Hive of Wires

𝑨 𝑳𝙤𝒗𝙚 𝙊𝒏𝙡𝒚 𝑻𝙝𝒆 𝑩𝙧𝒂𝙣𝒄𝙝 𝙊𝒇 𝑨 𝑾𝙞𝒍𝙡𝒐𝙬 𝙏𝒓𝙚𝒆 𝑪𝙤𝒖𝙡𝒅 𝑪𝙤𝒏𝙟𝒖𝙧𝒆

[perma-vessel]

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ㅤㅤㅤ Kurøㅤㅤㅤōuㅤㅤㅤ永次ㅤㅤㅤōuㅤㅤㅤРюрик

ㅤ hydraconsciousㅤmultigenicㅤ subsystemㅤdemi-hivemind

ㅤㅤhy : it : hem : hxㅤㅤmascnonhu + singlet + plural terms

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤperma30s copin15 agefluid ageless

ㅤㅤ shapeshifterㅤ robotkinㅤeldritch creatureㅤ deity avatar

ㅤㅤㅤ trisharmedful , amoral , self identified "bad person"

ㅤㅤㅤㅤLain Iwakura & Tamari & Atsuko Chiba / Paprika

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤTengen & Jane Prentiss

ㅤㅤ permaid + selfhood + synthap + coric + incarnation

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ꒰ EXTENDED ꒱ & ꒰ BYI ꒱ wip

ㅤㅤIf you already know me , hello . I'm not new to the radqueer community , I had my own reasons to start over .

ㅤㅤ I'm going to work on the links soon but until then :

ㅤㅤㅤBYI :

ㅤAM & Tatsuki Fujimoto yumeshipper , I'm very selective sharing

ㅤblock me if you id as Lain or Jane in anyway , the rest I don't really care

ㅤyumes do not follow unless I do , if we're mutuals I don't mind parasocial behavior

ㅤI have fluctuating empathy , I'm bad at comforting unprepared

ㅤI have cluster b + c disorders , schizophrenia & mdd , so I might go through social withdrawal episodes

ㅤI try my best to respond to dms , but I don't like initiating all the time

ㅤThere are certain opinions that I won't change my mind on and I have no interest in hearing others' perspective on them

ㅤ I'm null contact , complex c , pro cc . neutral on discourse , especially if it's only confined online / seems minor .

ㅤthis blog will have nsft , mention of substances , fictional gore (?) , anything I might feel like posting , generally content that could be potentially triggering

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ㅤㅤㅤSIDEBLOGS OF MY PARTS :

ㅤㅤ@cis-strider

ㅤㅤ@chaoti-mania

ㅤㅤ@forever-adored

ㅤㅤㅤTAGS :

ㅤ#ㅤdata_dumpㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤmisc posting

ㅤ#ㅤcorrupted_memoryㅤㅤvents / rants

ㅤ#ㅤdownloading...ㅤㅤㅤㅤ reblogs

ㅤ#ㅤunclassified_filesㅤㅤㅤnsft / tw

ㅤ#ㅤthe_other_sideㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤfanmail

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ㅤㅤㅤANONS :

ㅤI don't mind any type of interactions , I can ignore anything I don't like though

—ㅤㅤㅤ...

[perma-vessel]

I& never track my& period , I& just listen to the sweet song of ache and pain deep within my guts , wordless whispers that it is time

Made this point as I& discovered my& cycle is approaching

[infizero]

the way she's literally this image im gonna be sick

[gingerpines]

who fw this

[tfemjax]

She is so evil but in a nicer way after transition

[gingerpines]

a ragdoll and a cowboy

[that-one-idiot-11]

i don't know what possessed me and suddenly made me able to make multiple drawings in one day, but i'm not complaining.

original pic (i have been informed that this is not the original and this is a meme but whatever):

Credits to Krunch

as you can see by the signature, this is not my art. I found this gem on pinterest so i don't know the artists url or if they're even on tumblr.

[beepborpdoodledorp]

wemon

[softlywool]

I felt so inspired by Amandas outfit on the red carpet that I had to draw Ragatha in it ~

[evilic]

Just a daily reminder that you cannot call yourself "Radqueer" and admit you're "pro noncon harm" at the same time, I really thought this was obvious but apparently it's not.

SECOND TIME SAYING THIS: Just a daily reminder that low / no empathy is not an excuse for being pro - noncon (That is, activism towards supporting it. Who would know the prefix "pro" is not the same as "not caring"! Wow. Totally not the first time that I said this.) as your cognitive empathy is still there even if the emotional one is not. I could run a whole essay about this again, maybe even a more educational one but ya know. Sitting your ass on the chair and doing proper research is nice too 😁.

Just a daily reminder that "Radqueer" supports every contact stance as long as YOU'RE NOT PRO NON CONSENSUAL HARM.

Just a daily reminder that calling yourself "Radqueer" and in the next move you're actively interacting with blogs that are openly "pro noncon harm"; congrats, you're ALSO not radqueer. I also thought this was obvious, but once again, apparently this community cannot read the main definition of their own stance. If there is one thing that hasn't changed even after many recoins is the fact that RADQUEER SUPPORTS CONSENT. ACTUAL CONSENT.

Thank you. 🤍

[perma-vessel]

Randomly thinking about Nikki and how she is me& , both her real self and wish altered self , when I& try to explain it I& feel like one of those corny people that reduce her to a Yandere stereotype

[perma-vessel]

I&'m so Gachiakuta pilled today , I& must get over with Amo's intro if I& got enough motivation for this: @cis-enjin

[rqcutie]

do not fucking compare lolicon to actual child exploitation when talking about the permamonika situation. do you people think before you speak

[rqcutie]

i don't give a shit what kind of drawings jay whacks off to i care about the teenagers who have been genuinely harmed by his actions dipshit

[williamiscalling]

Ladies and Gentlemen, lookie here.

As many of you may know, Jay (aka PermaMonika) is a predator. Not just pedophile, no. PREDATOR. Don't believe me? Well, let me introduce you to our lovely Monika Files! Take a peek. Don't worry, he only bites the kids. ;)

1 Permam0nika / Permamonikaofficial / Radqueer-Monika-Confessional / Permamonika / P-Permamonika / Justmonikafan3 / Jay Document

Jay / permamonikaoffical DOCUMENT EXPOSÉ ACCOUNTS INVOLVED CURRENT @permam0nika (newest main > now gone) @permamonikaofficial on tumblr (m

Go ahead, Jay. Deny shit now.

[rxttenmxtt]

important post. white text, no dividers.

i do not trust the radqueer community anymore.

i have seen way too little posts about the permamonika situation, and while i haven't been on tumblr that much myself, I'm disturbed by how it seems like the only people speaking up about the situation are the people involved. People had more energy when it came to people talking about irpai's csem, but when it comes to permamonika, everyone is suddenly silent.

where is that energy? where is the drive to protect the victims? the drive to run the abusers off the platform? the drive to keep people safe and away from groomers and predators? why do people only care when something as major as CSEM is involved? do we as a community just not care about victims unless their experiences and behaviors are made with cookie cutters?

i've seen everyone i looked up to leaving this community because of how little people are speaking up about this, and it hurts to say, but i want to as well. calling myself radqueer doesn't feel as inclusive and welcoming as i thought it did. what if something happens to me? what if i get groomed and exploited or even raped and/or assaulted by someone in the community?

would anyone help? would anyone care?

I will stay, not because I feel safe, but because the "radqueer" community is all that I have. i won't say what I've seen other saying; that antis were right, that everyone is a cookie cutter abuse apologist, or things of that nature. but i will say that i am afraid of what the community has become. we went from making silly terms and protecting each other, to covering up abuse and uplifting predators. we've become the very cult mentality antis accuse us of having, and im scared. i didn't want another cult, i wanted a community of safety. but i don't see that here.

but you're all ive got. so for now, ill stay.

im sorry I didn't do more to help with the situation. Im sorry I didn't use my platform and my voice, even if i am a small account. Im sorry I wssnt helping as much as I should've. But I will now, even if its over, because people deserve to know. I'll miss everyone that left, I'll hold you all in my hearts and hope you find happiness somewhere else.

i hope this community can improve, before its too late. because it doesn't feel radqueer anymore. it feels like another cult.

my original pinned post, if you cared enough to read this far.

[perma-vessel]

I& kinda wanna make my& blog Nikki themed , from Obsession , but only the banner & avatar

[tomzy6969jesus]

Guys, I'm not an avatar of the Corruption, I swear! I just love Jane... trust me 👀