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PHOEBE IVETA KOVAC — 25 Good day and good evening, ladies, gentleman, and all those outside the gender binary. Phoebe Kovac, coming to you live from Cotton Plant. As you can see by the title up above, I'm twenty-four years old, semi-fresh out of a few years spent in North Carolina. Now that I'm back in good ol' Arkansas (please note the sarcasm), you can find me spending my time over at Homeword Bound Animal Shelter. Don't hesitate to stop in at any time, and see if we can't send you home with your new best friend. I have a handful of furbabies of my own, but I'll wait to spam pictures of them. I'm Slovak-American and proud of it. This means I can make you some of the tastiest food ever, so let me know if you've never tried it because that needs to be changed ASAP. I'm also an incredibly proud granddaughter and little sister. #adoptdontshop

[suenyito]

me whispering to my dog in the dark: hey.. you still up?

[madelainesource]

[phoebekovac]

juniebmotta:

So.. if somebody could come and forcibly remove Outlast from my hard drives, that would be great. I’m a wimp and well aware of it, but does that stop me from playing it alone in my room with my blackout curtains drawn? No, no it does not. All that being said, I’m now sitting in the waiting room with a very swollen nose and failing at holding back tears. I’ve never been to the ER alone and it is TERRIFYING.

I don’t know anything about video games, but are you okay?? Why are you in the ER, is everything alright?

[phoebekovac]

F2F → JETTBE

The drive back into town had Phoebe feeling completely drained. She knew that going to see Janka was a bad idea, but although this was the person she disliked most in this entire world, Phoebe found that she couldn't say no to someone in need of help. Even when that help involved borrowing a friend's car, digging her own savings account, and driving four hours North for a woman who couldn't be bothered to remember she even had kids half the time. She should've listened to the voice nagging her the entire morning beforehand. If she hadn't, she wouldn't have had to drive the entire four hours back from Fayetteville with her stomach in knots, and her mother’s careless disinterest once again cemented in the back of her mind.

 She was exhausted by the time she was back in Cotton Plant, and wanted nothing more than to sleep as long as humanly possible to erase the last day of her life, but she still had to return Jett's car and thank him profusely for letting her borrow it. Hers was okay after the storm, but she hadn't trusted it to make the drive. With Jett being a mechanic and her friend, his seemed the best option, even with the distaste that the day had actually been. Phoebe ran a hand through her hair and drew in a deep breath, wanting to at least look somewhat put together compared to the mess she'd been the entire drive over. Her own apartment was only a couple blocks over so she could drop his car off and then walk home, and then throw her little one-woman pity party. Simple. Keys in hand, Phoebe made her way to Jett's front door and knocked, taking a step back as she waited.

@jettzaher

[phoebekovac]

MOODBOARD [1/∞] → PHOEBE IVETA KOVAC

“I choose gentleness... Nothing is won by force. I choose to be gentle. If I raise my voice may it be only in praise. If I clench my fist, may it be only in prayer. If I make a demand, may it be only of myself.” 

― Max Lucado

[phoebekovac]

Is there anyone in your life that you genuinely don't think you could live without?

A thousand percent, yes.

[phoebekovac]

Would you ever sleep with someone on the first date?

no.

[phoebekovac]

Have you ever contemplated breaking a law?

....I know the rules are to only say yes or no, but does contemplating releasing all the animals at the zoo count as breaking a law?

[hxxt-blog-deactivated20191014]

The 'yes or no' game.

[question-meme]

You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes and no.

[phoebekovac]

TEXT || TESSBE

TESSA: My heart is broken :(((((((((

TESSA: Ugh, what an absolute BABE you are. I don't know about it right now, but you can bet your cute lil' butt that you'll be the first person I text if I do need it!

PHOEBE: I'll figure out a way to fix up that darling heart of yours, I'm sorry 💚💚💚

PHOEBE: Please do! Just because I'll be missing the festivities doesn't mean I don't want to help, if you need food or decorations or anything. It's what I'm here for.

[cozybug-deactivated20231208]

barefoot in the grass, wearing my white cotton sundress, eating fresh strawberries and drinking lemonade.

[phoebekovac]

TEXT || TESSBE

TESSA: ALRIGHT BITCHES, Marisol's surprise party is THIS SATURDAY at 7PM in the Princess Hotel royal suite! There will be LOTS of booze and LOTS of food. We have the suite booked all night so don't be stupid and drive drunk, xoxo gossip Tessa.

TESSA: PS DON'T SAY ANYTHING TO HER OR I'LL FIND SOMEONE TO HURT YOU!!!!

PHOEBE: Thank you so much for the invite, but I'm not much of a partier plus I work Sunday morning so I'm going to have to decline 💚

PHOEBE: Tell her happy birthday from me though! If you need any help with things beforehand, I can lend a pair of hands.

[bidoctor]

[dailyactress]

Madelaine Petsch

[lovelustquotes]

They called her naive for believing in the good in people. But she was just a loving soul, who thought that even monsters needed someone, who truly believed, they were angels once and they can be it again. And yes, maybe that was naive, but this world needed people like her.

Veronika Jensen  (via siikens)

[wnq-writers]

You are an endless, boundless burst of magical light.

Don’t act so small (take flight), abillionlittlethoughts (via museputa)

[sharingneedles]