PENNYWISE HEADCANONS ( PART 1+2 INCLUDED ) ā these are MYYYY visions & you can go if youāre not the direct audience or even wanna read this soā¦ š¤ i tried what i could to keep it character accurate as possible, pleaaase go easy on me!!!!
HIS HANDS: starting off STRONG here with his hands because theyāre just SOO big & could easily rip you apart limb from limb ( but also reach depths inside of you that you never even knew existed ) ; he absolutely knows that you know this and purposefully makes sure to tease you until youāre literally shaking with both fear and desire. the soft feel of his glovesā satin material mixed with the firm aggression of his touch leaves your skin burning to his rougher touch ā and for him thereās something so tastily delicious about making you quiver so quickly without even trying too hard. he also enjoys slipping his glove covered claws right into the mess of your hair just to YANK your head back to make sure youāre keeping your eyes & focus on him at all times because he is the only thing your mind should be on. HIM. or as he grows hungrier the longer heās out of his slumber, his hands finding their way to your throat because the idea of easily feeding on your flesh by ripping it out is far too tempting thrilling for him.
HIS MOUTH: donāt get me started here ( but iām gonna start anyway ) ā as far as the dynamic with pennywise goes, his mouth is so easily skilled, in fact heās so good at pleasure without even trying or even fully compartmentalizing the concept. while he can make his speed as fast and slow, hard or soft as you want, though he hardly goes slow paced because the way you eagerly twitch on his unnaturally long tongue as heās being rough brings something so primal out of him ā and he LOVES to tease you, in fact itās practically verging humiliation as he mocks every desperate sound you make as you beg him for more. while he doesnāt kiss you often, thereās few times he enjoys to see his red painted mouth all over yours because it somehow stakes further claim on you in his mind, and you look so deliciously pathetic covered all in him. AND THE DROOL!!!!!! it adds to an already possessive & pleasurable experience to the mix, he thoroughly enjoys letting his spit drip out anywhere & everywhere ā not caring where it lands because it just further means you just belong to him. and when youāre on your cycle ohhh he grows even hungrier because he can smell the blood from within you before it even arrives. heās always excited to taste it on your body when this time of month arrives, practically devouring you whole as his inhumane tongue cleans out every inch of your inner walls.
+ to further add to this, HIS VOICEEEEE š¤¤ while itās already so graveled and raspy, thereās just this animalistic desire pennywise holds making your skin raise with goosebumps the second he even demands one single thing from you. he holds a strong sense of self pride, cockiness even, just being able to just growl into your ear and make you into an instant puddle within just seconds. he always laughs at the way you grow powerless under him every single time.
HIS EYES: oh god this might get nastyā¦ so while his normal eyes are already beautiful, thereās something so out of body about pennywiseās amber glare that makes you melt practically right then and there. the very second he looks at you with these you know youāre not safe from him. in fact, heās so much rougher with you when in this state of being, not really caring if he hurts you ; so they glow extra bright while heās in between your thighs as itās intensely thrilling for him to watch you squirm under his hungry gaze, feeling your shyness creep in by the way your thighs beg to close around him. he absolutely makes you look him in the eyes when youāre close ( he can absolutely feel that ), loving the way your pupils dilate taking every inch of him to the point that claws dig a wounds into your skin if you even try to close them or look away. he wants you to see that side of him. the other worldly side.
HIS COSTUME: now you wouldnāt think there would be much too much to consider when thinking about his costume, but it might just be one of the best things about him and pennywise senses that entirely ( especially by the way you pull on his ruffled collar while heās devouring you where you want him the most š ). the clown suit really does leave a lot to imagination as not one inch of him is really uncovered ( aside from his face ) while also adding to the euphoric yet curious mystery of whatās underneath every inch of that dingy white costume. while it partially lingers a smell of iron from the blood of his newest victim of his yearly hunger somehow also the circus obviously but he never holds you close long enough to really smell it ā he always leaves room for you to grow even more curious about the unknown of him as an entity. AAAND the way it rips off so easily when he shapeshifts into something more sinister, more hungry. the continuous sound of the bells jingling with every pounding drive into you he gives šµāš« ā itās rough and loud to a point he makes certain youāre listening by grabbing your face to turn it to face every single sound surrounding you both ( but he does thoroughly enjoy being so rough that all you really can do is hold onto the beautifully curated fabric of his clown attire ). the fabric of the costume feels cool on hot skin as his body carelessly grazes along yours, the tickling sensation of each orange pom pom brushing against your body as it leaves you instantly breathless in awe of how beautifully dressed he actually is, all considering š£ not to mention the added sensation of grinding himself down against you in his costume while you eagerly wait for him and him laughing in your face about how you soaked his costume š
HIS LUST FOR BLOOD: he most certainly has a blood kink and makes it evidently clear especially when itās your time of the month ā as previously mentioned in part one, he would just smell it on your skin just before you even got it ( further proving heās so out of this world to be able to just tell when your cycle was coming in the first place ). pennywise grows much hungrier, almost needy but truly only for himself to taste the nectar of your blood flow ; so much so he gives you no choice but to lay back and take his unearthly tongue. his desire for blood hardly stops there as he purposefully emits his sharp teeth, biting at your thighs in search to find access to more blood supply ( without selfishly ravishing you whole ) as his teeth ALWAYS end up drawing blood, leaving you soaked in saliva, blood and your own pleasure. while it feels so self humiliating, that feeling of helplessness is truly what drives him to continue his feed on you.
THE DEADLIGHTS: oooh this is his most favorite thing to use on you when youāre together, for you it somehow feels like youāre getting closer to him, bonding even but he never fails to remind you itās not going to happen no matter how filthy the beg ā and he HAS made you beg him for it. sometimes thatās in forms of gloved fingers in your mouth or growing so quick to desperation on his endā¦ the deadlights. heās always finding new ways to break your mind and body both spiritually and physically. it always starts off when youāre struggling to take all of the unearthly girth from his much more inhuman appendage ( but hey, heās a shapeshifter and can form to any size, length, girth you could EVER dream of or imagine ) and what better way to forget about the struggle and replace it with complete out of body bliss as he uses the deadlights to pull you entirely out of your body just until heās perfectly inside practically stretching you from the inside out š¤¤ not to mention it hardly stops there when the deadlights do all of the physical labor FOR HIM. until he grows bored, selfishly eager for more of you and what YOU can do for HIM. though quite an easy solution for him to feed upon, in using the deadlights he does still desire sickly pulling you back to reality of consciousness in your body just to hear you scream for him instead. after all, he is NOT a gentle āloverā.
POWER PLAY: so itās pretty clear that pennywise loves overpowering you, especially when it means making you submit completely to him ā which you do, he really gives you no choice but to give your entire being to him ; physically and spiritually. heās not interested in anything else. thereās something so sinfully enthralling for him watching the life slowly slip from your eyes when his gloved hands are squeezing around your neck ( more so when youāre spread out wreathing in fear beneath him just to slowly sink right into his spell ). while dominance somewhat makes him curious only because of just how much you THINK you can handle of him ( and comparatively, you cannot, he finds that bemusing ) and when you even try to show any upper hand youāre met with much more aggression and violence. attempting to overpower him is certainly NOT met without punishment because thereās no world where youāre more powerful than he is ā playing off of the complete unknown and your fear after all.
