Bambi, my little Bambi

I go by Spencer! 19 phantomwrites2 and .spencer_creates on tiktok!

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Welcome!

𝐇𝐢𝐲𝐚! 𝐈'𝐦 𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲/𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦, 𝐈'𝐦 19! 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐚 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝/𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦!

𝐌𝐲 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐒𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐯𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥-𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞.

𝐅𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞/𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬, 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬, 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐨𝐫 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐛𝐨𝐱 :)

𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐒:

𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐈𝐃

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒

𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐋

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒

𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐒

𝐆𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑 1 𝐀𝐍𝐃 2

𝐘𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐇𝐘 (𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐒1) 𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐍 (2025)

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐈𝐃

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒

𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐋

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒

𝐆𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑 1 𝐀𝐍𝐃 2

𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐒

𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐍 (2025)

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐈 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐅𝐨𝐫:

𝐇𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥

𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐁𝐮𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫 (𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞. 𝐢 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬, 𝐬𝐮𝐞 𝐦𝐞)

𝐀𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲/𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐦 "𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲" 𝐁𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐲

𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐉𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞 𝐄𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬

𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐲 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐲 𝐁𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐝

𝐇𝐚𝐲𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐀𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐲

𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐧

𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐎𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐫

𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫

𝐒𝐚𝐦 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫

𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐑𝐞𝐢𝐝

𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐉𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐮

𝐄𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐱𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐬 𝐌𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐮𝐬 (𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐛)

𝐄𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐚

𝐄𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐫 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐚

𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐮𝐬

𝐂𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐊𝐞𝐧𝐭 (2025)

𝐈 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄:

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞

𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬/𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬/𝐎𝐧𝐞-𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐅𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟

𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬/𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬/𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

𝐈 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄:

𝐈𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 - 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞, 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐜𝐨𝐧, 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 (𝐢 𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐲, 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠), 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲, 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲, 𝐡𝐮𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐩𝐬, 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 (𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐭𝐯).

𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐓 𝐁𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐘 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐘 𝐈𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐗 :))

𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐢 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫, 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬, 𝐢'𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦!

[phantomwrites2]

I just realized I haven’t followed you this whole time???? I’m so sorry and hello hi I’m so relieved to find out you haven’t been inactive this whole time hehe 🩷

YESSS HI HELLO

IVE BEEN A BIT ALL OVER THE PLACE FOR A BIT BUT HOWRE YOU?

[inbred-eater]

IM SO PISSED THEYRE CANCELLED GEN V OMFG

Don’t even remind me pls I’m pissed enough as it is 😭😭😭😭😭😭 you’re telling me the last I’m gonna see of Marie & jordan is in the boys & it’s probably gonna be such little screen time

THIS IS SUCH BULLSHIT

[angelnumber27]

I think Megan thee stallion should be allowed to execute people if she wants to

[pittsick]

oh my god, fuck YOU amazon for cancelling gen v… go eat shit right now. i won’t get to see my bigender lover jordan li???? i hate life right now. everything tastes like dirt.

[inbred-eater]

dick me down and bury me pregnant FUCK

[phantomwrites2]

REALLLL

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[inbred-eater]

i’m pretty good! i committed to a college to study veterinary tech recently and accepted their conditional offer so i’ll be starting my studies with them in September :))

AHHHH THATS SO COOL!

My bsf is in her last year of studying to be a vet physio!

I hope all goes well diva!!

[phantomwrites2]

HEHWEHEHE TYSM DIVA

[inbred-eater]

the concept of explaining Ethel Cain lore to Jordan Li…

and also the concept of explaining South African slang to them as well…

ANYWAYS HOWRE YOUU

trying to explain to jordan li what “are you jas” & “yoh” means or what the difference between “now” and “now now” means 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I’m giggling just thinking about it yirre

and I’m doing really good how about you?!!

[phantomwrites2]

can’t reply to your latest ask for some reason but I changed your tag to spencer 🪽

TYSM

[phantomwrites2]

low-key forgot to announce here that i’ll be going by Spencer and they/them now… oopsies LMFAO

[inbred-eater]

no thoughts other than the concept of my autistic ahhh going on an hour+ long rant infodumping about animals to Jordan Li that was prompted by them making an off-hand comment with an incorrect animal fact and me correcting them and then descending into said ramble. and while i’m rambling theyre watching and listening despite probably not understanding me from how fast i’m talking but still trying to listen anyways — basically “smile and wave boys, just smile and wave.”

if that makes sense.

delusional? probably… do i care? NAHH

i just love the concept of infodumping my special interests to fictional characters 🥹

and they’d listen so intently to you too!!

genuinely pisses me off that jordan li isn’t a real person 😩😩😩😩😩😩

[inbred-eater]

OMG HI I FOUND ANOTHER SOUTH AFRICAN!!!

HOWZIT?

(i had to immigrate out here to Canada almost seven years ago tho but i still always get so excited when i see someone else from my home whether it be online or in person)

HAIIII ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

sameee i always get so excited when i see another saffa on here!

[phantomwrites2]

🫶🫶🫶

[pittsick]

Hey, everyone; I'll be very thankful if people following me could read this. I’m answering this one last time so I can stop getting the same asks again and again.

I’ve already explained this before, and I’m honestly getting really tired of being asked about it. My blog exists for my writing, my creativity, and my enjoyment. I’m not here to meet expectations, fill representation quotas, or justify my personal preferences. I’m here because I love writing and sharing stories, and I want the focus to stay on that: not on my identity or what people think I should be writing.

I mostly write and reblog fem!reader because that’s what I personally enjoy writing, reading, and engaging with. That’s the format that comes naturally to me, that inspires me, and that makes writing fun. There is no deeper meaning behind it other than I can't ignore that most of my followers and moots are also fem people too; and that's mainly what they write and read. Plus, I love supporting people's work.

I also need to be very clear about something regarding gender, because people seem extremely fixated on it. I am a cis man but my experience of gender is complicated. I’m autistic, and I don’t feel connected to gender in a typical way. I don’t truly feel like a man, a woman, or even nonbinary; my gender feels like a void. Something distant, abstract, and not central to who I am... like an entity. I’ve never really felt attached to any pronouns either, but since I am a cis man, he/him pronouns are simply easier for me, socially and practically. For a long time, I felt like that was just it, that this was how I was supposed to exist and move through the world. But here, in this space, I finally feel free enough to actually speak about it.

Because of that, seeing people constantly analyze, question, or police what I should write based on gender assumptions is exhausting, invasive, and completely missing the point. What I write is not a reflection of how I see myself, and it is not something I owe an explanation for.

Fanfiction and reader-insert writing are about comfort, creativity, projection, fantasy, and enjoyment. Everyone chooses the formats that feel right to them. This one is mine.

At this point, I’m genuinely asking people to stop sending me asks about this. I want to focus on my writing, my ideas, and my stories, not on repeatedly defending my preferences or dissecting my identity. If you enjoy my work, I’m incredibly grateful. If my content isn’t for you, that’s completely okay... there are thousands of amazing writers out there creating all kinds of formats.

If I ever get an ask about my gender again, I'll simply block the sender because it's getting really tiring to have to explain myself all the time.

[sincere1ystar]

in a very snoopy mode today

[phantomwrites2]

my dog was attacked. at the ER vet right now and vet hasnt found any internal bleeding but other than that i know nothing. oh my baby doesnt deserve this

[milliesfishes]

i’ve had genuinely such a shitty day at work and now even at home everything and anything is upsetting me and making me more overwhelmed i want Alex Nielsen to hug me and tell me it’s okay

alex nilsen truly the king of making things better <3 he'd love to do a quiet evening in after a bad day :( <3