of weird shit. Welcome to my tumblr.

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ayo

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climate’s changing

it’s getting warmer

i’m burning up inside

and your heart is made of ice

break.

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i met you in my dreams

it’s like my fantasy knew

i hope they felt it

it felt so real

and that’s enough for me

now i know your mama’s doing good

i got to hug her for a long long time

God i love her so much

she knows i do

your brother had the same voice

cause i never want him to grow up

while your dad wasn’t in the picture

it was perfect

you found someone new

i didn’t stare too long

i just needed to know

you were happy for me

for my new life

i told you i was going to get a dog

which i hope will really happen

i felt complete

it’s just always a little bit scary

but it’s okay

it was just in my dreams

and that’s enough for me

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pick up the spell

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YOU

MAKE

IT

WORTH

IT

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the joker

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i’m faithless

i’m ruined

crying like when i was child, in your lap

how the fuck am i supposed to live without you?

don’t you fucking dare leave me

you know that too well

the sorrow you live through now

would put me through hell

please fight for another day

you know i wouldn’t make it

you have all my heart, my purest memories relies on you

you’re the half of me, i’m the half of you

heaven isn’t ready for you

but if you decide to go

you know i’ll be coming too

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