It's not a lie if you believe it's true

[flozminforever]

[cirkinkadininutopyasi]

[pending-junkie]

Flow with the moment.

[pending-junkie]

I'm at the part where I'm just waiting to see whether my life is like the movies or if it's just plain disappointment.

[little--leaves]

having your favourite person lay ontop of you>>>

their face hidden between the space of your neck and shoulder. hugging them tightly. hand sliding up and down over the curve of their back. them loykey crushing you but in the most calming way possible. their legs between yours

AHH

[nothingbutloveforyou]

and maybe one day i can also fall asleep next someone who cares about me as much as i care about them

[pending-junkie]

Your pain is valid

All the sufferings and hardships you had to go through are real and you are so brave and so strong for surviving them all on your own

You're not being dramatic, you're not indulging in victim mentality

You have the right to feel exhausted because living is exhausting

[pending-junkie]

I understand now where my pain is coming from

I'm not jealous, I'm not bitter

I just have this unreasonable hatred towards a person I don't even personally know

You made me hate a person I don't even personally know

And now you act like they're the best thing that ever happened

What I feel is betrayal. You left me with a feeling that's not supposed to be mine, it's supposed to be yours.

[moon-musing]

[deviika]

Jamie Varon

[pending-junkie]

I would rather spend my time waiting for the right person than to waste it trying to make the wrong person the right one and have them leave you in the end.

[consecuences]

[firstfullmoon]

“What do we do with knowledge that we cannot bear to live with? What do we do with the things we do not want to know?”

— Deborah Levy, “Things I Don’t Want to Know: On Writing” (Bloomsbury USA June 10, 2014)

[pending-junkie]

@lo.:“I’m not dreaming to work. I’m done chasing dream jobs. The dream is everything that happens outside of work” is my new life motto 🥰

[pending-junkie]

I no longer want the excitement

I want calmness, reassurance, and security

That when I look at you, I'll feel relieved

That your prescences bring lightness to my breathing

Anxiety reserved only for when we're running late for work

And one call from you settles me down

[pending-junkie]

I fell in love with the way you see me,

How you trust me, accept me.

When you listen even to my quiet mumbles,

And get intruiged by my random thoughts.

You take me without expectations, you never tried to anaylze me like everybody else.

I love how you receive every bit of me as I let myself known to you.

I wish that it would never change, that we'd continue to get to know each other when many years had passed.

Until we part ways and meet again.

[pending-junkie]

why did you put me here dear universe

is this what you wanted me to do?

because it feels right

but it hurts... so much