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i feel like i have genuinely undergone psychosis levels of mental breakdown the past week and a half and now i am hoping the prozac will exit my system in time for me to eat normally so i can go to california, but also like i am so exhausted i dont even want to go anymore because ive already convinced myself i will freak the fuck out when i get there. oh well. first step is actually going to work tomorrow.
what does it mean when you specifically go to a post office with your friend looking for free magazines and they don’t have any but then he goes back today and they do so he brings you a whole stack of them?
so last night me magazine kid and his friend and my roommate and a couple other people went to trivia and then after it was just him his friend and me and and my roommate. and first of all when he went to the bathroom his friend was like so what’s up with you two and i said we are friends but i definitely feel like i didn’t sound convincing. then when i was driving him and his friend home his friend started telling a very pointed story about how he wanted to date one of his friends once but he was afraid to ruin their friendgroup, which is something very similar to what i told my roommate, and they did and even though it didn’t work out it was nice and it didn’t ruin the friendgroup. the friend was also very drunk so who knows
big news in the saga of magazine kid tonight
when your friend traps you in a room with magazine kid (who is acting very drunk) and says you two like eachother now discuss and then you run out bc you are uncomfy and hope he is too drunk to remember but then he definitely does and now it’s awkward and it’s finals and everyone is going home soon and you’re probs gonna barely see him before that and you are just very confused and ahhhhh
so we just never talked about it before winter break?!?! bc we are idiots, but we did take a short spontaneous road trip to see our friend and then i drove him to the airport. also making him watch all the marvel movies bc he hasn’t seen them and i wanna see no way home with him but halfway through iron man my wifi cut out and i couldn’t fix it and it’s like 3 am so i was like whatever u just finish it and we will talk about it later which was super sad :(
this week on magazine kid and me, he changed his flight so he could come in early and party with us for new years but then it got delayed and he missed new years and it was a whole 29 hour process and we finally got him at 1 last night. then today we went grocery shopping and to a basketball game and then continued getting him to watch marvel by watching thor ragnorok (something we started over break so he can see no way home) and then i was gonna leave his apartment at 3 am and walk back to mine but then i realized i forgot my keys at our other friends which is 30 min walk away and he wasn’t picking up the phone. so me and magazine kid decide to walk bc it can’t possibly be that bad right? it’s been 70 degrees this week it should b pleasant? wrong it’s now 40 or lower and sleeting and really windy and i thought we were gonna die and my hands are still cold, but he lent me his coat and i held his hand bc he didn’t have a coat and it was weirdly fun? and then we woke our friend up and i got my keys and i drove our friends care back and now i’m laying in bed and i can’t believe that happened
update on magazine kid, we still haven’t talked about it and it’s almost valentines, but i think that is mainly because of my mental breakdown halfway through january. i’m trying to accept that i’m not exactly completely reading do date him rn even though i really like him, but on to happier things. yesterday me him and a group of our friends were discussing ways to fuck with the college tour groups as we were taking a break from studying and one of our friends suggested he propose to me and i said i would run away (bc public proposals are my literal worst nightmare) and then another one of our friends asked his best friend what was going on with us so i think our friends maybe just maybe suspect somethings up. also today i was sitting with my roommates as he was texting me and every time i got a text i would smile at my phone or giggle or whatever and they were like what is wrong with your face. in addition just a sweet moment from today was when we ate lunch together and i was not anxious and i was just happy. also just realized that because he has green eyes i can relate to almost every single taylor swift song bc she only dates people with green eyes
little update bc i know all 0 of the people who care about this are on the edge of their seats. we’ve basically been taking it slow all semester, i finally told him the full thing about all the anxiety and food issues i have been dealing with this year. i think we’ve been going on dates (finally unchaperoned) for the past couple weeks but in like 3 weeks he’s leaving to study abroad in france for the summer. sad bc i’m finally getting better but i don’t exactly want to start something right before he leaves. but at the same time i want to start something bc i don’t want him to find anything better in europe. also what if we grow apart over the summer. i think our biggest problem is we haven’t talked about it yet and i don’t think he’s gonna bring it up because he’s waiting for me to be comfortable so i guess i have to. but at least the past couple weeks have been going well, we watched wall-e and i wanted to cuddle more than we did, we got slushees and talked in my car for hours, we talked on face time and shared baby pictures. i’m just scared about the summer i think because i just want everything to go right. but also im so frustrated bc if i wasn’t so messed up maybe we could’ve been dating seven months ago
what does it mean when magazine kid asks you to watch his plants for the summer?
updates people updates (bc i haven’t done this in a while) so back in may when i dropped him at the airport for the summer i was like you know i like you right? and he was like yeah i like you too. so idk what to do with that. have been talking every day and trying to flirt. i don’t think he’s getting it. either that or he doesn’t mention it. i told the besties (aka our mutual friends) and apparently they did not suspect anything? idk man. anyways he comes home in like 2 weeks (to dc not college) and i’ve been joking about going up there to visit him and he said something about it yesterday? so it might be happening? but like i’m not sure if i want to or not. bc ofc i want to see him. but i’m terrified of flying and even more than that i’m terrified of staying with people i don’t know bc if i get anxious and/or have a panic attack i can’t just be like oh give me space or whatever. i have to act normal the whole time. and like if i had a breakdown in front of his parents they would probs hate me and it would be super embarrassing and it would make the anxiety worse. basically i’m worried i’m gonna make myself so anxious that i have another breakdown and my eating disorder will come back. and i would rather not. especially bc i’ve been doing so well, i’ve even been able to have coffee consistently and all my clothes fit again and i can eat on days i am anxious. but i really wanna see him bc i miss him. plus he said his parents said we could stay with them? which raises the question what do his parents know about me? who do they think i am? are we dating? all questions i wanted to ask in person but if we do this i will have to ask over the phone. nice thing is even if i don’t visit him it’s just one extra week till he’s back here :) i can’t wait
soooo he’s my boyfriend now, finally. he has been back for like 2 weeks and we barely get a moment alone bc we are so busy so after a misunderstanding where i thought i was getting friendzoned i finally called him and was like are we dating. after little debate we decided we wanted to be and that’s that. very happy and the past two weeks with him back have been so good and i don’t think it’s rlly sunk in that he’s back and he’s not leaving anytime soon. anyways, very happy, very excited def kinda didn’t think we would make it to this moment at some points but i’m glad we did
had a panic attack at his friends surprise bday party after a football game (i think i was tired and on my period so it just kinda hit me harder) but i think i handled it well, i just kinda went back to his apt and sat in his room and called my ex roommate (the nice one) and he was very caring and immediately after his friend got there (bc i told him he has to stay until his friend got there) he came back to hug me and make sure i was okay. then he made sure i got home okay bc all i wanted to do was go home and go to bed. so overall not my best night but it was so much better than the panic attacks i was having a year ago and such a less painful experience bc of the support system i have around me and i guess knowing my limits :)
he spent the night last night, also when asked why he hasn’t kissed me yet said, “i could send you a calendly”
he kissed me?!?
lots of things have happened since then but he broke up with me for basically no reason after a month of kinda ignoring me so now time to heal and cry a lot i guess
moved out and stopped sharing my location with him! so proud of me
went to a hockey tourney where he now lives (because we all have jobs) and was anxious af the entire time but we went out to bars afterward and he actually acted normal around me ? which was nice. the entire group sung and danced to we are never ever ever getting back together. I told him this was the most normal he’d been around me since we broke up, and he just was kinda like oh
man crazy, i meant to reblog this back in november when i went to a football game with friends (using my friends student ticket, not even sitting in the correct seat) and I was blissfully watching the game and my friend goes omg grace look down and i see this man. I thought I could get through the game without getting noticed but no his drunk self missed his seat after getting a beer and walked almost up to our row and locked eyes with me ofc. then at some point him and his friend yelled hi to us and i thought that was the end, but when we left i was like should we have said bye. And my friend was like no they were so drunk they def didn’t notice we left. not two seconds later this man is texting my friend asking about a bar to go to after and when my friend is like no im going home, this kid proceeds to text our groupchat (where i am the only possible person who is in the vicinity) to “pull up to a bar” if we are in town. i was already on the train but don’t really know what i would’ve done if i wasn’t
there’s actually so much lore missing from this post breakup it’s kinda funny. he apparently went on a bender and looked like death after we broke up. he couldn’t look me in the eye for like 6 months and i confronted him about it at a halloween party. he once sat behind me on a couch and i didn’t realize every time i moved my head it was basically in his lap until i saw the pictures. on the last night out of college he asked me if i had a job yet and felt bad and immediately tried to offer me twenty bucks
what does it mean when you specifically go to a post office with your friend looking for free magazines and they don’t have any but then he goes back today and they do so he brings you a whole stack of them?
so last night me magazine kid and his friend and my roommate and a couple other people went to trivia and then after it was just him his friend and me and and my roommate. and first of all when he went to the bathroom his friend was like so what’s up with you two and i said we are friends but i definitely feel like i didn’t sound convincing. then when i was driving him and his friend home his friend started telling a very pointed story about how he wanted to date one of his friends once but he was afraid to ruin their friendgroup, which is something very similar to what i told my roommate, and they did and even though it didn’t work out it was nice and it didn’t ruin the friendgroup. the friend was also very drunk so who knows
big news in the saga of magazine kid tonight
when your friend traps you in a room with magazine kid (who is acting very drunk) and says you two like eachother now discuss and then you run out bc you are uncomfy and hope he is too drunk to remember but then he definitely does and now it’s awkward and it’s finals and everyone is going home soon and you’re probs gonna barely see him before that and you are just very confused and ahhhhh
so we just never talked about it before winter break?!?! bc we are idiots, but we did take a short spontaneous road trip to see our friend and then i drove him to the airport. also making him watch all the marvel movies bc he hasn’t seen them and i wanna see no way home with him but halfway through iron man my wifi cut out and i couldn’t fix it and it’s like 3 am so i was like whatever u just finish it and we will talk about it later which was super sad :(
this week on magazine kid and me, he changed his flight so he could come in early and party with us for new years but then it got delayed and he missed new years and it was a whole 29 hour process and we finally got him at 1 last night. then today we went grocery shopping and to a basketball game and then continued getting him to watch marvel by watching thor ragnorok (something we started over break so he can see no way home) and then i was gonna leave his apartment at 3 am and walk back to mine but then i realized i forgot my keys at our other friends which is 30 min walk away and he wasn’t picking up the phone. so me and magazine kid decide to walk bc it can’t possibly be that bad right? it’s been 70 degrees this week it should b pleasant? wrong it’s now 40 or lower and sleeting and really windy and i thought we were gonna die and my hands are still cold, but he lent me his coat and i held his hand bc he didn’t have a coat and it was weirdly fun? and then we woke our friend up and i got my keys and i drove our friends care back and now i’m laying in bed and i can’t believe that happened
update on magazine kid, we still haven’t talked about it and it’s almost valentines, but i think that is mainly because of my mental breakdown halfway through january. i’m trying to accept that i’m not exactly completely reading do date him rn even though i really like him, but on to happier things. yesterday me him and a group of our friends were discussing ways to fuck with the college tour groups as we were taking a break from studying and one of our friends suggested he propose to me and i said i would run away (bc public proposals are my literal worst nightmare) and then another one of our friends asked his best friend what was going on with us so i think our friends maybe just maybe suspect somethings up. also today i was sitting with my roommates as he was texting me and every time i got a text i would smile at my phone or giggle or whatever and they were like what is wrong with your face. in addition just a sweet moment from today was when we ate lunch together and i was not anxious and i was just happy. also just realized that because he has green eyes i can relate to almost every single taylor swift song bc she only dates people with green eyes
little update bc i know all 0 of the people who care about this are on the edge of their seats. we’ve basically been taking it slow all semester, i finally told him the full thing about all the anxiety and food issues i have been dealing with this year. i think we’ve been going on dates (finally unchaperoned) for the past couple weeks but in like 3 weeks he’s leaving to study abroad in france for the summer. sad bc i’m finally getting better but i don’t exactly want to start something right before he leaves. but at the same time i want to start something bc i don’t want him to find anything better in europe. also what if we grow apart over the summer. i think our biggest problem is we haven’t talked about it yet and i don’t think he’s gonna bring it up because he’s waiting for me to be comfortable so i guess i have to. but at least the past couple weeks have been going well, we watched wall-e and i wanted to cuddle more than we did, we got slushees and talked in my car for hours, we talked on face time and shared baby pictures. i’m just scared about the summer i think because i just want everything to go right. but also im so frustrated bc if i wasn’t so messed up maybe we could’ve been dating seven months ago
what does it mean when magazine kid asks you to watch his plants for the summer?
updates people updates (bc i haven’t done this in a while) so back in may when i dropped him at the airport for the summer i was like you know i like you right? and he was like yeah i like you too. so idk what to do with that. have been talking every day and trying to flirt. i don’t think he’s getting it. either that or he doesn’t mention it. i told the besties (aka our mutual friends) and apparently they did not suspect anything? idk man. anyways he comes home in like 2 weeks (to dc not college) and i’ve been joking about going up there to visit him and he said something about it yesterday? so it might be happening? but like i’m not sure if i want to or not. bc ofc i want to see him. but i’m terrified of flying and even more than that i’m terrified of staying with people i don’t know bc if i get anxious and/or have a panic attack i can’t just be like oh give me space or whatever. i have to act normal the whole time. and like if i had a breakdown in front of his parents they would probs hate me and it would be super embarrassing and it would make the anxiety worse. basically i’m worried i’m gonna make myself so anxious that i have another breakdown and my eating disorder will come back. and i would rather not. especially bc i’ve been doing so well, i’ve even been able to have coffee consistently and all my clothes fit again and i can eat on days i am anxious. but i really wanna see him bc i miss him. plus he said his parents said we could stay with them? which raises the question what do his parents know about me? who do they think i am? are we dating? all questions i wanted to ask in person but if we do this i will have to ask over the phone. nice thing is even if i don’t visit him it’s just one extra week till he’s back here :) i can’t wait
soooo he’s my boyfriend now, finally. he has been back for like 2 weeks and we barely get a moment alone bc we are so busy so after a misunderstanding where i thought i was getting friendzoned i finally called him and was like are we dating. after little debate we decided we wanted to be and that’s that. very happy and the past two weeks with him back have been so good and i don’t think it’s rlly sunk in that he’s back and he’s not leaving anytime soon. anyways, very happy, very excited def kinda didn’t think we would make it to this moment at some points but i’m glad we did
had a panic attack at his friends surprise bday party after a football game (i think i was tired and on my period so it just kinda hit me harder) but i think i handled it well, i just kinda went back to his apt and sat in his room and called my ex roommate (the nice one) and he was very caring and immediately after his friend got there (bc i told him he has to stay until his friend got there) he came back to hug me and make sure i was okay. then he made sure i got home okay bc all i wanted to do was go home and go to bed. so overall not my best night but it was so much better than the panic attacks i was having a year ago and such a less painful experience bc of the support system i have around me and i guess knowing my limits :)
he spent the night last night, also when asked why he hasn’t kissed me yet said, “i could send you a calendly”
he kissed me?!?
lots of things have happened since then but he broke up with me for basically no reason after a month of kinda ignoring me so now time to heal and cry a lot i guess
moved out and stopped sharing my location with him! so proud of me
went to a hockey tourney where he now lives (because we all have jobs) and was anxious af the entire time but we went out to bars afterward and he actually acted normal around me ? which was nice. the entire group sung and danced to we are never ever ever getting back together. I told him this was the most normal he’d been around me since we broke up, and he just was kinda like oh
man crazy, i meant to reblog this back in november when i went to a football game with friends (using my friends student ticket, not even sitting in the correct seat) and I was blissfully watching the game and my friend goes omg grace look down and i see this man. I thought I could get through the game without getting noticed but no his drunk self missed his seat after getting a beer and walked almost up to our row and locked eyes with me ofc. then at some point him and his friend yelled hi to us and i thought that was the end, but when we left i was like should we have said bye. And my friend was like no they were so drunk they def didn’t notice we left. not two seconds later this man is texting my friend asking about a bar to go to after and when my friend is like no im going home, this kid proceeds to text our groupchat (where i am the only possible person who is in the vicinity) to “pull up to a bar” if we are in town. i was already on the train but don’t really know what i would’ve done if i wasn’t
Asami after the seven havens trailer dropped and korra popped up
I stand with my canceled wife idgaf
bro i DONT CARE about seeing the odyssey “how it’s meant to be seen” in 70mm or whatever. why can’t i see the new avatar movie how its meant to be seen, IN A GODDAMN MOVIE THEATER instead of on my FUCKING COUCH
Bringing this back for pride month and June 2020
y’all already know the energy for pride month 2021
yooooooo 2026, maybe i’ll get a girlfriend by EOY
tis the moth for slay and gay
there are just some places i have no desire to go or live, such as new jersey
my favorite bit is telling my best friend what happened in 911 this week from memory, often many days after watching
who else up and gay
The first thing that I look for in a man is his heart, the fact that his tits are in front of his heart is NOT my fault
day from hell
wake up late
defrost car for 10 min
spend 1 hr 45 in traffic on your normally max 35 min commute
in meetings until lunch
almost get run over by a car with your coworkers trying to get coffee
leave work at 5:30 and get home at 6:15
cook not very good sweet potato concoction
try to not accidentally implode one of your coworkers relationships by gossiping
send more emails for work
read until 4 am
you have work at 8:30 am and a meeting at 10 am
I don't want a baby. Well, you have one.
Grey's anatomy (2005 - ) I 7.22
wish my life was like a 90's movie where all my friends work in record stores and bookshops and coffee shops and we see really cool bands in small little clubs and get breakfast together and like hang out on roofs and shit
“Go to hell” is basic, it’s boring. “I hope your favourite character, who is already hated by a huge chunk of the fandom, gets blamed for the end of the world in the sequel” is real. It’s terrifying. It’s happening to me.
