𝄞⋆.𑣲˚

🐇🐾🧪🍃🍭🍺🩰🔮

[petaledmazy]

[petaledmazy]

[petaledmazy]

fireball

[petaledmazy]

and then i’ll never let myself be someone else’s again

[petaledmazy]

guys he was drunk and told me he really loved me and then ended things with me two days later

#whatdatmean

no genuinely can anyone tell me why??

cause like the saying drunk words are sober thoughts

does he still loveme?? does he still care about me

[petaledmazy]

i’m sorry, i don’t hate you

i was upset

i don’t hate you

i could never hate you

i’m sorry that was my last message to you

[petaledmazy]

you said you’ll always remember my tumblr blog name so i like to think you check up on me here sometimes

[seeingthrume]

I love the way

your head rests on my shoulder,

the way you lean in close,

brushing kisses along my neck

like you never want the moment to end.-

[petaledmazy]

it angers me cause

why couldn’t you have just told me

[petaledmazy]

[petaledmazy]

[micropetra]

I didn’t leave my room today nor eat anything, I just spent the whole day listening to Lana del Rey while I stare at my ceiling :‹

[moldwooddisaster]

ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ's ᴛᴇʀʀɪғʏɪɴɢ.

ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴍᴏᴠᴇs, ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴏɴᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴜsᴄʟᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴡᴇᴀᴋᴇʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ. ɪ sᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀ ᴛᴏᴏ. ᴍʏ ʏᴇʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴛᴇᴇᴛʜ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴄɪʀᴄʟᴇs ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇs, ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇs ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴋɴᴜᴄᴋʟᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ғᴀᴅᴇ. ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ғɪxᴇs, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇᴛᴛʟᴇs ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ғᴇᴇʟ ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ.

ɪ ʟᴏsᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴇɴ ᴘᴏᴜɴᴅs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴀɪɴ ɪᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. ɪ ᴇᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ sᴏᴍᴇʜᴏᴡ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ. ɪ sᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀ ғᴏʀ 45 ᴍɪɴᴜᴛᴇs ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴘᴜʀɢɪɴɢ, ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀsʜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴇsᴛ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴀᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡs ᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ. ɪ'ᴍ sɪᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. ʜᴏsᴘɪᴛᴀʟs ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ, sᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴠᴇʀsᴀᴛɪᴏɴs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴇʟᴇᴄᴛʀᴏʟʏᴛᴇ ɪᴍʙᴀʟᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɪs ᴍɪssɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɪᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ.

ɪᴛ's sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇ, ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ғᴀʟʟ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟs ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ғɪɴᴇ.

ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘs sᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ sɪɢɴs, ᴏɴᴇ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ, ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ's ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ʜᴇʟᴘ. sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ɪᴛ sʜᴜᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇᴄᴀʏ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ʙʏ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇʜᴏᴡ ɴᴏʙᴏᴅʏ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇs. ᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏ ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ

ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋs ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜɪᴇʀ.

ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʜʏ ɪᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs sᴏ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀsᴇ ɪ ɢᴇᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ sᴇᴇᴍ ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ.

ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴜʟɪᴍɪᴀ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍᴇ. sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴇɴᴅs ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʟᴇғᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ. ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ᴘᴀɪɴғᴜʟ.

ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡɪʟʟ ɪᴛ ʙᴇ ᴍʏ ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ?

[m1ndless-thoughtsss]

you lost your interest

and i lost my appetite

[m1ndless-thoughtsss]

i dont want a boyfriend

i just want affection and love

[petaledmazy]

can we make the purge real???

i’m mad asf rn

[petaledmazy]

no i got cheated on

he posted her and blocked me right after

i’m ending my life

seeya later