sad bebe @pettydreamz - Tumblr Blog

"i want to be normal"

i dont actually mean i want to be normal, I just want to be able to regulate my emotions normally. I can be incredibly sensitive and cry on demand or feel absolutely nothing and disassociate from life.

is there such a thing called balance? is there a right or wrong way to react to things? is it ok too feel more or feel nothing, or is it wrong when it is constantly each and everyday? I cry everyday.. is that normal?

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flashkeeper

Mao Hamaguchi

adesperatovenereum

Even a warrior melts for one touch

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video by Engin Akyurt | gif by me

i abandon this blog sm, bc it's how much i want to abandon certain traumas, certain feelings, certain mental illnesses and mental breakdowns tied to this blog. hence, why i have sm more fun on main, kinky blog n music blog. this safe space to vent was destroyed long ago and tbf that is my fault.

i wonder how many moots n followers know me as "uwu".

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