Petit Demon

welcome in my little world 💍

[petitdemon]

Well yes, not everything's easy. But loving you, being loved by you, giving you attention, this, this is so easy for me. Because you're here with me. I feel peaceful and rested between your arms. And this is so easy for me, to just lay there, with you giving me cute little kisses.

cupidon's child has a lover

[petitdemon]

baby let's build our story, let's create our romance book.

[petitdemon]

I'm madly in love with you,

letting my heart belong to you.

cupidon's child loves you

[petitdemon]

thank you for giving me new fucking fears, are you happier now? thank you, I'm now crying at 4am because I can't be confident on myself anymore. all my work, you destroyed it without even considered how I would be feeling.

you've destroyed me during 11 months but you still "love me"? and even after that, you had to speak about something that hurts me since so many years. and you knew it.

do those facts make you happier and in peace with yourself? why did you had to do that to me? why did you choose my broken heart? wasn't I already enough hurt and broken for you?

even after your fucking death, I'll remember you, in a hurting way. each fucking tears that roll over my face at 4am, it's because of you.

let me be happy now, let me be the happiest woman with the man I love. let me be in peace with myself. I hope you'll never come back in my life.

you just broke and destroyed me.

broken cupidon's child.

[petitdemon]

I want to kiss your lips,

help me escape the present moment,

tell me you are here for forever,

show me you are with me even in the hardest moments.

I want to be between your arms,

help me feeling the heat of being love,

do what you are repeating me,

please love me.

cupidon's child's hoping that you're the one

[petitdemon]

i wanna be yours, please. let me be your one and only for ever, please.

[petitdemon]

make me feel alive.

[petitdemon]

I only wanted some attention, so he slowly became my everything.

he has cupidon's child's heart.

[petitdemon]

i want to tell you "i love you" but without saying it, i want to prove you how huge my love for you is, i want you to be seen as the best.

cupidon's child's finally in love with the good one

[petitdemon]

please love me.

my body, my thoughts, my personality, me.

i'm craving for your love, for your attention.

i need you, your love.

i'm wishing you'll never be annoyed by me.

can you love me as hard as I love you?

[petitdemon]

why do you want to save an abandoned broken child like me? please don't fall for me, I'm not good for you, I'll only break you at the end.

broken cupidon's child.

[petitdemon]

oh baby, no, I'm not perfect. don't burn your wings by being by my side. you don't know so many things about me. but if I tell you, you will only flee away from me.

broken cupidon's child.

[petitdemon]

I don't want to admit it, but falling for you was the best shit that happened to me.

my head's thinking 'bout u

[petitdemon]

I like rainy days, I like to watch over my windows rain on the city, in the streets. it's so calm, so relaxing, hearing the sound of rain on the streets, on rooftops, looking the grey sky tearing.

[petitdemon]

Under the shining moonlight, his fingers run on her cheeks, while he slowly kisses her.

one moment in my head.

[petitdemon]

she looks at the moon,

she smiles,

she realises how happy she is, now.

she takes a deep breath and the scent from her sweater makes her smile more.

yes, it's his scent, his sweater. but she loves what's his and what he gave her.

[petitdemon]

Sorry.

sorry, I've been fighting for too long. I can't fight anymore. I can't handle this anymore.

sorry, I'm week. I'm not the one you want me to be, I tried but I failed.

sorry, I lost this battle. I know, I have to stay strong, but I can't.

sorry, I'm nobody without you. This is so hard, why did you let me like that?

sorry, I hope this is not my last message.