same old fears

Phoenix St. Clair Twenty-One

[azcelecs]

‘ i hope you never get stranded in the middle of nowhere i don’t like funerals. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"I'll keep my fingers crossed."

[natelancastcr-blog]

“Just a little….” he confirmed, trailing off as he glanced between Phoenix’s eyes and mouth, silently cursing. Maybe more than a little, then, he thought to himself. He met the other’s lips as he tilted his head up, humming at the warmth and softness of them. He kept it gentle at first, brushing his lips over Phoenix’s as he got familiar with them, moving a hand to cup the side of his face as he opened his mouth, wanting to deepen the kiss. 

[phoenixstfu]

Feeling the other's lips against his own, Phoenix happily leaned up to deepen the kiss. He had done this before, it was the furthest he had ever gone, making out with someone. Though, having Nate practically naked hovering above him like this sparked excitement through Phoenix' entire body. He reache his hands up to rest on his back gently, fingers trailing down his spine as he kissed him back.

[azcelecs]

‘ you’re impossible. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"You're saying that like it's a bad thing."

[azcelecs]

‘ you wouldn’t if you knew how to survive, that’s what camping’s for. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"I'd rather die."

[natelancastcr-blog]

Nate only listened with half an ear, his attention caught by Phoenix’s pink lips that he was biting down on. Unconsciously, he leaned slightly forward, his gaze fixed on the other. When he laid back down, Nate took an instinctive decision and rolled over on top of Phoenix, their faces only inches apart. “I guess I can debauch you just a little,” he breathed quietly, trying to decipher his reaction.

[phoenixstfu]

Phoenix was surprised when Nate rolled over him. He locked his eyes on the face hovering above himself and chewed on his bottom lip once again. "Just a little?" He challenged and raised an eyebrow at Nate. He rested his hands on Nate's waist, gently tilting his head up so their lips would brush.

[azcelecs]

‘ well there’s plants that keep the bugs away, you can definitely find them in any forest you might get lost in, there’s also plants & flowers that help with the bites of poisonous animals, camouflage techniques as easy as baking a lemon pie when you wanna hide from the mountain lions & bears. the back thing cannot be helped, but there’s many things that you’d need to learn to survive if an accident was gonna happen & you were too away from the road & it was too dark to find help. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"If I did get lost, I'd probably die fairly quickly for eating something poisonous, or trusting the wrong animal or person who came along. So... Yeah. Whatever, I just want to go back."

[phoenixstfu]

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[phoenixstfu]

2 things:

 Sorry about Phoenix being such a moody little shit. The outdoorsy life is not for him… He will be happier once they’re back in the house, he’s actually very nice!

I don’t know when or if I will be on tomorrow, because I have a funeral to go to, and then I’ll be getting ready to go back to England on Wednesday morning…So we’ll see. :) 

Now I’m off to bed. Night night!

[azcelecs]

‘ i’m not trying to be funny, it’s important to know these  things, you never know when you’re gonna need them. it’s a backup plan kind of thing. & enjoying them is part of it, because then it’ll be easier to learn. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"Well, firt of all; That would suck. second of all; I don't think pretending to like this is going to save me from being eaten alive by bugs, and the pain in my back from sleeping on the ground. I find it incredibly hard to stay positive when these things are going on."

[natelancastcr-blog]

Nate chuckled softly at Phoenix pretending not to get it, shaking his head. “If you’re not sure, I probably shouldn’t say,” he shrugged, running his fingers over the other’s back. “I don’t want to debauch your innocent, pure soul.” 

[phoenixstfu]

Shaking his head, Phoenix looked up at Nate. He shuddered at the way his fingers ran up his back, and he pulled his bottom lip in between his teeth. "Clearly the reason I'll stay a virgin my whole life is because no one wants to debauch my 'innocent, pure soul', rather than me waiting for the fairytale knight." he said in faux disappointment and rested his head back down again.

[azcelecs]

‘ i am just wondering how you would survive if your car broke in the middle of nowhere with no phone signal, dark at night & with the nocturnal fauna around you & away from the road. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"You're not funny."

[azcelecs]

‘ because you’re being too close minded & stand offish about the whole thing when you should be enjoying it. you can get comfortable in the tent. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"I'm just being honest. I can't help that I'm not made for the outdoorsy life."

[natelancastcr-blog]

“Shh,” Nate hushed the other. “We’ll do what no one has done before, then. I don’t want to get cold. And in case we fail and you steal all my body heat, I’m sure I can think of a way or two that’ll heat things up for the both of us,” he joked flirtingly, patting Phoenix suggestingly on his ass.

[phoenixstfu]

"Oh?" Phoenix shifted so he could look up at Nate and raised an eyebrow at him. "I'm not entirely sure I understand what you mean when you say that." he teased. He did know, of course. The pat on his bum only confirmed his thoughts. "What kind of ways, Nate?" He asked innocently.

[azcelecs]

‘ because you’re enjoying fresh air & the beautiful thing that is nature. use the bushes. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"Not one part of me is enjoying any of this. I just want to be comfortable, is that too much to ask?"

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[azcelecs]

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[azcelecs]

‘ cheer uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup !! everything is more enjyable when you quit complaining. ’

[phoenixstfu]

"How can I cheer up when there's not even a toilet around here. I can't actually live like this."

[obsequicus]

“I’m not quite sure how you’ve fallen into the water so quickly. Did someone push you by any chance?” Nicola grabbed her towel that was in her bag as she tossed it over to the curly haired guy. “I’m sure someone else has bug repellent and I’m sure MTV will not place us anywhere near snakes.. or.. well, our families would definitely sue.”

[phoenixstfu]

"Thank you." Phoenix murmured when he was handed a towel. "No, I managed it all on my own. I was walking over taht little bridge there, and I slipped and I fell into the water. And I hate it here." He pouted and let out a soft sigh. "Sorry, I just really hate camping, it's not for me."