Hello everyone, as most people do I REAAAAAALLY wanna make an intro for this blog. NEEWAYS, hi. This is gonna be kinda long, so info about me under the cut.
I'm Deimos. Yes like Deimos from Madness Combat that is my source. I'm so silly ikr. π₯Ή So anyways x2 I am chronologically 18 therefore an ADULT so minors beware or...Whatever they say. I actually do not care who interacts with me because hey, I'm literally a radqueer account. What are some of my identities? Glad you asked!
G E N E R A L :: Non-binary, transmasc, non-human, ageless
T R A N S - I D S :: Trisharmful/harmed, transhandler, transprogrammer, transMAP, transmilitary, transcannibal, + will add more later but these are the most important lol
P E R M A - I D S :: Permaobsessive, permachained, permafacade, permamanipulover, + again will add more later
I think these are the important ones? But anyways, more about myself...I use they/it STRICTLY. You can use different pronouns on me if we're close and I say so. I'm also a part of a system, but my headmates probably won't talk here lol.
Now, I am a HUGE community enjoyer so I'll probably like a lot of posts or comment under posts and message people I find cool.
Antis, oh my god, just stay out of my WAY. πππ I will either ignore you or get off to your asks and hate messages like don't even try. Anyways, I think that's all for now...I'll probably add more and make this pretty later. I just wanted to make something so I don't seem suspicious lmfao.
This ain't my first rodeo, heh....! I'm not at all new to Tumblr or the community, I just take a lot of breaks from it LOL. Don't be alarmed if I disappear or something every now and then.
PLEASE send asks and DM me I do NOT bite unless you want me to. ππ
lollipop chainsaw is a zombie game from 2012 where you play as a high school girl using a chainsaw to fight zombies with her boyfriend's head attached to her belt buckle ... sounds weird but its a peak game trust
ANYWAYSYYSS i have not actually heard of that whats it about :o
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OFF is basically a pixelated RPG. Undertale took huge inspiration from it, I believe. You control this guy known as The Batter and help him "purify the world." (Kill monsters + anything in his path.)
i also still play roblox LOL i mostly play mm2 on there but i also like to play the random stupid tycoon games ,, i play minecraft sometimes and genshin, danganronpa, and lollipop chainsaw !! i havent played lollipop chainsaw in a while tho bc im stuck on a boss and i keep getting frustrated and hitting myself with the controllerπ
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I've never heard of lollipop chainsaw. Or I feel like I did but very vaguely. Sounds hard though. I'm currently playing OFF, if you've heard of that.
im bedrotting and practically stalking your blog at the moment ... its 1pm here and im also already tired ... i went to bed at like 2am last night and woke up at 9am so i dunno why i would be tired but we ball.
i struggle at making things like that.. i think the last time i made anything was a carrd and i used a tutorial LOL i think my only talents are singing and playing video games
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Ayy, cool, what type of games do you play, anon? I'm unfortunately still playing Roblox at my grown ass age. π But yeah, carrds and rentrys are so annoying to figure out. I'd love to one day figure them out, though. Pronouns.cc is just easier because it's already sort of formatted lol.
in my defense i have a tendency to stalk ... i think its partially caused by my social anxiety ....... i stalk beings who make me nervous /pos and eventually lead myself into becoming parasocial with them .. ANYWAYS how are you doing this fine.. uh... whatever time it is for you?? :3
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It's 2 PM and I'm already tired LMAO. How are YOU doin'? I'm actually workin' on a pronouns.cc at the moment.
you liked maybe one of my posts and i stalked your blog a little and thought you were cool .. i was honestly a little worried you wouldnt respond or thought i was weird or something tkshskdhj but its nice to meet you !!! sorry im like a weirdly deer shaped ball of social anxiety
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I liked one of your posts and you already felt the need to stalk me? I'm flattered. In all seriousness though, I'm glad you think I'm cool. I'm not goin' anywhere for a while. Plus, I think everyone is weird, lol. It's not a secret. That isn't a bad thing, normal people are borin'.
i cant help but be nervous to talk you seem so cool and hhhh ......... IM SCARED i dont wanna like accidentally upset you or seomthing i dont know........
anon tag i suppose? since i may end up sending more asks?
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Nice to meet you nonetheless...If we haven't already met, that is. There's no need to be intimidated, as much as I'd love that. I'm not very easy to upset lmao. Even so, it's always nice to get asks, so you're always welcome. Yes, you can claim that anon tag.
Good morning radqueer community......I love waking up and immediately scrolling through the tag to see what I've missed. Some kid fronted last night and started sending anons and DMs despite me saying this was MY account. I think we need to invent alter death lowkey it's the only way trust. π
I'm constantly in some sort of limbo of wanting to harm and wanting to be harmed LMFAO. Like, give me both?? Give me someone who will both conabuse me and let me conabuse them. I NEED that mutuality. In fact, while we're at it, why don't we add a bit of mutual worship and/or obsession, because my god, that is my DREAM.
I wanna message you but i hate Tumblrs message system..sighs
This is so funny because I thought you seemed cool and was about to message you too, LMFAO. If you just DM me your discord or something we can talk from there, lol.
Rant about wanting to be parasocial over someone ππ Not directed at anyone in particular
Parasocial but in a harmful way. Parasocial in a way that means I will literally hurt anyone who talks to you, whether that be through anons or anywhere else. Parasocial in a way that means I'll check your blog every five minutes to see if you've posted anything new. Parasocial in a way that means I genuinely believe you belong to me and only me, despite the fact we have not talked. You wouldn't know me, even if we've already DMed each other before. You wouldn't know the sort of things I want to do to you and do to myself for you.
I would never let you go, never give you room to breathe, never deny the fact that deep down, I have you in the palm of my hand. No matter how much you fight and squirm, no matter how many times you run, I would always find you. You would be my prey. My little rabbit.
Worst of all? You wouldn't even know it was me until it's too late.
Yeah, one-sided conabuse is great, but what about MUTUAL conabuse? Like yeah, let's hurt each other whenever we feel like it and have a mutual hatred for one another while occasionally also fearing the other. Man, the types of relationships I desire are VERY different. ππ₯
Small transprogrammer/harmful talk. Censoring this since it can be a sensitive subject lol.
The absolute urge to just try programming all of my system friends but then that wouldn't be consensual and I'd just seem like an asshole. π₯
I need people who would be willing to let me do this to them. SO bad. Let me transition to a cis or tris programmer with YOUR help. I think I'll actually go insane if I can't get these urges out. I would make someone BAH packs and push that identity onto their fragments, or treat them in a certain way for a certain program. I need to have someone dependent on me and possibly even programmed to be dependent on me.
Let me be a handler for some filthy, already desperate mutt.
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