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BE NORMAL indie LOLA PERRY from the webseries carmilla sideblog will follow back from controlfreakperry tracking tags: perrynormalisms & controlfreakperry written by QUINCI

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if you need me, i’m over here

edit: perry is here now. 

out—bye thank you for everything everyone. i had a wonderful time in this fandom. i met some wonderful people and you really are all truly wonderful and i will never forget these times, but i think this is the end of the road for me on this blog for now. i don’t want you to think that i’m sad, upset and need consoling or anything. i honestly wasn’t surprised by the ending. i just think it’s time i move on. perry was supposed to be a temporary place and although i’m glad it was a longer home, it just isn’t my place anymore. i won’t delete her blog and there is a great chance i’ll come back, but for now—ta ta! 

[wnq-writers]

I know I FEEL small and worthless right now but I have to trust that this does not mean I AM small and worthless.

melodramatlc, Always remember that (via wnq-writers)

[soft-puppy-boyfriend]

Behold, the Dr Horrible x Carmilla AU crossover you never realised you never wanted until now. This took a super long time to draw but I’m pleased with the result which is overall heartbreaking. Thankfully I think that it also does justice to Dr Horrible and Carmilla, which it what I was aiming for.

Starring: LaFontaine as Dr Horrible Lola Perry as Penny My heart as broken

Lyrics taken from “Everything you Ever”. I do not own carmillaseries OR Dr Horrible’s Sing Along blog.

[sc4torccio]

          No, no, no.

          None of this is worth dismissing, a distant part of Erin wants to conclude ( there must be a real, solid scientific reasoning for all of this, just like there is with the sort of paranormal activity she has expertise in ). But this is insane. She’s seen ghosts. Been touched by them, been ectoprojected on, and thrown across floors. Erin can’t take this. Not another stranger buying into her maniacal Ghost Girl reputation.

          “You just—- you said vampires. You can’t just say vampires. “

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【❥℗】— @shesascientist

        She sighs and swallows before looking at the other. As much as she would love to pretend that all of this...supernatural nonsense is just that—nonsense—it isn’t. People are in danger and she knows it is ultimately best to warn them, however strange it may sound. 

      ❝ Okay. Yes...I’m not denying this is all a little...odd...but yes, vampires. We have vampires roaming the campus. ❞

[trxthspeaker-deactivated2017022]

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They’d been reading a paperback edition of What To Do In Case Of The Apocalypse- a helpful recommendation from the library that only served to unsettle, when the computer monitor flickered to life. There was a moment of disbelief, LaF’s eyes meeting the woman who had appeared, the book falling from suddenly shaking hands. 

There she was- the girl that had kept LaFontaine up night after night, worrying and fearing- she was here.

“Perry?” They almost choked. 

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【❥℗】— @trxthspeaker

     Finally. The mad scientist alone. She had been waiting for this. Perhaps they would be the one to bring everything to her. If they’re like Raggedy Ann’s memories, they would be willing to do anything for her, and with Mircalla out of the way, no one would be around to convince them otherwise. Good.  Time to do her best attempt at a June Cleaver voice      . 

       ❝ LaFontaine. Is that really you? ❞

[nctafraiid-deactivated20161226]

          Danny forced herself not to tremble under that gaze, but she couldn’t help the small chill that ran up her spine and tickled the hair at the nape of her neck. “I don’t understand. Why are you letting her live? Why are you letting her do this? You know she wants to kill you.” She needed some clarification, but she didn’t think she’d get it. Danny tried to hold the Dean’s gaze, her jaw clenching, but it made her feel small, and she faltered, and looked down at the ground between them.

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【❥℗】— @nctafraiid

        She had to shut her eyes to keep from rolling them more aggressively. Were baby vamps stupider than she remembered? Was it so impossible to ask for one little lackwit who was willing to be under complete compliance? She thought she was offering them a rather enticing deal, but no matter—she guessed she’d just have to teach her the hard way. 

        ❝ I told you she has what we need. ❞

[roguessugah]

‘Cause you’re not small. Okay? You’re the biggest thing in my world.

[lafontastic]

“Tell yourself a different story. ‘Cause you’re not small. Okay? You’re the biggest thing in my world.”

[memedelene]

I can feel the da̩͔͇͔r̤k̮̬͕̩͙͝n̘̱͇͍e͟s̼̘̲͔̦̦͞s̴̩̦̜̺ coming                And I’m AFRAID of myself                          Call my name and I’ll come running                                    ‘Cause I just need some  H E L P  

[carmilla-feels-hq]

(1/2)The thing I hate the most about the people of tumblr is that they condemn a person who try's to understand things but aren't understanding things quickly. That's what people are doing to Perry. Perry lives in this little bubble that she's known all her life and that bubble has been popped. She's confused and scared about the changes in her life and about Laf. I know people on tumblr wouldn't be like Perry but not everyone can grasp the concepts of that big of change in a matter of seconds.

(2/2) Perry obviously has issues of her own about Laf but she’s doing something a lot of people wouldn’t do, she’s trying. It may not be as great and fast as the people of tumblr want but not everyone is like the people of tumblr, who spend all their time on this website to undo the things society has done. Perry is going to make a lot of mistakes, she’s going to hurt Laf’s feelings a lot but in the end she’ll understand better and be better about the situation.

I actually agree with your take on Perry 100%. People are flawed, and change of any sort can be really hard to understand. Would it be lovely if everyone could ‘get’ things right off? Yes. Does not being able to do that make someone worthy of disdain? No.

She’s not being deliberately hurtful, she’s not unaccepting or disproving of LaFs gender, she’s just having a hard time understanding and adjusting.

Lack of understanding and lack of acceptance are not the same thing.

[notimminent]

open starter // mutuals and non-mutuals

     “ i know you said that i needed to just FORGET IT and move on with my life      but   i  just can’t leave it at that. i’m no veronica mars, like everyone reminds      me, but i am emma decody. that has to count for something. so, please, just      hear me out? ”

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【❥℗】— @notimminent

        She’s been flitting about the room, dusting counters, scrubbing stains, vacuuming around anyone who might get in her way, but for once, she stops. She can’t ignore this girl’s pain, so she turns around and tries to smile warmly at her as she nods, ready to listen.

       ❝ Okay, sweetie. Of course. ❞

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out—so angst shall be posted tomorrow bc i’m tired. but here’s a taste. it’s apparently going to be over 700 words long so...teaser below the cut.

         For once in a long while, all is quiet. No darkness, no thoughts of the end of the world. No visions of a thousand deaths made to feel like it’s all her fault. It’s still. For a moment she thinks it’s all over. Maybe they won. Maybe they finally pulled through for her—LaFontaine, Laura, even Carm. But she can’t see. She can’t move. She calls out to them, but she can’t hear her own voice. It’s still far too still. But something’s strange...she hasn’t been able to hear her own thoughts for so long. She had tucked them away liked she’d been asked to, like she’d been made to believe she should, knowing all too well how insignificant she is. But now. It’s quiet. She almost hates it more. She’s never been one for uncertainty. What if she’s passed on? What if that’s what it’s like? But then—she hears a voice. One she had been aching for for far too long.

         “Hey Perr.” A pause. A nervous laugh.

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out—heavy angst is on it’s way

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@rcsurgence replied to your post “Hi my name is Lola Perry and I have medium length, red curly hair that...”

quinci i hate this

out—shhh embrace it

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Hi my name is Lola Perry and I have medium length, red curly hair that reaches myshoulders and piercing green eyes like crushed emeralds and a lot of people tell me I look like Barbra Streisand (AN: if u don't know who they are get da hell out of here!). I'm not related to Matthew Perry but I wish I was because they're a major fucking hottie. I have pale white skin. I'm also a human totally human , and I am so normal in Silas where I'm in my senior year (I'm 23). I'm a good student (in case you couldn't tell) and I wear mostly turtlenecks. I love this one thrift shop where old rodeo clowns drop off their clothes and I buy all my clothes from there. For example today I was wearing a a green turtleneck) and tapered sweatpants which my turtleneck is tucked into, and bright white Keds. I was wearing a nude lipstick with a slight red tint. I was walking outside in the dorm hall. It was snowing and raining so there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of vampires stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them. "Hey Lola Perry!" shouted a voice. I looked up. It was... LaFontaine!

CREATE YOUR OWN ‘MY IMMORTAL’ PARAGRAPH

Based on the infamous “MY IMMORTAL” bad if of Harry Potter fandom. Put your character in the generator then paste the description. Tag 5 or more people on whomever you wanna see be ‘My Immortalized’. B)

TAGGED BY: no one i just saw this and laughed for like 5 minutes

TAGGING: @rcsurgence, @theuselesscarmilla, @shesascientist, @tenacioushollis, @yunhuntress, @runawaybun, @sleuthllis, 

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@atomgun & @rcsurgence

Go to bed 

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out—ain’t no party like a lola perry party ‘cause a lola perry party is a mandatory floor meeting.