Den Of Leviathan

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[phive]

At this point I feel like I’m completely done with people. I’m exhausted jumping through hoops to try and keep them happy when they never return the favor. Any time I’m upset, frustrated or any kind of negative emotion I have to explain myself with a fucking 10,000 word essay on why I’m feeling that way. Everyone else in the world gets to just feel shit and let it run its course. Why the fuck am I the one that always has to be the rock for everyone? It’s fucking exhausting. I don’t want to deal with anyone anymore. Seems like everyone just wants to use me as an emotional punching bag and then act confused when I get pissed off. Fuck everyone

[phive]

Beyond tired of having to listen to every fucking idiot child with poor coping mechanisms bitch about their vapes. Fucking grow up and get rid of your little adult pacifier

[phive]

I wish we could skip forward in time without aging

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

[wonders-of-the-cosmos]

Hubble observed Saturn on June 20, 2019, as the planet made its closest approach to Earth, at about 845 million miles away.

Credit: NASA

[1st-1]

[ex0skeletay]

Detail from marble floor, Cornaro Chapel, Church of Santa Maria della Vittoria, Rome, Italy, 17th century  

Featured in Hannibal S03E02 

[phive]

Living the dream, feeling like I’m trapped in a nightmare.

[phive]

I don’t want anything I say to have any weight in anyone’s life.

[phive]

It’s pretty wack that people want to try and drag you down any time you’re doing well 🤷🏻‍♂️

Die salty, bitch

[phive]

Why is everything so fucking complicated? I hate having to wear this fake smile every time.

[trip-with-the-sky]

Still here

[manga-and-stuff]

Source: Neon Genesis Evangelion / Shin Seiki Evangerion 新世紀エヴァンゲリオン 

by Yoshiyuki Sadamoto 

[wonders-of-the-cosmos]

moon by frankastro

[oh-evokeme]

[hairstylesbeauty]

[phive]

I love how everyone around me always seems to know what’s best for me without ever actually asking me about how I feel about the fucking decision before it’s been made. For fucking ONCE I’d like for a person that claims to care about me actually consult me on a decision that greatly effects me. I’m so tired of people assuming what I feel simply because I don’t emote like they do. Just because I don’t show how hurt I am on the surface doesn’t mean it’s not killing me inside.