THE DEVIL IN I.

indie peter kelson of lost souls.

[peterkelson]

"GOOD AND EVIL... ARE ONLY ILLUSIONS. I DON'T BELIEVE THERE'S SUCH A THING AS EVIL. WITH A CAPITAL E."

PETERKELSON. is an indie roleplay blog for PETER KELSON of LOST SOULS (2000). No knowledge of canon needed! 18+ only due to dark & mature themes. Highly religious themes. Dead dove themes. Written by Vespertine. Anti drama/callout.

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[rpclefairy]

first meeting sentence starters.

send one to have our muses meet for the first time.

“Sorry, were you just talking to me?”

“I think you dropped this.”

“You look lost. Need some help?”

“I don’t usually talk to strangers, but…”

“You’re sitting in my spot.”

“Whoa! Careful!”

“We’ve never met, right? You seem familiar.”

“Is that seat taken?”

“Sorry, I think I just spilled something on you.”

“You’re blocking the doorway.”

“Were you just staring at me?”

“Excuse me, do you know the time?”

“Wait — are you the person I’m supposed to meet?”

“I’ve been sent to find you.”

“Please don’t be alarmed, but I think we have the same bag.”

“Do you work here?”

“I’m fairly certain that’s mine.”

“You’ve got something on your face.”

“Sorry, I thought you were someone else.”

“Do you know the way to ___?”

“You’re hurt. Do you need help?”

“That’s a fine ___ (cloak/hat/book/etc.). Where did you get it?”

“This might sound strange, but can I hide behind you for a moment?”

“You look like you could use a friend.”

“I think your dog just stole my lunch.”

“Hey, you dropped your coin purse.”

“I think we’re stuck in here together.”

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to overhear, but…”

“Are you the new neighbor?”

“First time in town?”

“I’m not sure if this belongs to you, but…”

“You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“I’ve been hearing a lot about you.”

“Do you mind if I join you?”

“I think you’re in the wrong place.”

“You seem… out of place.”

“Don’t take this the wrong way, but are you following me?”

“That was a close call.”

“Not to alarm you, but someone’s watching you.”

“Mind if I walk with you?”

“You look like you’re in trouble.”

“Was that your doing back there?”

“You don’t look like you’re from around here.”

“That was impressive. How’d you manage it?”

“I’m guessing you’re not here by accident.”

“Do I want to know what just happened?”

“You might want to keep your voice down.”

“Is it always this strange around here?”

“I have a feeling we’re about to become acquainted whether we like it or not.”

“Looks like we’re in this together now.”

[mintprompts]

Angst prompts I found on Pinterest:

"I'm no one."

"I'm nothing."

"Don't say that."

"Why did you leave me?"

"Will it hurt?"

"All my anger was once love."

"I stayed. They left."

"It's too late."

"Will you be okay?"

"You're not the one I love."

"Does it really get better or do we just get used to it?"

"I'm afraid. I'm always afraid."

"There's nothing wrong with being afraid."

"Why can't I be loved the way I love?"

"You can't save everyone."

"Forever is a dangerous word."

"You can't just come into my life, make me feel special, and then leave."

"If this is love, I don't want to be loved."

"I didn't know."

"You could stay."

"At least we've got each other."

"But who could love me?"

"I can't do this anymore."

"Some of us are human."

"Your love could not have saved them."

"We tried, didn't we?"

"Just shut up!"

"You're stupid enough to try and see the good in everyone."

"Don't be sorry."

"I trusted you. My mistake, not yours."

"Stop lying!"

"No, don't cry. I hate it when you cry."

"It's a long and unpleasant story."

"Don't worry. I'll take good care of you."

"I said I'm fine!"

"Well? Yell. Scream. Say something! Anything!"

"Leave me here and save yourself."

"I don't want to hear it."

"We're not gonna make it."

"Can't you see you're hurting me?"

"I'm sorry that I hurt you."

"You're like a star. Beautiful to look at, but impossible to catch."

"Always? I don't think so."

"I wish we never met."

"Sometimes you think you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found."

"You've changed."

"There is no good version of me."

"I miss you."

"Is that supposed to make me feel better?"

"How could you think this wouldn't hurt me?"

"Don't flatter yourself."

"I choose to love in silence because in silence I find no rejection."

"I wish I could hate you."

"You promised."

"It's okay. I'm used to it."

"I wish I could have protected you from this."

[peterkelson]

send some memes? 🥺

[writersisland]

Fake Dating

“At this point, I think we might be making this entire thing a lot more complicated than it ever needed to be.”

“Gotta admit, I like how people look at me when they think we’re together.”

“If you keep pissing me off, I’ll tell everyone you like taking it up the ass.”

“Is it wrong that I’m kinda enjoying this?”

“It’s not like this is real. Why do you care?” “I don’t! But if words gets around that my ‘lover’ is cheating on me, it makes me look bad! So while we have this arrangement, no screwing around with others!”

“Maybe if they see us kiss they’ll buy it.”

“None of it was real, right?” “I never really lied to you. Everything I told you was the truth, we… we did get pretty close.”

“Since you’re paying me for this, I’m basically an escort now.”

“So, we’re still pretending this is nothing but an act?”

“That is not what we agreed on!” “I had to improvise!”

“They’re gone, you can let go of my hand now.” “Hm? Oh, yeah.”

“Ugh, why did I agree to this…”

“Was that your first kiss?” “Was it that obvious?” “No, it’s just… I’m sorry, I didn’t know. Your first kiss should have been with someone you have real feelings for.”

“We’re gonna need some ground rules. Number 1, no falling in love.” “I don’t think that’ll be an issue.”

“Why are you mad? Our plan is working!”

“You’re a good kisser.”

“Why did you choose me of all people for this?”

“You’re such a good actor!” “Oh, yeah. Thanks.”

[felimemesandthings-deactivated2]

🥂 the ‘after midnight’ fallout meme 🌒

for consequences, confessions, awkwardness, and ‘oh god what did we do’ energy

🌒 — “so… that happened.”

🥂 — “i don’t regret it. do you?”

😵‍💫 — “we crossed a line, didn’t we?”

🖤 — “midnight passed and nothing feels the same.”

👁️ — “are we going to talk about it or pretend?”

💭 — “i didn’t expect to feel this way.”

✋ — “don’t pull away now.”

😳 — “i can’t tell if this is awkward or important.”

🕯️ — “the party’s over. stay.”

💬 — “say something. please.”

🌫️ — “everything feels quieter than it should.”

🖤🥂 — “new year. new mistake.”

😏 — “so… same time next year?”

🌙 — “walk me home.”

🌒✨ — “whatever this is… it started tonight.”

[straytheskies]

Random ben chaplin pics I found that give me life

[peterkelson]

|| happy new year! I hope this next one is better because uh, this one was really bad for me.

[rpmemes-galore]

Stargate: Atlantis — Suspicion  {Sentence Starters} 

“You seem nervous.”

“The time has come.”

“You no longer trust us.”

“It is unlikely, but I could try.”

“I can’t afford to have doubts.”

“I hope it doesn’t come to that.”

“We can’t just leave them there!”

“Not all change is for the worse.”

“We’re no longer welcome here.”

“You’re like a kid, you know that?”

“The paralysis is only temporary.”

“We got company… four of them.”

“So… probably not a coincidence.”

“I’m gonna bust that son of a bitch.”

“Easy, don’t go blowing yourself up.”

“At least your mouth still works fine.”

“I had no idea the roof could do that.”

“There may be surfing in our futures.”

“Could you, please, not do that here?”

“You want me to go through her stuff?”

“I’ve heard enough of your  ‘concerns’.”

“I understand you’re not coming with us?”

I would’ve thought you’d given up by now.”

“You think I would betray my own people?”

“Boy, do we owe a few people an apology.”

“You mean you cannot afford to let them show.”

“You took one of those stunner’s right in the face.”

“All we’re asking for is a little cooperation, that’s all.”

“On the contrary, you should have spoken to me first.”

“It means I’m not about to rule anything out at this point.”

“I believe that, in your place, I would have done the same.”

“I came here expecting and interview… not an interrogation.”

“Good trading partners do not necessarily make good hosts.”

“They will not come out of hiding so long as you are with me.”

“I wonder what hurts more, the gunshot wounds or the hunger.”

“They’re tracking our movements, and we need to find out how.”

“I thought we agreed you weren’t gonna name anything, anymore.”

“There must be a reason beyond coincidence. Give them a chance to find it.”

“I know each and every one of them. I would stake my life on their innocence.”

“Well, that was AFTER we checked for monsters, and bugs, and other space related things.”

[gloomglimmer]

✹    STEAMY  TENSION:  REQUESTED      ›      ii.      [R]  initiating  on  [S]  (suggestive,  adult)

[F01]  [R]  crowds  [S]  against  a  wall,  their  hand  sliding  up  [S]’s  side.

[F02]  [R]  takes  [S]’s  chin  between  their  fingers,  tilting  their  face  up  slowly.

[F03]  [R]  steps  between  [S]’s  knees,  hands  settling  on  their  thighs.

[F04]  [R]  leans  in  close  to  [S]’s  ear.

[F05]  [R]  grabs  the  back  of  [S]’s  shirt  and  pulls  them  in.

[F06]  [R]  pins  one  of  [S]’s  wrists  above  their  head,  the  other  hand  resting  low  on  their  waist.

[F07]  [R]  runs  their  thumb  over  [S]’s  lower  lip,  slow  and  deliberate.

[F08]  [R]  presses  their  forehead  to  [S]’s,  breathless,  waiting  for  a  reaction.

[F09]  [R]  hooks  a  finger  in  the  collar  of  [S]’s  clothes  and  tugs  them  closer.

[F10]  [R]  cages  [S]  in  with  both  arms,  gaze  dropping  to  their  mouth.

[F11]  [R]  slides  their  hand  around  the  back  of  [S]’s  neck,  guiding  them  forward.

[F12]  [R]  pulls  [S]  onto  their  lap  with  little  warning.

[F13]  [R]  backs  [S]  onto  a  bedroll,  hovering  just  above  them.

[F14]  [R]  traces  a  line  down  [S]’s  chest  slowly

[F15]  [R]  stands  behind  [S],  one  hand  settling  firmly  on  their  hip.

[F16]  [R]  tilts  [S]’s  face  toward  theirs.

[F17]  [R]  slips  their  fingers  into  [S]’s  hair,  pulling  gently.

[F18]  [R]  pushes  [S]  back  against  the  mattress.

[milkmemes]

TESTING THE CHEMISTRY

Sentence Starters for muses that are just testing their chemistry and haven't committed to anything yet. Adjust pronouns as needed.

❛ If you keep standing that close, I’m going to assume you want something. ❜

❛ Great, now I’m thinking about you. Thanks. That’s exactly what I needed. More chaos.❜

❛ You always do this… get under my skin without even trying. ❜

❛ Tell me the truth ...did you miss me, even a little? ❜

❛ I’m not nervous around you. I just—okay, no, that was a lie. ❜

❛ I wasn’t expecting you to show up… but I’m not complaining. ❜

❛ Do you practice being this distracting or is it natural talent? ❜

❛ You know you don’t have to impress me, right? I already see you. ❜

❛ Was that a compliment, or are you just trying to confuse me? ❜

❛ If you’re trying to make me flustered, it’s working. Unfortunately. ❜

❛ Do you trust me? Don’t overthink it. Just answer. ❜

❛ You keep saying you don’t care, but your face says otherwise. ❜

❛ I didn’t know you could smile like that. It’s… different. ❜

❛ Sit with me for a minute. Just… don’t make it weird. ❜

❛ You give me the exact kind of trouble I pretend I’m too mature for.❜

❛ Why does everything feel so awkward when it’s just us? ❜

❛ Be honest—do you like being around me, or am I imagining that? ❜

❛ You’re staring again. Should I be concerned or flattered? ❜

❛ Quit pretending you don’t notice me noticing you. ❜

❛ One more step closer and I’m charging you rent. ❜

❛ We’re not flirting. We’re just… talking intensely. Right? ❜

❛ Are you hitting on me or are you just like this with everyone? Because I need to mentally prepare. ❜

❛ I’m not saying I’m into you, but I am saying you’re making it incredibly difficult not to be.❜

❛ I swear, if you blush again, I’m going to start asking questions. ❜

❛ Why do you always show up exactly when I need someone? ❜

❛ Don’t act like you don’t like it when I tease you. ❜

❛ If we keep doing this, people are going to get the wrong idea. ❜

❛ You make everything feel like it means more than it should. ❜

❛ You didn’t have to come find me… but you did. ❜

❛ Tell me what you’re thinking. No deflecting this time. ❜

❛ I swear, sometimes it feels like you’re daring me to react. ❜

❛ Why does it feel like we’re having a conversation without saying anything? ❜

❛ I’m not nervous. You’re just… very close right now. ❜

❛ If we crossed a line, would you even tell me? ❜

❛ Don’t look at me like that. You’re going to make me laugh. ❜

❛ I swear, you bring out the strangest parts of me. In a good way. ❜

❛ Come on, scoot over. I’m not sitting way over there. ❜

❛ Stop smiling at me like that, I’m trying to be serious. ❜

❛ You know me too well. It’s honestly terrifying. ❜

❛ You didn’t have to wait for me… but thanks. I mean it. ❜

❛ If you tell anyone I got sentimental, I’m denying everything. ❜

❛ Honestly? Being around you makes everything feel lighter. ❜

❛ Don’t look at me like you’re impressed. You’ll ruin your reputation. ❜

❛ I can’t tell if you want to fight me or kiss me. Don’t clarify. ❜

❛ You’re infuriating… and unfortunately interesting. ❜

❛ If you step any closer, you’re going to find out how much self-control I don’t have. ❜

❛ I hate that I notice you, even when I’m trying not to. ❜

❛ I said I didn’t like you. I never said I could ignore you. ❜

❛ Why do you always show up when I’m at my worst? Trying to gloat? ❜

❛ Don’t flatter yourself. I’m only staring because you’re being weird. ❜

❛ One day, I’ll figure out why you get under my skin. And I’m not sure I want the answer. ❜

[straytheskies]

[rpmemes-galore]

the addams family (1991) … sentence starters

“Is it painful?“

“Are they dead?“

“Unhappy, darling?“

“I’m blinded by such beauty.“

“I’m going to electrocute him.“

“Leather straps, red-hot pokers!“

“Have you spoken to her parents?“

“It has to warm up… so it can kill you.”

“Don’t torture yourself… that’s my job.”

“Are they made from real Girl Scouts?“

“A day alone, only that would be death.”

“Haven’t you ever slaughtered anyone?“

“Don’t be a baby. I know what I’m doing.“

“I’ll never listen to you, never, ever, again!“

“He looks so sweet. Just like a little entrée.”

“I had to be strict with you because I cared!“

“How long has it been since we’ve waltzed?“

“I didn’t hate my mother. It was an accident!”

“You were a terrible mother! There! I said it!“

“To live without you, only that would be torture.“

“This is all so humiliating. Why did I marry you?“

“No excuse! Aim for a major artery. The jugular.”

“Crowbar, dynamite, cyanide. As if we’d run out.”

“What are you, darling? Where’s your costume?“

“We gladly feast on those who would subdue us.”

“They’re not your family, I am. They don’t love you, I do.“

“He won’t eat, he can’t sleep, he keeps coughing up blood.“

“There it is. Just what we’ve been searching for. Thank you.”

“I would die for her. I would kill for her. Either way, what bliss.“

“It’s for charity! Widows and orphans. We need more of them.“

“You are too precious for words. Why, I could just… eat you alive!“

“Sit in the chair so we can play a game. It’s called ‘is there a God’.”

“Come on, Old Man, I’ve smoked since I was five. Mother insisted.”

“They say she danced naked in the town square and enslaved a minister!“

“You were so beautiful. Pale and mysterious. No one even looked at the corpse.“

“This is my costume. I’m a homicidal maniac. They look just like everybody else.“

“Oh, my little bundle. So much you don’t understand. The human spirit, it is a hard thing to kill.“

“Nobody gets out of the Bermuda Triangle, not even for a vacation. Everyone knows that.“

“Uncle Nick-Nack’s winter wardrobe. Uncle Nick-Nack’s summer wardrobe. Uncle Nick-Nack.”

“So, you claim that your son was brainwashed by voodoo witch doctors and forced to recruit others?“

“They say a man who represents himself has a fool for a client. Well, with God as my witness, I am that fool!“

“Last night, you were unhinged. You were like some desperate, howling demon. You frightened me… Do it, again.”

[peterkelson]

He's nice, polite, he'll catch you by surprise.

PETERKELSON. is an indie roleplay blog for PETER KELSON of LOST SOULS (2000). No knowledge of canon needed! 18+ only due to dark & mature themes. Highly religious themes. Dead dove themes. Written by Vespertine. Anti drama/callout. Info in PINNED POST.

[peterkelson]

continued from here. // @reedytoxin

Peter fully knows the risks that come with letting Jan stay at his place. His family would call him insane for letting a fugitive stay with him and yet he doesn't care. He's already had enough heckling from them for being as interested in criminals as he is.

As much as he doesn't want to admit it, something about Jan pulled him towards her and he oddly felt like he had known her for a long time despite the two of them meeting when she was in prison. Seeing how distraught she looked when he found her only made his heart ache more.

"You don't have to do anything for me. Really." He seated himself at the kitchen table." I mean, I appreciate it, but you don't need to feel as if you owe me." He reached over and brought one of the plates over to himself. "Well, I have another court hearing that I'm planning to sit in on today. Then I have to type up my notes for that, but after that I should be free." Bringing the fork to his mouth he took a bite of one of the eggs. They weren't that bad. "How about we do something after? I mean, I know you can't be seen in public, but we could have a nice night in."

[leneemusing]

BLOOD RELATED PROMPTS

requested by my bestie 

WORDS: 

“  is that your blood?  ”

“  woah—  hold up you’re bleeding.  ”

“  your bandages— you’re bleeding through them.  ”

“  shit,  i think i pulled my stitches.  ”

“  i’ll make them bleed for this.  ”

“  a little blood never never hurt anyone.  ”

“  why the fuck is there blood on the carpet?  ”

“  your nose is bleeding.  ”

“  you can make me bleed all you want,  i’ll never scream for you.  ”

“  you don’t understand,  i had to do it.  i had to kill them.  ”

“  stop fussing— this isn’t my blood.  ”

“  i did what was necessary.  ”

“  why are you bleeding?  what happened?  ”

“  who hurt you?  why is there blood all over you?  ”

“  i think you’ll look quite pretty when you bleed.  ”

“  who did you kill?  whose blood is that?  ”

“  i’m not usually a sadistic sort of person,  but i will take pleasure in spilling your blood.  ”

“  i don’t actually enjoy killing.  it’s messy.  the blood gets everywhere.  it’s just necessary sometimes.  ”

“  it looked kind of beautiful in a fucked up sort of way.  blood on snow.  the kind of thing you usually only see in stories.  ” 

“  i can’t get it off—  i can still feel it on me!  ”

“  just calm down.  breathe.  i’ll take care of this.  ”

“  hold still— you’ve got blood on your face.  ”

“  why is there blood on your knife?  ”

“  oh,  it’s just a little bit of blood.  don’t nutsack out.  ”

“  i’m going to drain every ounce of your blood.  nice and slow.  like you deserve.  ”  

“  i’ll kill anyone who ever makes you bleed again.  ”

“  your/their blood is just too pretty to keep inside.  ”

“  there’s something fascinating about blood.  it’s captivating. ”

“  blood of the covenant is thicker than water of the womb.  ”

“  you made me bleed on my shirt—  i fucking loved this shirt!  ”

“  leave me alone,  it’s shark week and i got blood on my sheets.  ”

“  should i be concerned about why there’s blood in the sink?  ”

“  do i ask questions or do i just help you clean up all this blood?  ”

ACTIONS: 

[ ALONE ]  for sender to show up on receiver’s doorstep covered in blood. 

[ ARRIVE ] for receiver to show up on sender’s doorstep covered in blood. 

[ CLEANSE ] for sender to find receiver trying to clean blood off themselves. 

[ DISCOVER ] for receiver to find sender trying to clean blood off themselves. 

[ AID ] for sender to help receiver clean blood off themselves. 

[ ERASE ] for receiver to help sender clean blood off themselves. 

[ ESCAPE ] for sender to find receiver after they’ve killed someone. 

[ SEEN ] for receiver to find sender after they’ve killed someone. 

[ HELP ] for sender to clean up the aftermath of receiver’s crime. 

[ ACCEPT ] for receiver to clean up the aftermath of sender’s crime. 

[ FOUND ] for sender to discover receiver covered in blood. 

[ EXPOSE ] for receiver to discover sender covered in blood. 

[ ATTACK ] for sender to stab or shoot receiver. 

[ WOUNDED ] for receiver to stab or shoot sender. 

[ BROKE ] for sender to punch receiver hard enough their nose bleeds. 

[ INJURE ] for receiver to punch sender hard enough their nose bleeds. 

[ WITNESS ] for sender to see receiver get hurt enough to bleed.  

[ WATCH ] for receiver to see sender get hurt enough to bleed. 

[ RETALIATE ] for sender to make receiver’s attacker bleed. 

[ DEFEND ] for receiver to make sender’s attacker bleed. 

[ SURVIVE ] for sender to realize receiver is bleeding after getting through a fight. 

[ FABRIC ] for receiver to realize sender is bleeding after getting through a fight. 

[bookished]

( a collection of drunken confessions dialogue prompts. adjust phrasing as necessary.) feel free to make edits to better suit your muse, but please don’t edit or add on to the original post <3 if you like, please consider supporting me through tips

(mix of silly, emotional, messy, sweet, and chaotic)

"you ever think maybe we were meant to meet... like, cosmically?"

"i shouldn't say this... but i've been in love with you for forever."

"shhh. don’t tell anyone i said this but... you’re my favorite person."

"you’re so pretty. it’s actually unfair. i’m mad at you now."

"i miss you. even when you're here, i miss you."

"if you asked me right now, i’d run away with you."

"i told myself i wouldn’t cry and now look at me—i'm soggy."

"can i tell you a secret? no one knows this. not even me."

"i don't want to go home. it’s not warm there like you are."

"you smell like safety. that’s weird, right?"

"you always leave the party too early. stay longer this time. stay with me."

"i don't like them. i never did. i only said yes to make you jealous."

"you were my first love. not that you needed to know that."

"you always knew me better than anyone. it’s scary sometimes."

"every time you smile at someone else i feel sick. it’s pathetic, i know."

"i think you're the only person who's ever actually seen me."

"you promised me you’d stay. why did you lie?"

"remember when we used to dream together? god, we were so young."

"don’t laugh but... i wrote poems about you. they were bad."

"you’re everything to me. but it’s fine. you don’t have to feel the same."

"your hands are so warm. i could live here, holding you."

"you were my favorite chapter. i keep rereading you."

"i’m not drunk. okay i am. but the feelings? those are real."

"i wish i was braver when it counted."

"it’s you. it’s always been you."

"do you think we missed our chance?"

"they don’t deserve you. but i was too scared to try to be someone who did."

"stop looking at me like that. i’ll fall in love all over again."

"you said you didn’t want anything serious... but i did. i wanted you."

"i’m scared. and it’s not the booze—it’s the idea of losing you."

"i tell everyone i’m over you but then you look at me and i fall apart."

"you were the only one who stayed when everything else fell apart."

"if i tell you i love you, will you leave? please don’t."

"the world feels quieter when you're near. like everything makes sense."

"you taste like trouble and i’d still kiss you again."

"god, i hate you. i hate how much i still love you."

"every version of me has wanted every version of you."

"you were my home. i didn’t realize until i lost the key."

"don’t leave yet. just one more moment like this. please."

"i think i messed up. i picked everyone else before you."

"if i asked you to kiss me, would you?"

"remember when you held my hand like you meant it?"

"you’re my what-if. and it kills me."

"can we just stay like this? pretend it’s still us?"

"i forgive you. even though it still hurts."

"i lied. when i said i didn’t care. i always did."

"you look so good right now. it's annoying. stop it."

"you make the world feel a little less heavy."

"i saved every text. is that weird?"

"i love you. even if i forget this in the morning, i mean it right now."