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Pickle, 30, from down unda, gaming streamer who draws

[baratheonpilled]

dunk + textposts part 2

[dani-dear]

so there’s this knight of the seven kingdoms and friends………

[picklelee]

trad art for your consideration, i never do these

[glitchinginthegarden]

I actually really fucking love that Johnny can apologize to Alt but it gets him nothing. He barely gets a reply and she doesn't even acknowledge what he said. (Setting aside the fact that this is ultimately not the same Alt who he unplugged.)

It's good for him though.

No one ever got closure from him on much the way he was always coming back around for one thing or another. Why should he get that for himself in the end?

You can apologize all you want, Johnny boy, no one has to accept it.

[glitchinginthegarden]

Actually I'm coming back to this to add that I find even more value in this happening to him with it being ALT who denies him his closure.

He gets to "make up" with Kerry and the band. He gets to fight Smasher. He gets to take Rogue to the movies.

He gets his second shots with everyone. His redemptions.

EXCEPT with Alt.

Except specifically for the one failure that set him on the trajectory that landed him in Relic purgatory.

[feyspeaker]

Rockerboy prints | patreon

[picklelee]

dawg i miss playing cyberpunk, but it’s been so warm here and my pc heats up to one billion degrees, and ive been too busy preparing to go to japan 😢 oh well, at least i can pretend im in nightcity in some of the places lmao

[warakami-vaporwave]

Phone Wallpapers

[zippy-zaparoni]

infection

[picklelee]

playing through cyberpunk with a masculine V, i am completely gobsmacked by the difference in Johnny’s reactions to V possible love interests. i had heard that he is far more accepting of panam, and i haven’t quite reached kerry’s big entrance yet, but i know from clips that even if asked, johnny says he is okay with V cracking kerry. like he’s literally the only love interest you can ask johnny about his comfort level with it, for obvious reasons.

so WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS GUYS PROBLEM?? i knew from my first playthrough years ago that he hated river, yeah uh huh okay okay. i didnt really pay much attention to how he felt about judy, but now that i have SHEEEEESH. he barely fucking tolerates her on a good day, and he only seems to get snippier the more you get to know her.

and YEAH YEAH I KNOW, cdpr definitely wrote the story for the cis straight dude bros and the rest of us get the same thing but with half-assed branches tacked on, BUT FOR JOHNNY TO BE SO GOD DAMN COMBATIVE ABOUT THE 2 FEMME LOVE INTERESTS HAD TO HAVE BEEN A CHOICE, RIGHT??

like in the writers room, surely there was a “how does johnny feel about the 4 people we have chosen for V to bone?” “WELL he likes panam because she’s a deeply fuck the establishment badass woman and he’s got a track record of being into that, and he can’t possibly be mad about kerry because we sprinkle throughout the game that johnny kind of regrets not giving him a chance anyway. BUT OH YEAH THE COP nah johnny hates his living guts, AND OH the cute bd specialist? well, hm… yeah let’s have him not like her too because she’s too idealistic or something idk” WHAT DO YOU MEAN

JOHNNY “IDEALIST TO THE POINT OF TERRORISM” SILVERHAND?????

hell bruh, i’m utterly convinced that if they gave us anyone else as a love interest for femme V, johnny would hate them too, no matter who they were. OR he would at the very least heavily make light of them. does that make sense?? like obviously if we got panam or kerry, he’d probably react the exact same way that he does with masculine V because they ain’t gonna record a thing twice. and i believe if masc V got river, he would still hate him, but there’s noooooo way he wouldn’t be hyping up judy’s clouds rebellion if masc V had a chance with her. the developers MADE. THAT. CHOICE. but whhhhyyyyy.

[spiralingants]

two souls in the same cage 💊

[picklelee]

i just had my twitch chat learn about omegaverse with me while i drew cyberpunk memes, what a time to be alive

[picklelee]

do you think johnny consciously moves like how he does? or maybe at some point, he did, but now it’s just automatic? like it all seems a little performative and tactical in order to both piss people off and give off a kind of masculine bravado. shoes on the table, sitting where he shouldn’t, smoking like he doesn’t care who breaths it. there’s no way man was like that in the war, he would’ve been clean cut to a T. so when did he start acting like that? post hotel bed rot? when samurai was formed? when he realised he had sway over people with his ideas? people don’t usually act that way unless they know they can get away with it. and i’m genuinely thinking he believes he can get away with it because he’s hot. he’s probably rightttttt though lmao.

[wtchysvto]

happy st. valentine's day ♥️

secret valentines gift for @/huaishalin

(ver. 2 under the cut)

[alpal-ult]

Lois, this reminds me of the time there was a black dog in my head.

[picklelee]

i find it very amusing that Johnny “live fast, die young” Silverhand gets snippy at V for driving their car too fast. Because you KNOW he was doing the same in life, but nah nah. V can’t do stupid shit like that, because he actually CARES about V. To be fair, he has his little plan about getting to Mikoshi, and if V died then it all goes to shit, BUT STILL! you think he would have gotten pissed at Rogue for speeding back in the day? or at Kerry (even though we know he’s bad at driving in Johnny’s opinion)? i don’t think so.

I MEAN HELL, the guy literally gets into an accident when he’s taken control of V’s body and he didn’t really care too much about it. Almost like he got so caught up living again that it was just another night out for him. Imagine if he broke an arm or a leg during that crash, I bet he would have felt very bad about hurting V so frivolously. Sure, he’ll get a tattoo, but that’s funny. it can be reversed and it’s only skip deep. a broken bone has to be lived with for a while.

it probably pains him a lot to see V hurt when he is helpless to do anything about it. it probably drives him nuts that they’re so stubborn, just like him. he probably lies awake in his little hardware mind palace wondering why he cares so much, until something eventually clicks. until he realises he’s never been closer to anyone in his entire life, and the last person he didn’t want to see hurt was Alt.

and that probably implies some very dangerous things about the way he feels about V.

[picklelee]

black dog in my head guiding me to the end

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

MAY YOU NEVER LOSE YOUR HYPERFIXATION