Random Shadow Demon

•~{He/They/Zey}~• Kintypes: demon & dragon. Theriotype: wolf. Minor (17)

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Hello fellow otherkin!

Hi! On here I go my Onyx, but you can call me by any name you'd like. (:

I believe that I am a demon who is possessing a human body, I don't know why I'm in this body but I plan to make the most of it! If I had to choose a way to describe what kind of demon I am I'd say that I'm a polymorphic shadow demon.

My preferred pronouns are: He/They/Zey, but anything other than she is fine too.

I also identify as Dragonkin and Wolfkin (not sure if that's the right term but it's the easiest way to say it).

I don’t care if you think I'm cringe or delusional, I'm just on here to express my self and have fun. (:

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Did I mess up or am I overthinking?

Tldr at the bottom

(Fake names will be used for privacy reasons.)

I'm in a youth play with a few other people my age and younger. One of my younger castmates, who’s been working with this theater company for a few years, has recently changed his name from Adriana to Adrian and is always visibly upset whenever someone refers to him as 'she' or 'Adriana'. I asked what his pronouns were and he said he/him. I've been doing my best to be supportive but I think I might have overstepped. After rehearsal I talked to our assistant director Fiona, someone who I had considered a friend, and told her that Adrian was Trans and about how he looked visibly upset when someone called him to wrong name or pronouns. To my surprise Fiona looked uncomfortable and said she couldn't support that but that she would try to be respectful, I genuinely thought that she would be supportive but I was wrong. Now I'm worried that she might tell his parents because I'm realizing now that I don't know for sure if Adrian's parents are supportive, I just assumed they were because he got his hair cut and has been wearing masculine clothes, I'm worried that I might have gotten him in trouble when I'll I wanted to do was support him and see him be happy.

I feel like I should have known better. I'm trans masc as well, however I'm not out to anyone besides immediate family due to my parents not being supportive. I didn't think about the possible consequences telling Fiona could have until after I did it, and I think I messed up.

I know I have a tendency to worry/overthink so I have to ask: did I mess up or am I overthinking? things

TLDR: while trying to be supportive of a trans castmate I told the wrong person and am worried that I might have gotten him in trouble. I am trans as well and feel stupid for not knowing better.

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I watched all of Abolish's POV during the break after episode 5, and I have been obsessed with him ever since. I still can't believe that I avoided his POV for so long.

Also, give Abolish a gun, preferably with silver bullets.

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Hey, sorry for not being active in a while, I couldn't think of anything to post, lol.

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Just a friendly reminder:

Don't drop the conditioner on your toe when you're taking a shower.

It hurts.

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Just had a weird dream, and I need to tell someone about it

Me and my mom were taking a walk in our backyard, and one of our trees had giant green sacks hanging from it; One of the sacks opened, and out came a spider that was half as tall as me (I'm 5'3 btw) and also... a bear cub for some reason? So I start freaking out, and the spider runs away.

The other sacks start to open, and more spiders and bear cubs come out, and they start chasing us, so we run into our house, which apparently is now a school on the inside.

So me and my mom run into a classroom and I stand on top of a large rock that was in there for some reason. Apparently, the rock is actually the teacher's rock, and now my dream has decided that I'm the teacher and my mom is my assistant.

All the spiders run into the classroom and sit down in the chairs. The bear cubs are now gone, I guess. And I decide that the best course of action is to teach the spiders. But then, in come my real students, which are jujutsu kaisen characters. And they're super confused as to why there's a hoard of spiders in our class.

So I try to explain what happened and then I wake up.

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Don't you just love it when the character you relate to the most gets treated like a joke and then is tossed to side? (Sarcasm)

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Bro, I can't even imagine how horrified my Christian parents would be if they found out that they've been raising a literal demon for 16 years.

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My parents: "Our children are completely normal."

Meanwhile 10 year old me: letting flies crawl on me because I liked how it felt. And I would get sad whenever I saw someone kill a fly because flies were my freinds. And I would literally almost cry when I saw a fly that was stuck in a spider's web.

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Happy pride month, everyone!

(I know I'm a bit late, but I haven't been on Tumblr the last few days).

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Imagine being able to become literally anything

I'm a polymorphic shadow demon, meaning if I wasn't in this flesh vessel I could take the shape of anything and I mean ANYTHING. Not just in an "I can become a shadow version of any kind of animal or object" kind of way, but in an "I could literally sprout another pair of arms and get rid of them whenever I please" kind of way.

Man, I miss not having a solid body. The human body feels so constrictive. I don't even have very many memories of my time before I inhabited this vessel, I just know that being able to look like literally anything was so much fun.

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There's a literal demon in their church and they don't even know.

Sometimes I like to imagine how the people in my church would react if they knew there was a literal demon sitting in the row behind them.

And before you ask, no I'm not currently part of any specific religion. But my parents are Christian and they make me go to church on Sundays.