Jumping Over The Edge
How can we let go, someone, if we are still holding something, something might not really happen, are we just hoping for nothing? are we just pretending to be okay outside when on the inside we’re not? Well, it just begins when we feel the unbesmirched feeling; whether we choose or not.
It is difficult to find where the end of this labyrinth is, you’re only had one option to choose to go far away from the like of which you will not find in the world today. Peaceful and prosperous whereas, we choose utterly surety; we’re not scared of what will the consequences to undertake. All we knew is we’re Happy. it’s easy to cry than to smile or to laugh, isn’t it? why the eyes are the most painful part of our body? well, what we see is what we get right? but, how can we accept the lie when the eyes prove it? simply - just accept it.
There’s a Filipino phrase: Sa sobrang tapang ko, pati maling tao pinaglaban ko. Hurts but true. Why do we need to stay on their side, when they don’t need our presence? we’re on their side 24/7 to sustain what their needs and wants - even when they didn’t ask for it for you to do. Because we love them, we can’t just stand and do nothing. But, in the end, it turns out it’s a flop. All you can do is to cry out loud, to rant, to irate why this happened to you, what you could have done in the past, why present is so unreal? Do we have enough time to salvage this love? Feels like a blizzard in April. Until days have changed you, evade strong you. Making yourself the fun; doing things you didn't dream of. And suddenly you realized to end this labyrinth of suffering is to jump over the edge. To start something new, yes! yesterday’s wounds would heal, stepping up in the one way dream. Whereas, there is no turning back. You know, it takes seconds to say hello. It takes forever to say goodbye. But, still, we had a choice, I won’t ever leave you even though you’re always leaving me.
People say you can never fall out love with someone. You either loved them or you still do. Well, you obviously don't love me anymore. So I guess, you never did. Why there’s always gonna be that one person in our lives that we can’t walk away from even if you know you have to. Are we just immune from all of the pain we gained? I wish you’d listen closely to the songs I play ‘cause the lyrics speak the words I fail to say. It’s not they goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow.
