* OH CRUEL FATE !

[ ... ] THE HERO'S NEVER THE ONE LEFT STANDING

[phoenixmades]

#phoenixmade.   ━━━━ an independent, private, & highly selective legacies muse, adapted into various fandoms. established in december 2020.minors dni.  multiverse & crossover friendly.  this blog will contain spicy & triggering content.  as loved by Evie, she/her, 27, eastern standard time.

                                &. CARRD   &. INTEREST CHECKER  &. MEME TAG

RULES UNDER THE CUT

001. Hiya, my name is Evie, I’m 27 and live in the EST timezone. I use she/her pronouns. If we’re mutuals feel free to add me on discord at numb little bug#0055. Independent, private, and mutually exclusive Landon Kirby. I am in no way affiliated with any actress/actor or any media represented on this page. I do own all the headcanons / divergences on this page however.

002.  I will tag triggers as trigger tw, if I post something that is triggering to you and it is not tagged, please message me nicely and ask for it to be tagged. Nsfw / graphic content can ( and most likely will ) be present on this blog. Violence, explicit language, blood and sexual themes. everything will be tagged accordingly.

003.  This blog is oc friendly, but please do not just assume my muse knows yours unless it would make sense for them to do so or it has been plotted beforehand.. All I ask is that you have a bio/bullet points up so I can get a feel for your muse and decide if we’d mesh together or not.

004.  The only issue I have is with sup/sub, as it hurts my eyes straining to read such small text. Aesthetic does not matter to me, if I can see us roleplaying I don’t mind if you don’t format at all. Length of replies don’t matter as long as you give me something to work with but please do not give me a one liner if I write one or two paragraphs. Please for the love of god cut your posts as well.

005.  I prefer my writing partners to be at least 18, but I prefer 21+! I will not follow blogs that are under 18. I am a slow replier, I try to work with a queue to keep things going while I can’t seem to find the time to write. Please do not rush me for replies.

006.  My ask is open to mutuals only. I prefer memes to starter calls, so more likely than not the easiest way to roleplay with me is send a meme and we can go from there. So if you're thinking of sending the meme, do it.when it comes to ship-related memes, and you’re worried I'll be upset if you send it because we’ve never interacted ( or never discussed a ship ), please send it! I don't see this as forced shipping. I see it as an opportunity to test a dynamic. the only way to know if there’s chemistry is to take it for a spin.

007. credits go here.

008. I do not follow first! Few exceptions will be made but for the most part I want to write with those who follow me! So don’t be afraid to yell at me and tell me you wanna plot or write once we’re mutuals!

[phoenixmades]

Landon was forced to move over here

excuse me while I see if I still have his graphics.

[phoenixmades]

Landon was forced to move over here

excuse me while I see if I still have his graphics.

[phoenixmades]

So, my fear has been realized. I am shadowbanned, which means I guess I gotta try to remake this blog. u gh.

[phoenixmades]

Quick, someone try to im me... I fear my blog has been shadowbanned............

[blackcatrph]

** sour  sentence  starters.

brutal.

“  i think that i’ll die before i drink.  ”

“  i’m so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you.  ”

“  i’m so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life.  ”

“  they’d all be so disappointed  because who am I if not exploited?  ”

“  where’s my fuckin’ teenage dream?  ”

“  if someone tells me one more time “enjoy your youth,” I’m gonna cry.  ”

“  i’m anxious and nothing can help.  ”

“  i wish I’d done this before.  ”

“  i wish people liked me more.  ”

“  all I did was try my best.  ”

“  this the kind of thanks I get?  ”

“  they say these are the golden years.  ”

“  i wish I could disappear.  ”

“  god, it’s brutal out here.  ”

“  i feel like no one wants me.  ”

“  i only have two real friends.  ”

“  lately I’m a nervous wreck.  ”

“  i love people I don’t like.  ”

“  i hate every song I write.  ”

“  i’m not cool, and I’m not smart.  ”

“  i can’t even parallel park.  ”

“  got a broken ego, broken heart.  ”

“  i don’t even know where to start.  ”

traitor.

“  brown guilty eyes and little white lies.  ”

“  i played dumb but I always knew.  ”

“  i kept quiet so I could keep you.  ”

“  ain’t it funny how you ran to her the second that we called it quits?  ”

“  ain’t it funny how you said you were friends?  ”

“  it sure as hell don’t look like it.  ”

“  you betrayed me.  ”

“  i know that you’ll never feel sorry for the way I hurt.  ”

“  loved you at your worst but that didn’t matter.  ”

“  guess you didn’t cheat, but you’re still a traitor.  ”

“  there’s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly.  ”

“  ain’t it funny, all the twisted games, all the questions you used to avoid?  ”

“  remember I brought her up and you told me I was paranoid?  ”

“  i wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you.  ”

“  you gave me your word but that didn’t matter.  ”

drivers  license. 

“  i got my driver’s license last week.  ”

“  just like we always talked about.  ”

“  today I drove through the suburbs crying ‘cause you weren’t around.  ”

“  you’re probably with that blonde girl.  ”

“  she’s so much older than me.  ” 

“  she’s everything I’m insecure about.  ”

“  how could I ever love someone else?   “

“  i know we weren’t perfect but I’ve never felt this way for no one.  ”

“  i just can’t imagine how you could be so okay now that I’m gone.  ”

“  guess you didn’t mean what you wrote in that song about me.  ”

“  all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you.  ”

“  I kinda feel sorry for them because they’ll never know you the way that I do.  ”

“  i still see your face in the white cars, front yards.  ”

“  can’t drive past the places we used to go to because I still fuckin’ love you.  ”

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[phoenixmades]

We all collectively agree that Landon is still a Phoenix and he never died y/y? And that shit show of an ending where he took over being the ferryman the river Styx never happened?

[phoenixmades]

Bouncing around from house to house all the time. I mean, if no one ever wants you to stay, there’s gotta be something wrong with you, right? Then Rafael walked into my life feeling the same way. He blamed it on his anger issues, felt he was, uh, doomed because of them. So doomed he didn’t even bother to unpack the four things he owned from his suitcase. Then I realized how wrong he was. I mean, he had to be. He was one of the best people I had ever met. Which meant I was wrong about myself © / indie landon kirby. canon divergent and headcanon based.

[landonkirbyappreciation]

insp.

[phoenixmades]

/gently waves/ I’m thinking of bringing Landon back...

[sprctz]

you know what im craving? the kind of plot, verse, and rp partner that will have me staying up until 4 in the fucking am to keep a thread going because its that good and we are that in love with it. you feel me?

[justrpmemesandmusings]

send me muses you think i could rp

[amourmemes]

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘.  𝐎𝐃𝐃.   ,    𝐁𝐘  𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂  !  𝐀𝐓  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎  .

lyrics  selectively  chosen  from  panic  !  at  the  disco’s  album  pretty.  odd.  ,  which  happens  to  be  my  favorite  !     customize  /  change  pronouns  as  pleased  !

❛  it’s  just  the  end  of  the  world  .  ❜ ❛  let’s  go  into  a  place  where  thoughts  can  bloom  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  losing  the  feeling  of  feeling  unique  .  ❜ ❛  let’s  go  back  to  the  room  where  it  all  began  .  ❜ ❛  will  you  come  with  me  or  just  leave  me  ?  ❜ ❛  if  they  just  knew  what  we  could  do  .  ❜ ❛  so  it  seems  i’m  someone  i’ve  never  met  .  ❜ ❛  you  will  only  hear  these  elegant  crimes  .  ❜ ❛  you  carry  a  little  piece  with  you  .  ❜ ❛  if  all  our  life  is  but  a  dream  ,  we  should  feed  our  jewelry  to  the  sea  .  ❜ ❛  genius  only  comes  along  in  storms  of  fabled  foreign  tongues  .  ❜ ❛  i  know  the  world’s  a  broken  bone  ,  but  melt  your  headaches  ,  call  it  home  .  ❜ ❛  as  long  as  you  can  make  a  promise  not  to  break  my  little  heart  .  ❜ ❛  give  your  feet  a  chance  ,  they’ll  do  all  the  thinking  .  ❜ ❛  i  was  born  with  curiosity  the  likes  of  those  of  old  crows  .  ❜ ❛  we’re  all  too  smart  to  talk  to  god  .  ❜ ❛  and  if  words  are  just  hollow  birds  ?  ❜ ❛  in  time  we  all  forgot  and  we  all  grew  .  ❜ ❛  your  melody  sounds  as  sweet  as  the  first  time  it  was  sung  .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  never  been  so  divine  in  accepting  your  defeat  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  never  been  more  scared  to  be  alone  .  ❜ ❛  if  love  is  not  enough  to  put  my  enemies  to  sleep  ,  find  your  own  way  back  home  .  ❜ ❛  when  i  look  in  her  eyes  i  just  see  the  sky  .  ❜ ❛  you  could  love  me  if  i  knew  how  to  lie  .  ❜ ❛  but  who  could  love  me  ?  ❜ ❛  the  sun  was  always  in  her  eyes  ,  she  didn’t  even  see  me  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sure  i  didn’t  ruin  her  ,  just  made  her  more  interesting  .  ❜ ❛  such  torturous  things  ,  always  chewing  up  the  only  words  i  ever  mean  .  ❜ ❛  all  your  wishes  they  will  sink  like  stones  slowly  down  a  lonely  well  .  ❜ ❛  who  could  ask  for  anymore  ?  who  could  have  more  ?  ❜

[starlesst]

𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐘 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋   —    ᴍɢᴋ  ( ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ )

𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊

❛   they’ll leave when i’m finished.   ❜

❛   i gave you my life.   ❜

❛   i’m crazy, i’m off the meds.   ❜

❛   i’m better off dead, they said.   ❜

❛   if i’m a painter, i’d be a depressionist.   ❜

❛   i’m dying inside.   ❜

❛   i’m selling tickets to my downfall.   ❜

𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒

❛   get me out of my head.   ❜

❛   i just need to go out, ‘cause i can sleep when i’m dead.   ❜

❛   same time and same place.   ❜

❛   there’s a lot that i want to say.   ❜

❛   hello. goodbye.   ❜

❛   there’s a lot that i want to say, but that’s for another day.   ❜

𝐃𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐊 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄

❛   i’m still young, wasting my youth.   ❜

❛   i’ll grow up next summer.   ❜

❛   i’m back on that girl i quit.   ❜

❛   i should have lost her number.   ❜

❛   i’m overcompensating for heartbreak.   ❜

❛   i gotta act like i’m happy.   ❜

❛   i don’t ask names.   ❜

❛   i’d go blind for her touch.   ❜

𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄

❛   you’re the best i ever had.   ❜

❛   i couldn’t hear anything you said.   ❜

❛   what the fuck?   ❜

❛   i don’t do fake love, but i’ll take some from you tonight.   ❜

❛   i can’t stay forever.   ❜

❛   i don’t expect you to understand.   ❜

❛   am i just making a mess?   ❜

❛   i’m ready to die holding your hand.   ❜

❛   i can’t hide how i feel about you   ❜

❛   i’d give everything up.   ❜

❛   be mine, baby.   ❜

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐎

❛   you want me to forget you? okay, forget me, too.   ❜

❛   i bet you do.   ❜

❛   i left before you woke.   ❜

❛   i don’t feel right seeing you sober.   ❜

❛   i won’t wait on you.   ❜

❛   i’ve wasted so much time waiting for your phone calls every night.   ❜

❛   we’d both be better off alone.   ❜

❛   you left before i woke up.   ❜

❛   why don’t i ever see you sober?   ❜

❛   why you do the things that make me hate you?   ❜

𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐘

❛   how are we so opposite?   ❜

❛   this don’t feel right without you.   ❜

❛   even when the room is full, i’d trade it all for you.   ❜

❛   i’m lonely without you.   ❜

❛   i wish you had more time left.   ❜

❛   i hate this.   ❜

𝐖𝐖𝐈𝐈𝐈

❛   who the fuck are you to tell me what to do?   ❜

❛   at least make it look good when you’re lying to me.   ❜

❛   i’m trying to find inner peace.   ❜

❛   go ahead and criticize.   ❜

[lannasroleplaymemes]

PSA: If you ever have ideas or scenarios or headcanons about our muses' relationship (all kinds, not just romantic!), or questions/suggestions/etc ... let me know! I want to discuss these ideas with you, and even if we don't agree on something, I appreciate the gesture!

[phoenixmades]

trihrid​:​

what   a   cursed   world   it   is   that   their   love   has   rotted   to   this   ,          that   her   blood   has   become   a   blade   ,          that   fate   desires   her   to   plunge   it   into   his   heart     .              a   thousand   years   ago   a   witch   had   a   child   with   a   wolf   ,          then   made   that   son   into   a   vampire              ——              and   ,          somehow   ,          that   monster   created   her     …              it   couldn’t   all   be   for   her   to   kill   landon   ,          could   it     ?                  ❝           no   ,          no              ——              i   can’t     .          ❞                 fingers   tremble   around   her   weapon   ,          knuckles   white   with   the   strength   of   her   grip   ,          tears   falling   from   pleading   eyes   of   forest   green     .                  ❝           you   can’t   die   ,          please   ,          i   can’t   do   this   again     …          ❞

He was ready, he had to be. Had plenty of time to come to terms with what was going to happen, it had to be, this was their fate. Once he said screw fate,  and it seemed that fate said the same about them. “You can.” He coaxed, a frown tugging at his lips. His hand moved to steady her hand, holding on to her hand. “Hope, what other choice do we have?”

[dearestdeathsa]

hey there, if you’re a person who writes villains and are afraid to write them to their full, monstrous potential because this community still has a habit of pretending that makes you a bad person by default instead of pulling their heads out of their asses, you’re safe on my blog and i love you, and will write with you and your villain kids always <3