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[lrvth]

I realised now that you were my anchor.

You kept me from floating away into the abyss I fear.

Now, there are only the remnants of your presence

Holding me like an old rope that slowly rips under my weight.

I cannot bare it any longer.

I think I might just break it myself.

At least then, I might be able to forget you and myself perhaps.

—lrvth

[lrvth]

Sweet youth

Moonlight shines bright on their sleepy eyes.

Sitting outside on a bench, three girls and a boy,

dreaming about what could be.

A bottle filled with stars picked from the canopy,

sparkling in the milky light.

Filling the youngsters bodies’ with warmth.

As the night progressed, the magical potion

sparked their imagination.

They told tales and stories and the night seemed infinite.

They cried and tears dropped from laughter and sadness.

Their bond grew stronger by each second.

Oh, what night that was.

Strangers would assume they were drunk on

that mysterious potion they took in turns.

But that sparkling wine had nothing much in it for that consequence.

So, what made them behave like that?

It was pure lust for joy. Eternal youth, a never ending night.

They were high on life.

For that limited time of the night,

We were alive.

—lrvth

[lrvth]

There are people who are with someone

They are not really in love with

But it’s too frightening

The thought to be alone

So they stay and lie to themselves

Then there are people who never give there full heart to someone

For it’s been broken

Never healed properly

Won’t ever perhaps

Then there are those who become broken at one point

They love fiercely with all their heart, naively with all they got

Not to anybody

They love once, maybe twice

Before

Lrvth

[lrvth]

And even though I got used to your absence, my heart breaks everyday a little further.

—lrvth

[lrvth]

Teardrops never burned before the way they do when I think of you

—lrvth

[lrvth]

And I know, I know, I should delete all your messages and all your photos…

But I can’t, I can’t.

Sometimes it’s the only thing that keeps me sane.

—lrvth

[lrvth]

Life feels like an incomplete jigsaw,

and you’re the only fitting piece.

—lrvth

[lrvth]

And I realised I am trying to hard To get it all right

When I actually ruin everything But he keeps pushing me And he keeps pushing people away From me

Isn’t there some sort of switch? Let me change Let me change

But I can’t I won’t His grip is too tight. ~lrvth

[lrvth]

longing

A path leading to madness.

An inspiration for success.

The perfect recipe for trouble.

Living within one’s mind, one’s chest.

Wafting through like a summer breeze

or gripping tight clawlike.

AGONY or ACCEPTANCE

to recover you must choose

the RIGHT one for you.

<lrvth>

[lrvth]

Break out

Because I was told to be different from the way I was.They told me to change, to fit in with them. To fit in somewhere creativity, art, and passion were foreign languages. To be part of a society where superficiality, boredom and monotony are the rule.

[lrvth]

Break out

Because I was told to be different from the way I was.They told me to change, to fit in with them. To fit in somewhere creativity, art, and passion were foreign languages. To be part of a society where superficiality, boredom and monotony are the rule.

[lrvth]

there are only 3 people who can stop you from doing what you want to do: 1.You 2.yoU and oh, 3.yOu

lrvth (via lrvth)

[lrvth]

I never knew, love could be so true. Pure and innocent; it overwhelms when not vigilant.

lrvth (via lrvth-poetry)

[lrvth]

Bullies

All your words like knife stabs hurting bleeding leaving me behind.

You wasted a few breaths on me But I am living with the scars Reminding me of what you said I am Defining me even when I know they shouldn’t.

[lrvth]

Traveller’s Thoughts

And I’ve come to realise that there is so much more.

Don’t limit yourself by only seeing what’s obvious but learn to see what’s lurking behind trouble heartbreak friendship music passion love lust.

Learn to see what’s worth diving in for disguised for it’s opposite.

Uninteresting paths might lead to your greatest adventures.

Be brave and fearless and overall reach out

~lrvth

[lrvth]

Self-Love

And I realised I was brave

And strong

And shrewd

And beautiful

In my own way. ~lrvth

[lrvth]

When I see Love I stumble back Shocked for what my eyes see.

Not knowing that If I don’t hold on to it It will dissapear again. But everytime I meet Love I forget And so I will never reach out for it But stumble back from it.

~lrvth