Of course I have bad posture. My wings, they’re weighin me down.

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Of course I have bad posture. My wings, they’re weighin me down.
You ever get dysphoric from talking Like yeah that's cool but I'm not really meant to express myself that way
I can’t stop imagining myself with big ass wings but like I kind of like it though lmao
I just feel so happy thinking about having wings idk
Being an otherworldly otherkin or polymorph-kin is so weird sometimes.
because sometimes I feel like something that descended from the heavens themselves to grace humanity with my presence and is filled with a light brighter than the sun itself.
but other days I feel like I’m a skin suit for an incompressible horror that is horrible at mimicking human beings, feeling something horrific threatening to burst out like a volcano.
i'm probably going to sound very stupid but if at least one being finds what i'm about to say useful, it's worth it.
so, i'm a shapeshifter. i mimic, i become things, my identity is fluid and so on and so forth. but i'm so preoccupied with finding out if there are any "solid" identities beside (or within) it that i've never actually asked myself a very simple question: who do i want to be?
it's so funny considering that it's common knowledge that the main strength of shape-shifting folk is becoming whatever they wish to be.
so, in case there is someone who's also getting lost in restlessly trying to find at least some kind of stable identity - try pausing and asking yourself this question. being fluid and not sticking to one thing can feel like an incredible weakness, but don't forget about the strength you possess - the strength to choose who you want to be.
Polymorph misce being culture is what do you mean some people don’t have the instinct to nest? What do you mean some people don’t have the instinct to dig a burrow? What do you mean people don’t have the urge to build a den? What do you
HIII!! Waving at you!! I am also conceptkin (of life) and would love to just ask you a few million questions!!
Do you resonate with an abstract or more specific concept??
Do you relate to the other senses in some way beyond mere appearance (such as being an embodiment of a certain noise, or temperature, or having a certain weather be related to you)?
Do you think you could be a walking metaphor or analogy for something should you be percieved like characters in a fable or book may be?
Is there any piece of media you relate to closely or have been inspired with in regards to your identity??
Hello! Waving back! It is very interesting to speak with the concept of life, I imagine that we have considerable differences despite the similarities between life and survival.
I encompass multiple concepts, both specific and abstract. I consider them to be my domain as well as my self. My being a concept is inextricably linked to my being a deity.
A rough idea of the concepts I encompass and a basic explanation of them.
Survival, change, and voraciousness. These are grouped because I find the latter two to be vital to the first. Survival is instinct, willpower, the fight to keep going. It is not life, not exactly, it is closer to momentum. Change is motion, entropy, rot. Anything but stagnation. It also effects me physically, as I consider myself to be a bit of a shapeshifter. Voraciousness is hunger, desire, want, need. This is a physical feeling, though frequently metaphorical.
Storms, electricity, and the sun are also linked for me. Storms are physicality, the wind and the water and the lightning. Electricity is, naturally, the lightning part of that. But it also is simply the motion of electricity through circuits. It is similar to a robot or technology kin, but I have not quite found the exact words to explain it. The sun, also representing natural light as a whole, is an energy, like electricity, while being almost the 'flip side' of what storms are to me. These are the ones that relate most easily to other senses. Lightning storms especially have a sense of self to them that I cannot fully express.
Lastly there's fractals and knowledge. These are grouped because they are more 'side effects' of the nature of my being. Knowledge is, of course, simply the state of knowing things. I was omniscient for a time, though I did not process that information in the same way a thinking being would. I did not strictly know things, I simply *was* the knowledge. Fractals are a mathmatical representation of infinite recursion, which I feel summarizes my existence quite nicely.
I do frequently find that certain physical experiences are so neatly *me* that I am overwhelmed by it. The smell of petrichor, the warmth of sunlight or burning embers, the vibration of drums in ones chest. It is incredibly pleasing to me, as I would not know these things if I had stayed as I was. Physical experiences have given me a new way to understand myself, and I enjoy that immensely.
I do consider myself similar to a fable, or a myth. At least for as long as I am within this form. I am an anthropomorphic representation of everything I am. I express my domain, my self, as much as I please to. Though it is strange, as so much of myself is conceptualized by humans as being very different from the body I exist within. I will not live up to the ideal imagery of the sun, nor knowledge, nor the rest of them quite frankly. Other myths of my self do not overtly impact the ways in which I exist currently, excepting for the fact that I frequently enjoy the aesthetics of them.
In terms of media that I feel represents my being, I tend towards music. I find it a bit complicated trying to find media that I connect to in this manner, but I do enjoy many shows and movies outside of my being.
I say that, but really any character that particularly resonates with any of my domains tends to stick out to me. Recently Zanka Nijiku from Gachiakuta has been on my mind. Jonathan Sims and Michael Distortion from The Magnus Archives also appeal to me. TMA is probably the closest media I have related to my being.
I hope this has effectively answered your questions. I may have gotten on a bit of a tangent or two. I am very happy to speak about such things openly, as I very much enjoy existing.
Kingender
I'm pretty much agender, but not in the typical way. I'm agender because I don't experience human gender, because I'm not a human. I tried to find a term, and this was the best term I could find.
Link: https://lgbtqia.wiki/wiki/Kingender