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a peek inside an idiots mind :)

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Prepare yourself.

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WAIT WHAT?!???

is this real???? please tell me this is real???

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OH MY GOD I FORGOT I MADE THIS ALT ACCOUNT UH HELLO HI IT'S BEEN LIKE THREE YEARS LMAO

anyways uh hey chat, transformers huh? pretty cool

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REBLOG THIS IF:

- you support trans kids under 18

- you support trans kids getting surgeries before 18

- you support trans kids starting hormone therapy before 18

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y’all ever just wake up from a nap and it’s just kinda like w h o a, yknow?

like, where am i? what year is it? why does my mouth taste like that?

anyways uh naps confuse me thanks for listening

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oh my god i totally forgot i made an alt a while ago

anyways uh to like the maybe single person that will see this, HI

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cramps are the worst and i wish to Not Alive

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my birthday is coming up far too soon for my liking

i’ve never known why, but the idea that i’m a living being just irks me in a way i can’t seem to describe. it’s sort of like becoming far too aware that i’m in my own skin; these bones are real, this awkward fleshy meat-suit is real, and i don’t know how to feel about it.

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if we think about it the concept of existence is relative

nothing matters

so therefore everything matters

if we’re all just going to fucking die in the end why be miserable about it?

why not celebrate the time we have here?

why not stay up just a bit later? why not wear that crop top that gives you just a bit more confidence? why not try new things, fall down and get back up again?

if it’s all not going to matter in the end why not do it? if it’s not going to matter, all the more reason to say fuck it and just do it

post those videos to youtube. buy $500 worth of monkey lamps. say ‘hi’ in that server you’re terrified to speak in. post the writing you’ve been insecure about and have been debating on whether or not you should share it with anyone

the world is going to burn up when the sun explodes anyways, nothing matters in the end, so therefore everything matters

existence has no meaning, therefore give it whatever meaning you want

it’s like a wild card in a game of uno, only with color options that don’t even exist

but they do, they do exist, if you say it is so

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am i valuable or am i a literal piece of garbage?

only the pawn shop can tell ✨☺️

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lmao had like four panic attacks today

✨we vibin✨

at least i have my Monster tho, otherwise i would NOT survive

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i know that listening to sad music while you’re sad just makes you more sad but dammit just Let Me Vibe

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Taco Johns potato oles are so fucking good, but honestly kinda nasty once they get cold

am i still eating them though?

:)

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i’ve had too much caffeine today and yet somehow not enough-

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although i feel like some incapable child compared to my friends who are so much more successful than i am despite being much younger, sometimes i just need to take a step back and think. i need to remember that i’ve gone through traumatic events and that it’s okay to focus on recovering instead of learning to do everything independently right away.

they didn’t grow up in the same broken home that i did. they didn’t have the same issues that i’ve had. they have had their issues that are valid, of course, but their issues were different and have affected them differently. they were still capable of learning to be independent and learning how to do things like use the oven or clean a bathroom properly or bake cookies or operate a washing machine, and i just needed to focus on my recovery more.

and that’s okay.

and i am going to keep telling myself that its okay until i actually believe it.

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i want a monkey lamp

i was rewatching the Chuckle Sandwich podcast and i just

monkey lamp

Schlatt knows what’s up bro

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hey y’all this is just my blog for my random thoughts that i have, i was using my notes app at first but i figured eh no one on here knows who i am anyways so why not just make these thoughts public?

so here’s my brain vomit :)

my main writing blog is @petrichor-reminiscence :)