lily

19 ☆ she/they ☆ silly guy ☆ multi fandom ☆ political ☆ yapper

[artemiswylan]

Introducing myself ☀️

Hallo, my name is Lily! I'm 19, I am agender and fem, I use she/they pronouns but he is also fine.

I love music, caffiene, my friends, literature, nature, and science :) Studying veterinary bioscience <3

Vegan, feminist, anarchist, communist, ACAB

Media interests: The Punisher, Daredevil, DC/Batfam, Charlie Slimesicle, Malec, BBC Merlin, Stiles Stilinski

Asks are always open! (i love asks) (send me asks)

Tag list:

#my love -> written by or dedicated to ml, @profound-mystery

#azierum -> my wonderful mutual @azierum

#jay braddy -> my favourite bestest oc ever, my child fr, i will yap about him endlessly and love to make him suffer

#project eclipse or #aooh -> the book i'm currently writing!! it's a queer, zombie apocalypse novella set in two countries that i made up called cahan and rothnia, mainly a world building project now

#loki -> my dog

#mine -> i wrote it

#jay rambles -> dumb quotes from me

#wylans ink pot -> my writing

#cosmothara -> my religion

#jay has opinions -> various opinions and hot takes

#musing not venting -> trauma dumping or ranting abt my life but I'm like chill about it i just want to share

[irondive]

back on the path of the wolf

[teatimeisat4]

Neil successfully using contacts, hair dye, and an alias that’s literally just a nickname for Nathaniel to hide from Kevin:

[minerva-yearns]

thank you. you were amazing. is such a devastating goodbye in literally any circumstance. neil is a poet.

[linskiiii]

Fem andreil my beloved 💕

[linskiiii]

Fem andreil my beloved 💕

[soyaa19]

Summer + Neil 🍋

[dragon-in-a-fez]

if I see one more "why age verification is bad" post that doesn't even bother to mention that locking young people out of huge sections of the public sphere - literally the stated goal and primary impact of this shit - is wrong in and of itself I will simply start hitting people with bricks

[dragon-in-a-fez]

yes yes biometric data privacy blah blah adults can hypothetically by harmed by this too. what about the immediate and deliberate and not at all hypothetical harm to youth. why are you acting like a potential data leak about what your face looks like, which if it ever happened would at least be generally recognised as a problem, is a more serious issue than cutting millions of people off from information and community and public expression which is happening right now in the open with large scale support

[dragon-in-a-fez]

it's got the stench of fucking "banned books week" on it. thousands of adults congratulating themselves for reading books literally no one is trying to stop them from reading while doing nothing to improve access for the young people who are the ones actually having those books made off-limits to them.

[shotsinthesummer]

Neil likes to argue/tease people with "you want to kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid" works like a charm

[artemiswylan]

spirals into an infinitely dense point and then explodes forming a new expansive universe built of pure illogical terror

[artemiswylan]

daddy issues but it's like reversed and i'm the problem

[artemiswylan]

hey so how does one reshape their entire mindset and personality to not be an inherently selfish asshole independently and with immediate effect

[artemiswylan]

takes you by the shoulders and shakes you

LIVEEE, INDULGEE

you have so much free will and youre using it to get embarrassed and not have fun whyyy

[artemiswylan]

this world is so vast and beautifully insignificant and you must take what you want for yourself. you must live the way you want as soon as you can in as many ways as you can muster

you must learn that cringe means NOTHING

if you want something fucking take it if you need help ask for it, you must be inquisitive and you must strive for something or you will drift and you will sink in it and you will lose yourself

if you let yourself live forever in the confines of what other people see you as you are not a person you are a shitty mirror unto which society projects its insecurities and you will not find joy in that life not truly

if it is as simple as wearing something you like or trying a new makeup look or hairstyle, eating that food you dont think you should have, buying that stupid thing you might get judged for, asking that person a question, trying to form a connection with that person, starting that hobby, writing that thing, DO IT. if you need to change something big about yourself, about the way you live, about your environment, work out how you can work towards that and fucking do it.

indulge your wants, you are allowed to WANT things

you can MOVE you EXIST you have the control you are just not using it, you must remind yourself that you can change these things, you can take action, you can live beyond this, whatever this is to you

do whatever it takes to remember, get up, move you legs, cut your hair, right now, grab a strand and clamp it between the blades of those blunt craft scissors in your room and realise that you have free will and you have the capacity to change your situation

i swear to god i cannot stress this enough you deserve to be happy you deserve to be your own person and you deserve to try. you have to be the one that saves you, im sorry. you have to endure and you have to carry on even if it sucks and you have to let yourself be uncomfortable and get embarrassed sometimes or be weird or be imperfect because that is LIFE that is LIVING you must learn from it and live more because of it and slowly you will find freedom in it

carpe diem or whatever the fuck

life is far too short for this bullshit

cringe culture is dead i killed it with my bare fucking hands i watched the life drain from its eyes in front of me you dont have to fear it anymore. do whatever you want.

[artemiswylan]

How to inform my body I am not being hunted for sport whenever something occurs or does not occur close by or far away from me

[kidzbopdeathgrips]

ngl if you're doing the whole Blogging thing right you shouldn't need to put your disorders in your bio bc your followers will just figure it out on their own. it's kind of a "show don't tell" type of thing

[linskiiii]

Its always yes with you 🦊

[quietwingsinthesky]

we’re so lucky that gilgamesh survived and is a banger. can you imagine if we found the oldest written human story ever recorded and it sucked balls.