Deploy The Fantasy

RADQUEER SHIO KOUBE IRL /SRS I'm happy because everyone loves me.

[dem0ngutzz]

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Corpsye/Shio. This is our main account/ where we'll follow from.

Bodily 19, female, and merican with BPD, Autism, ADHD, C-PTSD, DP/DR, and potential narcissism. I promise I'm nice I'm just #quirky /silly

Due to our Plurality we are very inconsistent when not masking. Please be patient with us.

Idk what my gender or sexuality or anything is (due to how inconsistent it is) but we are poly and with @dollhouse8 and @perma-vessel collectively. Everyone cheer NOW

Pfp, Header, and dividers by @/nenesbloomingdiary

This is a collective blog that majority of us alters will use. If you wanna ask for a specific alter then just ask away.

Always looking for friends! Will try to be friendly to everyone <3

Our IDs

Kins: AI, Guardian Angel, Cat, Sea Lion, Caine (tadc) Shio (HSL) Xiomara (TPTM) Rose Quartz (?(SU) doubles + sourcemates are allowed to interact!!

Ask me about my stances esp contact stances as they are far too nuanced for this intro.

Cis: all my disorders, Fat, fluffy hair, weird, Guardian Angel.

Tris: Cat, landmine girl, Menhera, Narcissist

Trans: Sea Lion, everyone's friend, Therapist, hot pink blood (iykyk)

Perma: Purring, painted nails, I am happy because everyone loves me, starstruck,

Core: BPD

Boost: problematic, accepting, weirdcore/Meatcore (I have awesome taste), Gurokawa

Null: splitting, crashing, abandoned, angry, annoying, others being mad at me

Fandoms: MHA, HSL, Danganronpa, Genshin impact, PMMM, Death Note, TADC, Zombie Stage, Black Butler, plus more I'm sure just ask 💖

Some alters have their own blogs. They will be linked below

Hawks/ Toga: @a-r0tt3n-left-eye

Zen, Jabber, Dabi, and Shiro: @rq-afo

A handful of littles: @the-decaying-kittens

These accounts are more nsfw then this one so iwc

People I don't like

Radnormals + similar blankqueers, people who use their disorders to excuse bad behavior, anti RQ, Endo, ship, Para, Transid (especially if you're dumb about it)

Pro noncon harm (idgaf if you're apathetic)

LDS church members

I doubt anyone gives a shit but I do realize this is my responsibility to enforce these people stay away from my account. I'm writing this down so I don't forget my own boundaries (being a system is fun)

[gentlewordsdaily]

I think emotional safety is one of those things people do not realize they were missing until they finally experience it.

It is realizing you do not have to rehearse every sentence in your head before speaking.

It is not feeling afraid that one wrong emotion will make someone pull away from you.

It is being able to exist without constantly monitoring yourself to stay “acceptable.”

Emotional safety feels like softness instead of tension.

Like being able to say “I am struggling” without immediately feeling guilty afterward.

Like not having to shrink your feelings to avoid being seen as too much.

Like knowing disagreements do not automatically mean abandonment, anger, or rejection.

It is someone listening to understand instead of listening to defend themselves.

Someone who does not make your vulnerability feel embarrassing.

Someone whose presence does not leave you emotionally exhausted afterward.

And honestly, when you have spent a long time in survival mode emotionally, safety can almost feel unfamiliar at first.

You might still expect people to leave.

Still brace yourself for criticism.

Still apologize too much.

Still wait for the moment kindness disappears.

Because your nervous system gets used to preparing for hurt, even in places where hurt is not happening.

But slowly, emotional safety teaches you something different.

That love does not always have to feel unpredictable.

That care does not have to be earned through perfection.

That being understood gently can exist without fear attached to it.

And I think everyone deserves to experience that at least once in their life.

To be around someone who makes your mind feel quieter instead of louder.

Someone who does not punish you for being human.

Someone who makes you realize how exhausting it was to constantly feel emotionally unsafe before.

That kind of softness can change people more than they realize 🤍

[hellhoundxx]

the entire rqc actually sleeps on one really wide bed

[dem0ngutzz]

I was wondering if being radqueer was right for me due to my severe anxiety of getting worse, my dislike of incest, and my general lack of "fitting in" feeling in the rqc. I wondered maybe if it was better if I left the community as I didn't feel I belonged.

I found myself on anti radqueer, Proship, Endo RadNormal Tumblr and thank god I did because wow.

I agree to an extent that yes there are issues in the rqc (esp around contact stances) but you genuinely cannot say "all Paras are disgusting and need therapy!" when you're a selfshipper. My brother in Christ you ARE the paraphile.

Even if I did stop identifying as radqueer, I would never be accepted by most antis since I have the audacity to have Endogenic parts in my mostly traumagenic system + I don't have an easy to digest diagnosis that explains my Plurality (my therapist looked at me and said "idk why you have alters")

Plus I ship Izuku x All Might and I'm not gonna stop because all my ships are happy and not projections like you'd wanna think (which is really weird to assume btw. Stop giving me headcannons that make me look bad)

Tldr: I shouldn't put myself in a box in the "I fucking hate boxes" community and also if homosexuality wasn't as acceptable I'd bet a good chunk of antis would be homophobic

Also yes I understand I could be neutral but 1.) I'm not neutral. 2.) That's not good enough for most antis.

-Shoto

[dem0ngutzz]

Me and Shoto should not front together

-L (He/him sourcemates and doubles welcome)

[dem0ngutzz]

landmine girl? woah thats cool

heres some flowers 💐

Yay flowers for me thank you :D

Eats the flowers

-Shoto

[dem0ngutzz]

Tw discussions of incest yay

Scrolling through Tumblr finding wll the horny posts from this one guy about his little brother

Makes Sense as to why Korekiyo is here

Idk wtf Miki is doing here or WHAT triggered her out of hiding.

And I'm just here too.

RIP Nameless he'd fit in here beautifully.

-Iris

[permaroyal]

deadbeat father except i’m a deadbeat mutual. sorry for barely interacting mutuals i’d a 100% be friends with, you are all very cool.

[dem0ngutzz]

"ugh the only way to get famous in the rqc is if you're a black and red daddy dom"

To be famous in the rqc is to be a complete asshole to everyone around you and respond to critisism with shitposts or other equally bullshit posts no matter how valid the critism is and somehow you'll have everyone obsessed and think you're "so based"

I've seen this 5 times now.

-Blurry

[dem0ngutzz]

And now some absolute banger texts I sent/nearly sent because I'm so funny everyone make out with me. Only one of these statements remained an inside thought. Good luck guessing

"what's your favorite BL"

Killing stalking duhh you fucking liberal

I fucking hate that guy

Even if I have my own cake I'd rather not hear about fucking carrot cake

If you pull up to my birthday party with this I will fucking violate every boundary you ever set

My love for gossip ascends any potential sickness

Dude you're talking to a Melusine about cakes and yumeshipping at 6am

Consent is important when throwing cake at people

I'm going to murder you and I will eat you so they never find you

I swear on Wriothesley's ass I'm not gonna hurt you.

Tongue him down for a whole 60 Mississippi's before eating that

Age is just a number

-Sigewinne (she> he)

[probably-clinically-insane]

IM SUEING EVERYBODY @dem0ngutzz

[dem0ngutzz]

Giggles

[dr-driveninsane]

TransHealer

A Label For Those Who Believe They Should Be A Healer. Whether This Healing Be Physical, Psychological, Or Emotional, There Is No Wrong Way To Use This Term!

If Already Coined, Consider This An Alternative Flag. Archival Encouraged.

[bennettosaur]

being ableist isnt cool or quirky btw 🥹 calling out your ableism isnt anti-whimsy or anti-fun btw (whatever the Fuck that means) 🥹 its not that fucking hard to make your posts accessible for disabled people btw 🥹

im radqueer, fyi. stop doing this shit. just add a translation you whiny cockwaffles oh my god

[dem0ngutzz]

I absolutely despise how "problematic" ranges from "oh you liked a slight weird drawing 3 years ago" to Epstein. I feel like there's alot of middle ground between these two scenarios and I hate it.

-Ushka (She/Doll/Love/Purr)

[perma-vessel]

ㅤㅤ

Oneㅤㅤthingㅤㅤthat'sㅤㅤkindㅤㅤofㅤㅤfunnyㅤㅤfromㅤㅤTumblrㅤㅤnotificationsㅤㅤisㅤㅤwhenㅤㅤtheyㅤㅤsendㅤㅤ"ㅤ[ㅤblogㅤㅤnameㅤ]ㅤstealsㅤㅤtheㅤㅤspotlightㅤㅤ!ㅤ!ㅤ"ㅤokayㅤ,ㅤㅤsinceㅤㅤwhenㅤㅤthisㅤㅤisㅤㅤaㅤㅤ competition

ㅤ

[translation. One thing that's kind of funny from Tumblr notifications is when they send "[blog name] steals the spotlight!!" okay, since when this is a competition. translation ends]

[dem0ngutzz]

Cracks knuckles

[perma-vessel]

ㅤ

Whatㅤㅤdoesㅤㅤ thisㅤㅤmeanㅤ...ㅤI&'mㅤㅤscared

ㅤ

[translation. What does this mean... I&'m scared. translation ends]

[dem0ngutzz]

It's a competition now and I'm getting ready to win

[perma-vessel]

ㅤㅤ

Oneㅤㅤthingㅤㅤthat'sㅤㅤkindㅤㅤofㅤㅤfunnyㅤㅤfromㅤㅤTumblrㅤㅤnotificationsㅤㅤisㅤㅤwhenㅤㅤtheyㅤㅤsendㅤㅤ"ㅤ[ㅤblogㅤㅤnameㅤ]ㅤstealsㅤㅤtheㅤㅤspotlightㅤㅤ!ㅤ!ㅤ"ㅤokayㅤ,ㅤㅤsinceㅤㅤwhenㅤㅤthisㅤㅤisㅤㅤaㅤㅤ competition

ㅤ

[translation. One thing that's kind of funny from Tumblr notifications is when they send "[blog name] steals the spotlight!!" okay, since when this is a competition. translation ends]

[dem0ngutzz]

Cracks knuckles

[towaloa]

I'm a radmess, I'm a null loser, I'm a perma hater, im a cis user