Pensive for a Warrior

Shhh... listen carefully, the universe is speaking.

[pensiveforawarrior]

Feeling as if I’m slowly losing my Mind

Most days I force a smile. Other days I don’t have the energy to pretend.

What’s the point of this?

[pensiveforawarrior]

I want to tell you things. Wish you were still in my life.

[pensiveforawarrior]

Are you willing to fight for what you believe in?

[pensiveforawarrior]

I’m tired of working 🙄😒

[pensiveforawarrior]

This whiplash is crazy.

[pensiveforawarrior]

Well. Damn.

[pensiveforawarrior]

Then, one day, I felt nothing.

[stay-close]

“I plant roots so deeply in the people I love that I always lose a piece of myself when they go.”

— Beau Taplin

[perfectfeelings]

“Repeat after me: My current situation is not my final destination.”

— Unknown

[pensiveforawarrior]

My depression knows no bounds. It creeps in to my ounces of happiness and drains them without hesitation.

I can’t take it anymore and that scares the hell out of me. I know I’m not alone in this feeling, yet I feel incredibly isolated, even around loved ones. What’s the point of it? What’s the point of anything?

Desperately wanting to disappear has become my new norm. Work consumes my soul while school depletes my mental resources. Karate used to be freeing but now it feels like an obligation. I keep going to all and keep pushing myself, but for what? It’s the same shit everyday.

[thehopefulquotes]

“That’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think everyone else does too.”

— Khaled Hosseini, The Kite Runner

[pensiveforawarrior]

Just declined to renew my lease. No point staying here anymore. Time to spread my wings...

[pensiveforawarrior]

Karmonic Zeta on TikTok

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Kae🖤 on TikTok

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fuck me, right?! this. 100%