A bunch of anxieties in a trenchcoat

40's | She/Her | Ace | Fic Writer | Author

[meanbossart]

A gentle reminder:

Me creating explicit art and discussing fictional character's sexualities, =/= Me welcoming questions or comments about any aspects of my intimate life or sexual proclivities.

[pentuppen]

Literal footage of me trying to put together a self assembly tv stand earlier today....

[aioniopyr]

enjoy this wip for the 5 minutes it will be up

[pentuppen]

You never fail to capture the intensity of the moment and I adore you for it.

[pentuppen]

Three things in Common with your OC

Thank you @littleplasticrat for the prompt, i don't get to do many of these lately due to my WiP's being all seekrit

(Artwork by the talented @littleplasticrat aka @littleplasticart )

A tendency to get flustered

Apt to think badly of oneself due to other peoples actions

Will hold on to their temper till they explode

These all sound like negative traits, though honestly I only consider number two to be utterly negative.

Sometimes my brain works faster than my mind can catch up and i trip over words, or temporarily loose a common word. I have noticed this tends to lead me to stay quiet a lot more, and i think about what i have to say before i say it.

2. This one is not unique and I think everyone experiences it to a degree

3. I have a long ass fuse that you really have to be a prick to see me explode. I'm more apt to do so on someone elses behalf rather than my own, and its so rare that its scary when it does happen.

Taggin @alcidence and @pickel182

[alcidence]

I'm new to drawing metals, don't @ me.

[pentuppen]

The Red Right Hand [Rugan x Oc]

Chapter 20: Calimshan Magic; Part One

Yeah I know, it's been a while, but cut me some slack, I'm working on a second book and it's taking up a heckton of my brain power to both write and wrestle with imposter syndrome (yeah turns out you still get that shit even when you have a book signed)

That being said, I have missed my favourite old man and I've had the Calimshan part of this story brewing in my head for a while. So enjoy! Part two will probably come out next weekend because my weekdays are currently occupied with a certain druid and a certain drow Valkrue, but it's gonna be fun...

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

She and Rugan had tried the casual route, just to find that this only worked so long as neither of them actually followed through with exploring other people. They had both been big fat hypocrites who had been lying to themselves, probably from the very start. Rugan had fessed up that seeing her with the Druid had sort of given him a kick up the arse to start being a bit introspective. She only teased him a little about this before confessing that while she could have indeed tested the druid’s strength if she wanted to, it just hadn’t felt right.

They didn’t get any deeper into it that night, the pair of them far too relieved to be on firmer footing to risk poking at any small cracks. Both of them also had to admit that neither of them knew how it was all supposed to go from that moment on, and they agreed to adopt the time old tradition of just winging it outside of the obvious rules. It took a couple of days of travel for them to understand that things didn’t suddenly change dramatically, nor did either of them require grand and obvious displays to the world in general. She still slept alone in her tent, and aside from the odd discreet wandering hand in passing, they more or less behaved themselves.

It wasn’t for a lack of wanting of course, but it was almost like the pair of them had something to prove when it came to remaining professional. Besides, in this heat the idea of any kind of exertion seemed like far too much effort.

[miurgen]

Inspired by @/haarlepfucker.bsky.social ☺️❤️

[littleplasticrat]

WIP Wednesday

tagging @unmoderatedzhentarim @pentuppen @luvwich @croquettish @graysparrowao3

I've started a new fic like the little blorbo whore I am

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"Oh! One more thing. Blackwall told me he's been seeing something funny in the water."

"Who?" asked Georgie.

"Gordon Blackwall? He was in here earlier," said Edwina, pointing at a corner table. Georgie vaguely remembered the bulk of someone sitting there when she'd come in, but she didn't think he'd even reacted to her entrance.

"I see. He a fisherman?"

Edwina pursed her lips. "He keeps the lighthouse. I suppose you've not had much of a reason to go up there."

Georgie shook her head. "No. I suppose I'd better go tomorrow." She knew the lighthouse. It was right on the tip of the peninsula, on the highest part of the cliff. The red and white tower stood out starkly against the sky if you looked west from the door of the pub. She tried to imagine the warm feeling a sailor might have when they saw it. To her, it just seemed wind-swept and lonely.

[pentuppen]

[vitori4na]

JUST LOOK AT HIM

[orangekittyenergy]

Devotion

Inquisitor x Blackwall Comm from Bsky 💙🩷

[pentuppen]

Look, I know 31 degrees might not seem much to those of you in hotter countries, but I live in Scotland dammit! Our default colour over here is BLUE, we aren't built for this!!

[pentuppen]

One of the joys of this new project, is picking up all the side OC characters I have built from the ground up in my fic writing, and finding the perfect places for them in my new world.

They will be like little waves to those that recognise them from the storys that started this whole mess, and I love that.

[luvwich]

feeling so mature and adult for finishing a chapter and setting it aside and starting on the next one, instead of punting the draft into the world halfcocked and immediately deciding i hate it and crying and puking. character growth for us all

[fanastraea]

lol this is so true. and also really cool in a way i could never explain to anyone who isn't Like This

[abodyuntenanted]

the weirdest/coolest part is that it is genuinely not flirting, and barely feels sexualized as a social interaction at all. it's like seeing your friend's favorite pastry on sale and grabbing one for them, but somehow even less of an overture

[alcidence]

He turned out so freaking good.

[pentuppen]

No frame of reference for the character, but the artwork is lovely

[colinrobinsonscardigan]

Raphael when you lock him in Otto’s irresistible dance for the entire bossfight